Author's Note: AU. AH. BonKai/Kennett, Bonnie/Kol/Kai, past Bonnie/Theo

I DO NOT OWN TEEN WOLF, THE VAMPIRE DIARIES, OR THEIR CHARACTERS.


Chapter One:


I held Rebekah close to me. I didn't say anything as she nuzzled closer to me. I ran my fingers up and down her back, the way that I know she likes. She told me earlier that she didn't feel like talking today. She knew that I wouldn't push her to.

She's been seeing me for a few years now. Honestly, it's hard to say that I don't grow close to my clients, because I do. A lot of people give me flack for my job, but honest to goddess, it's a legitimate form of therapy. It's amazing what noninvasive, platonic, non-sexualized, human contact can do for someone.

I'd be lying if I said that it didn't do as much for me, as it probably does for them. It's been more than therapeutic for me. The only physical affection I ever got growing up, was from my Grams. My mom and dad were never around. My mom left us, before I could remember her. My dad may as well have left, too. He was always gone for six months at a time or longer. I eventually ended up moving in with my Grams. After she passed, I was a mess. I didn't have a lot of friends, at least I didn't, until I became a professional cuddlist. It's weird how many of my clients that I consider to be my friends.

"Thanks for this, Bon." Rebekah gave me a squeeze, before moving away to stretch and get off of my cuddling mat. She put her shoes on and got her purse. She handed me an envelope with my money in it. She always pays me way too much, insisting that everything extra is just a generous tip. It must run in the family, because all three of her brothers do the same. "I'll see you tomorrow night… And don't even try to get out of going out with us. It's been too long since you've had fun out on the town. And heaven forbid you actually meet a guy worth your time. I'm telling you, Kol's friend would be a perfect match for you." She insisted. I sighed and gave her the same look I always do, when she tries to talk me into going out with her.

"Why do you even care so much, Beks?" I asked her, knowing full well that I would get the same answer than I always do, when I ask her that question.

"Oh, hush! You know that I love you and that you are one of my dearest friends. Besides, us girls need to stick together." She gave me a hug and kissed my cheek, before seeing herself out.

I stripped the cuddle mat of its sheets and put them in the wash, before putting clean sheets on it. I stifled a yawn, before getting a drink of water. I don't know how I'm still tired. I don't have long until my next appointment. Kol was coming by with a friend. Kol wasn't staying, but he doubted his friend would come otherwise.

I stretched and put on an oversized sweater that had the tendency to fall off of my shoulder, whenever I wore it. I put on a pair of ankle socks, just in time to hear the soft melody of my doorbell chime. I opened the door to find Kol and an attractive man, who must be his friend. Kol's lips curved into an easy smile, when he saw me. I beamed at him and held out my arms, inviting him into a hug. He wrapped his arms around me and lifted me off of my feet, just like he always does. I gave him a squeeze, before he set me on my feet.

"I'm not staying, darling. I only wanted to introduce you to my best mate, Kai. He might be a bit rough 'round the edges, but I think you two would be a good fit. This helped me more than I ever could have imagined." Kol explained. I nodded and glanced over to his friend. He was looking me over, like he was trying to decide if this was a good idea, or not. Based off of my appearance, I clearly wasn't trying to impress anybody. My hair was in a loose French braid that was laying over my shoulder. I didn't have an ounce of makeup on. I was wearing a pair of leggings, a sports bra, a tank top, and an oversized sweater.

"It's nice to meet you." I broke the ice first. I held my hand out to Kai. He accepted it, gently. After he let go, I gave him a soft hug. He seemed surprised by it.

"Yeah, you too," he agreed.

"Alright love, I'll be off. I'll see you later this evening for my appointment." Kol excused himself. I nodded and gave him a small wave, before stepping aside, so Kai could come inside.

"Please, come in." I invited him in. He followed my lead, easily. He looked around, as I closed my front door. "So… what do you feel like doing today? Hugging? Spooning? Getting a massage? Just laying next to each other?" I asked him. He looked nervous for the first time, since I met him.

"I don't know… All of it? Maybe?" He sounded unsure. I just nodded.

"That's fine. Why don't you take your shoes off and make yourself comfortable?" I suggested. He nodded and did as I asked, easily enough. "Would you like some water?" I offered. He seemed surprised by my question, like it caught him off-guard.

"Yeah, sure," he accepted. I walked into my kitchen and got a pitcher of cucumber infused water that I had in my friends. I poured him a glass and studied his body language, as he drank it. "Can we just lay down next to each other and… Can I just hold you? Is that allowed?" He asked.

"Yeah, of course," I assured him. I had quiet nature sounds playing softly throughout my apartment. It helps keep a calming environment. Kai seemed to visibly relax a little. After he sat his glass down, I motioned for him to follow me. I kneeled down on the cuddle mat, waiting for Kai to follow suit, before laying down.

We stayed like that for a minute. I wanted to make sure he was completely comfortable, before doing anything else. I turned onto my side, so I would be able to face him.

"So… how does this work?" He asked me. I crackled an easy smile.

