I walk along the school hallways, I see you pass by as if you don't know me...

I don't understand why you'd drop me over me having feelings for you!

What kind of a friend does that? Not a true one that's for sure...

I wanna scream at you, tell you how I trusted you, how I used to feel like I could count on you, but apparently I can't.

All you care about is your stupid boyfriend, who hogs you all of the time!

You spent so much time with him when you weren't busy, but you never asked me if I might've wanted to do something.

You're a stupid little brat.

I thought I could trust you, but now I know I can't.

It hurts like hell. I've been thinking about you a lot lately.

I checked my old phone, wondering if over the summer you tried calling or texting me.

But surprise there was nothing...

Now I know for sure. You never really cared. I wanna tell you off so bad, I wanna tell you how much I trusted you, how comfortable I felt telling you anything.

I want you to know that what you did was WRONG.

I want you to realize you made a mistake.

I want you to beg for me to give you another chance.

I want you to learn from this situation, that you were being an ass.

I feel like I'm gonna snap. I feel so angry, so mad. So very hurt. I just wanna cry...

And I guess this is goodbye... This is goodbye...

I am sooo very upset right now... I feel hurt, and very angry. Once again I have lost another friend. I know of over two on here who dropped me this year for no good fucking reason! They said they cared about me, but did they really? Two of these people even said they were in love with me at one time! And then there's the friends who dropped me this last year. And the friend that this vent is about. I'm just sick of it. I do nothing wrong, but people just drop me. Once they date they dont care about me anymore, once they make new friends too they dont care anymore. One of my old fanfiction friends on here Andrew used to always say how I was his best friend, but then he began dating and left me like I was nothing. / / And people wonder why I have trust issues? Maybe its because when I do finally put trust into someone, they smash me like glass... I'm hurting so bad. Why am i the only one who seems to think that friends should come first? And I must be like one of the only ones who's ever been dropped by freinds, because only three other people I know get it.