Hey guys! My first NCIS fanfic/songfic ever! I'm a Tiva person, so you know this is a Tiva story. The song is called Not Falling Apart, by Maroon 5. Awesome song, from the album It Won't Be Soon Before Long, if you've never heard it before, you should!.com/watch?v=fFCo0uLScRc That's a link to the song on youtube! Listen and love. While you're there look up Stripper by the Soho Dolls. Awesome song as well. Anyway, back to the story... Thoughts, Flashbacks, Lyrics, And I don't think I put anything in just bold letters. lol. Do you know, oh, do you know i have a friend who has never played Mario! Not Mario Kart, Mario adventures, anything. I almost beat her, but she's taller and can step on me. We call her Scary Spice, I'm Sporty. Anyway story...

(Me singing: take what you wanted... I will be just fine... you will be better off alone at night)

Ziva David awoke to the sun shining through her window onto her face. She closed her eyes, trying to adjust. She had a misunderstanding with Tony the afternoon before, leading to a night at the club with friends, leading to this afternoon with a slight hangover.

Danced all night and slept all day

She sighed and turned over on her back, staring at the ceiling.

Careless with my heart again

Fearless when it comes to playing games

She and Tony had their little tease times usual, but while on stake out, Tony asked a serious question. She first assumed he was joking...

//Flashback//

"You're childing me, right?" she asked

"Kidding," Tony corrected, "And no. Dead serious, Ziva. I can't hold it in any longer."

Ziva's grin disappered from her face. His question repeating in her head. "Do you love me?"

"It's not that hard of a question, Ziva," said Tony, "I'm done pretending. I love you."

This had caught Ziva off guard. Tony looked away from her face. The look of confusion with shock and nervousness was etched in his memory now.

You don't cry and you don't care

"Just forget about it," he said.

"Tony," Ziva softly said.

A gunshot went off.

"Forget it," he said.

He got out the car, leaving her with a million thoughts.

Afraid to have a love affair

//End Flashback//

"Tony..."

Is that your ghost or are you really there

Before she knew it, she was in her cargos and a zip up hoodie walking out the door in anger and self pity.

Now I can't walk

I can't talk

Anymore since you walked out the door

And now I'm stuck,

Living out that night again

I'm not falling apart...

Tony DiNozzo mentally kicked himself as he sat in his bed, room completly trashed from the drunken and undrunken rages of yesterday. The evening sun shined through the window he'd just opened, shining light onto the dark mess.

//Flashback// Yesterday Evening

"Tony, come on, open up," Ziva called.

Tony opened the door, eyes red with anger, blue with sadness.

"I opened up," he spat, "you didn't."

Wither on a sunny day

"I'm sorry, Tony," she said.

She had never seen him like this before.

Time slows down, I wish you'd stay

"That hurt, Ziva," Tony sighed, finishing his beer.

He tossed the empty bottle to the side, it shattered against a wall.

"You know wat, just go."

"Tony..."

"I can't... I-I can't look at you right now."

"To-"

"Don't... speak."

Ziva bit her lower lip, beating the side of her fist against the palm of her left hand. She nodded and walked past him, closing the door behind her as she went out the door.

Pass me by in crowded dark hallways

//End Flashback//

Tony slid on his shoes, he needed to get out.

I try my hardest not to scream

I find my heart is growing weak

He splashed some water on his faceand looked in the mirror.

So leave your reasons on the bathroom sink

"Ziva..."

Now I can't walk

I can't talk anymore

Ziva found herself four blocks away from Tony's apartment. She stopped and sat down on a bus bench near by.

Since you walked out the door

He didn't want to see her, let alone speak to her. She couldn't go to him. Even if she did love him, it was too late.

And now I'm stuck

Living out that night again

She sighed heavily to hold back any tears.

I'm not falling apart

Tony walked around the corner as the street lights dimly lit up the streets, cars busied the street and the sky was an orange color fading to the dark. As he walked up the sidewalk, he could've sworn he saw Ziva.

I heard you say you needed me

She looked upset.

Now whats the problem

I can't see

He felt like he should turn around. his mind told him that, but his heart wanted to confront her.

You've destoyed me

I won't fall apart again

Why didn't she love him?

I'm not falling apart

Tony stood at the stop light of the four way intersection and hit the button for crossing.

"Ziva?"

She must have heard him.

Take what you wanted

She looked up.

"Tony?"

I will be just fine

She got up to leave.

You will be better of alone at night

"No, wait," he yelled.

Waiting and falling...

He began crossing the street as she crossed to mee him.

Constantly calling

Out your name

They stood in the middle of the crossing path as cars passed by them, a few honking, but still turning left or right, moving up and down, passing them by. all they saw at the moment was each other.

Will it ever change?

"Why don't you love me?" Tony asked.

Now I can't walk

"I do," she replied, "I love you."

I can't talk anymore

"I was just afraid," she chuckled.

Since you walked out the door

"... and surprised..."

And now I'm stuck living out that night again

"...I love you."

I'm not falling apart

I heard you say you needed me

"I love you, too."

Now what's the problem I can't see

Tony gave a light hearted laugh.

"I love you."

You've destroyed me, I won't fall apart again

He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer.

I'm not falling apart

He moved a few strands of her hair out of her face before returning his left arm back around her.

Oooooo-hoo...

She put her arms around his neck as she moved closer to his face.

Oh oh-oh, Oh oh-oh, Oh-oh...

They closed their eyes as their lips finally touched, a light, but long kiss.

Ooooh...

Gibbs rode down the street and stopped at the red light. Two figure were in the middle of the cross walk. He looked out his driver side window at the two idiots kissing in the street. 'I know those idiots...'

He rolled down the window, hiding his smirk.

"DiNozzo, David! Are we forgetting Rule 12?"

Ok, that's my story. And my time is up for this library computer. Hey, any One Tree Hill fans, check out and look for Prowler86Kid, me, and help me out with something. I have it on a blog titled One Tree Hill Fanfic or something like that. If you want you cand review. I'm not forcing you too, but this is a first fic from me for NCIS, so...