"There's really no right or wrong way. We just do whatever you're comfortable with – whatever you want to do. If you just want to lay next to each other, that's fine. If you want to hold me, or for me to hold you, that's okay, too." I explained to him.

"Okay. Can I hold you?" He inquired.

"Of course," I assured him. I scooted closer to him and waited for him to open his arms to me, before snuggling against him and laying my head against his chest. He put his arms around me, tentatively. I tucked mine around his middle. He out a breath that I didn't realize he had been holding.

"How long have you been doing this for?" He asked me, quietly.

"A couple of years," I told him, truthfully. "I went to school for sociology and psychology. I didn't plan on doing this. I actually kind of fell into the job, right before I graduated. A friend of a friend did this for a living and turned me onto it. It's amazing what human touch can do for someone. And if I can do that help someone in the process, then why not? I'm a very physically affectionate person… So this helps me, just as much as it does anyone else that I see." I said.

"That makes sense." He whispered. I nodded, against his body. He's so warm. It's not helping how tired I feel. He stifled a yawn and held me a little bit tighter. "Is it okay is we just sleep? I mean, if I sleep? I don't know how long your sessions normally are…"

"By all means, sleep if you need to." I told him, gently. "I typically do hour-long sessions, but we can go longer if you need to. My next session isn't until eight tonight and it's only four now." I replied.

"Can you set an alarm for six?" He pressed. I nodded and pulled away from him. I took my phone out of my make-shift pocket in my leggings. I set an alarm, like he asked and double-checked that everything else was on silent. I cozied back up to Kai and we quickly got comfortable. It didn't take long, until my eyes felt heavy and I could feel myself drifting off to sleep.


A loud, peaceful melody woke me up. I blinked and cursed inwardly. I was sleeping so well, before my alarm ruined it. I pulled out of Kai's embrace, gently, and switched off the alarm.

"I can't remember the last time I slept so well." Kai mused. He looks so at ease, now. "Thanks for that." He yawned and stretched out a bit. "Do you mind if we lay here and I hold you for just a while longer?"

"I don't mind. I don't need to kick you out until seven-thirty." I giggled.

"Ah, okay, I see how it is." He teased. It seems like he is finally starting to loosen up. "Ya know, I didn't believe Kol at first, when he told about this – about you."

"I don't blame you. I don't think anyone's initial reaction is to believe it at first, though. I know mine wasn't." I admitted, before continuing to cuddle with Kol.

"You're so soft." He breathed.

"Thanks. I blame all of the layers. They help." I joked. He chuckled.

"Are you gonna ask me?"

"Am I gonna ask you what?" I asked, confused.

"Why I'm here." He clarified.

"Not unless you want me to and feel like telling me. Everyone has their reasons and they don't always like explaining why." I replied.

"That makes sense. Thank you."

"You're welcome."


"How often can we do this?" He asked me, as he was putting on his shoes and getting ready to go.

"As often as you'd like." I told him.

"Once a day?" He asked me. I looked at him, trying to decide if he was serious.

"I normally don't schedule any sessions on Fridays or Saturdays, but if you want to meet every day, then I can make an exception." I answered. He looked taken aback, once he fully processed the information.

"Why would you do that? You barely know me." He asked, sardonic humor dripping from his voice.

"Why does it matter, if I know you, or not? I doubt you would've asked, if you didn't seriously need it." I shrugged. He's hard to get a read on. Just as he opened his mouth to retort, a loud knock sounded through my apartment, followed by a series of bangs. I felt my eyebrows rise. I'm not expecting anyone for an hour. Kai looked over to me, probably asking silently if this was normal. I shook my head. He touched my arm, with his hand.

"Stay behind me – okay?" He told me. I nodded and followed him to my front door. He looked through the peephole. "It's some guy." He explained, before answering the door. I let out an angry huff, as my eyes landed on an ex, more-or-less, of mine. When I told him that I didn't want to be his friends with benefits/fuck buddies anymore, he didn't take it well.

"Oh, this is rich. You're obviously not missing me; are you?" Theo asked me, with a signature smirk that he has long perfected.

"No, actually, I haven't. What are you even doing here? There was a reason that I never had you over to my place. How did you get my address? You know what? I don't even care – just go." My tone of voice didn't leave any room for argument. Theo didn't look deterred, if anything, he looked turned on. The sex was fantastic and I didn't even mind spending time with him, really. He is just so manipulative by nature, I could never let my guard down around him and I hated that. So, I broke things off. It's been a couple of weeks of silence. I honestly though he was over it… I guess not.

"You heard her. It's time for you to go." Kai reiterated my message for him, in case he missed it the first time, or chose to ignore it.

"This isn't really your business, though. Is it?" Theo asked him in a low voice.

"That sucks, because I'm making it my business." Kai managed to look indifferent, but judging off of his body language, I can tell that he's pissed.

"You know what? Fine. I'll play your little game. I'm going to call you later I'd appreciate it if you were friendlier. We both know I can make it worth your while. I know we weren't perfect together, but we did alright…" Theo's voice trailed off and I watched him drag his gaze over my body, checking me out. "More than alright… I'd give you a kiss goodbye, but I'd hate to make things awkward." He gave me a wink and sauntered off. I took a deep breath and tried not to fume. I let Kai direct me back into my apartment.

