My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon
Warnings: Yaoi, Language, slight violence in the song,
A/N: I love this song; it seemed to fit Duo/Heero if things went a little nasty.
A/N 02/09/2007: This fic here is going through some revision! I love the fic but some of it I couldn't stand!
Disclaimer: Gundam Wing Not Mine,
Song: My Heart is the Worst (Kind of Weapon – Fall out Boy
(xxx)
Spent most of last night dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
drown me out- the jokes on you
We are salt- and you are the wound
Duo glared hard at the doorway, he knew Heero had gotten off work hours ago; Duo was used to him staying a little later but lately, the past month it had been getting ridiculous! He hadn't wanted to think about where Heero was going and what was taking him so long but the thought kept scratching at the back of his mind making him sick to his stomach, and making his head pound. He slammed his fist down on the kitchen counter, walked over to the cabinet with the pain killers and dumped a large amount into his hand. Grabbing a glass of water he downed them all.
Empty another bottle
And let me tear you to pieces
This is me wishing you
Into the worst situations
He snarled as his headache didn't disappear quick enough and turned to glare at the clock, Duo always finished work an hour before Heero, tonight he'd decided to actually make a good supper which was now sitting in the oven getting cooler. "You had better have a real fucking good explanation for this Yuy…" Duo muttered thinking of all the ways he'd like to hurt Heero right now.
I'm the kind of kid
That can't let anything go
But you wouldn't know a good thing
If it came up and slit your throat
They'd had a really good relationship together, being comrades and all through the war they understood each other and respected each other. Every one knew about their relationship even if they were discreet about it. Heero didn't like showing much affection in public, unlike Duo who didn't really mind at all but he respected Heero's point of view and settled with the affection they held for each other in their own apartment. The sex that seemed to last for hours, and the way Heero would kiss him long and hard before he stepped out the door for work, and when Heero came home it was always another long kiss that spoke volumes for the two lovers.
"Do you even know how hard I try for you Heero?" Duo asked out loud to the empty door way. Duo snarled turning away to look at the time "The hell! 7:15! You got off work at 4:30! You normally stay maybe an hour tops after! Where the hell are you Yuy?" Duo growled out. "Are you with someone else?" He added in a quite voice.
Your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
Rather ones that just don't care
Because I know
That you're in between arms somewhere
Next to heartbeats
Where you shouldn't dare sleep
Now I'll teach you a lesson
For keeping secrets from me
Duo shook his head with the anger and sadness that had been building up these past weeks, "I can't take this anymore!" Duo yelled stomping to his bedroom, where Heero had been neglecting Duo in more ways which was something He'd never done before. The lack of sex, and the morning kisses that weren't as strong, along with the absence during the evenings was tearing Duo up inside.
Take your taste back
Peel back your skin
And try to forget how it feels inside
You should try saying no once in a while
Oh once in while
Take your taste back
Peel back your skin
And try to forget how it feels inside
You should try saying no once in a while
Oh once in while
He started grabbing clothes of his and shoving them into a large duffle bag. "Can't take this" Duo murmured as he picked up a photo of the two of them at one of Relena's little parties. He tossed it aside and made his way to the bathroom. Snatching up his hair brush, hair ties, and other essentials he tossed them into the duffle bag with abandon.
And did you hear the news?
I could dissect you
And gut you on this stage
Not as eloquent as I may have imagined
But it will get the job done (you're done)
Duo grabbed the last of his things and shoved them into the over stuffed duffle bag as he made his way to the front door he snatched his car keys from the table top and threw the door open. He stopped wondering if he should leave a note…"Damn morals!" Duo shouted as he dropped the bag, He made his way back into the kitchen and grabbed one of the little post-its he started to write. Finishing his note he stuck it to the fridge.
Every line is plotted and designed
To leave you standing
On your bedroom window's ledge
And everyone else that it hits
That it gets to
Is nothing more than collateral damage
He grabbed the duffle bag up again shut the door to the apartment, locked it then made his way down to the car park below the apartment complex. Unlocking the car he threw the duffle bag into the back seat started the car and drove off towards Quatre's house, he really needed a friend right now. As pissed as he was he couldn't stop the stinging of tears in the corners of his eyes. He hissed as he tried to hold them back. "Goodbye Heero. Unless you can explain to me without lying what you've been doing." Duo chocked and coughed as he glanced once last time to the place where they'd spent so many sweaty nights.
Take your taste back
Peel back your skin
And try to forget how it feels inside
You should try saying no once in a while
Oh once in while
(xxx)
Heero turned the key in the lock to his apartment and opened the door, He was expecting to see Duo sitting at the table those large violet eyes staring him down, but instead he found an empty kitchen. He sighed as he dropped his preventer jacket on the chair by the door "Duo…?" he called out, glancing down at the small table they normally threw mail, and their keys on he noted Duo's weren't there. He stepped inside the apartment his eye's scanning the room when they feel on a post-it on the fridge. His eye's narrowing he stepped towards it picked it off the fridge.
"Whatever you've been doing, or going I don't give a shit anymore Heero, keep doing it I'm gone so you can enjoy your little evening escapades I'm not a factor anymore." Heero's eye brows shot up at the words when he noticed the P.S "Suppers in the oven" How Duo like Heero thought as he quickly went to check the bed room, Sure enough Duo's essentials were gone, and the picture of the two of them lay on the floor. He blinked and stared around the room. "Fuck…"
Take your taste back
Peel back your skin
And try to forget how it feels inside
You should try saying no once in a while
Oh once in while
(xxx)
END (possibly, unless I take this somewhere…I'll have to wait and see!)
A/N: So, what do you think? I love that song heh, I may or may not have a counter part to this little song fic I'm going to have to ponder that thought.