"So, what was that?" He asked me. At the very least, I owe him some sort of explanation.

"That was Theo and he was a month long mistake. We were friends with benefits for a while, but I ended things because his vibe kept getting weirder and weirder." I explained.

"Kol is your next appointment, right?" He asked me. I nodded.

"Yeah, why?"

"Because I'm staying, until he gets here. I don't like the look of that guy."

"I'll be fine. I can handle myself, but thanks for the assist." I declined his offer.

"You're welcome and I don't doubt that you can handle yourself. That doesn't change the fact that I'm staying."


Kol's lips were on mine, as soon as I opened the door. I struggled for a moment, before my rational thought process kicked in. He wouldn't do this, unless he had a damn good reason. I heard a throat clear behind Kol and I saw Theo. I rolled my eyes and broke the kiss. Kol proceeded to nibble down the side of my neck. I couldn't swallow my gasp in surprise.

"Really, Bonnie?" Theo asked, sounding bored. I knew better than that. He wasn't bored – he was giving me a warning. I wasn't taking the bait.

"Leave Theo. I'm not in the mood for your mind games. I never was… That's probably why we're not compatible." I sighed. I pulled out my cell phone and dialed Matt's number. He's an old friend and the sheriff here in Mystic Falls.

"Probably, but I think you have it in you. There's hope for you yet. We have so much potential. When you realize that, come find me. I'll give you some space." He walked away and I decided against calling Matt. I'll just text him tonight, instead. I sighed. I knew that even if I did want to let this go, Kol wouldn't. There's no way in hell. He's one of my closest friends. He'd never stand for that.

Once we were all back inside, Kol looked at me, expectantly. I don't know what to tell him.

"Oh, don't give me that look. I don't keep anything from you. I tell you everything." I half-scolded him. He smirked and put his arms around me, pulling me in for a hug.

"Darling, next time you have an itch you can't scratch and you're tempted to jump into bed with someone you know you probably shouldn't, let me know and I'll happily take care of you. At least that way, I'd know you were safe." He proposed.

"You don't mean that." I declined. "And can't we talk about this later, when we aren't making things incredibly awkward for Kai?" I asked.

"It's not awkward, if he's included, darling." Kol said. My brow furrowed, as I looked up at him. Surely, he doesn't mean what I think he means… Right?

"Kol…"

"That's why I wanted the two of you to meet, love. You lot would be perfect for each other… But now seeing you… like this… I can't help but be selfish. I want you and I don't mind sharing, not with Kol. We've shared before. We could make it work, if you were open to it." He suggested. The way he was talking… What he's suggesting… It's making me ignite. My body feels like it's on fire. I can't hear anything, because my heart is pounding so loudly, in my ears. All I know is that in this moment, I've never wanted something so much in my life – as much as I want both of them.

"Look," I said, forcing myself to come out of the lust-filled haze I had fallen into, since Kol started talking about sex. "I appreciate it – I really do. You're sweet and one of my best guys. You know that I love you. I just met Kai. Please don't scare him off or act like I bone all of my clients… because I don't… not even you." I put my foot down, as much as I didn't want to. Kol just smirked at me.

"I got your number from Kol. When are you free tomorrow?" Kai asked me.

"I actually don't have appointments tomorrow, yet." I told him.

"Can I come by at noon for a session?" He asked me. I nodded in reply.

"I'll keep my day open for you. I'm supposed to go out with some friends tomorrow night, anyways."

"Awesome. I'll see ya tomorrow, Bonnie. I'm glad I met you." Kai pulled me close, to hug me, and then left. Kol locked the door behind him.

"We both know that I wasn't joking, love." Kol admitted. I nodded, knowing that he was right.

"I know that you were serious about your offer, Kol." I breathed, not trusting my voice to go any louder without cracking. Part of me didn't want to think about what that change in dynamic might mean to us – if we even became an 'us.'

"How long has it been?" Kol asked me, pressing his body further into mine.

"Almost a month…" I whispered, as his hands grazed my sides. Ugh, what's wrong with me? Yes, I know that Kol is attractive. I've never been oblivious to it, but I've never acted on it, either. He's one of my closest friends. I was always so afraid that if we started something romantic and it didn't work out, that our friendship would fizzle… I've never stopped and considered what could happen, if it actually worked out.

"That's too long." He admitted in a low, husky voice. "You of all people should know what going that long without human touch can do to someone." He teased me. I rolled my eyes and opened my mouth to reply.

"Oh, shut up!" I quipped, just to be silenced by his lips covering mine. I gasped and Kol must have been anticipating it, because as soon as I parted my lips, his tongue was moving against mine. Despite my better judgment, I melted into the kiss – into him. He picked me up and I locked my legs around his waist. I was stripped down to my sports bra and leggings. Kol's shirt was off and his pants were unbuttoned.

"Hey!" Kai's voice rang though the apartment, followed by a knock. "I'm sorry. I know I'm interrupting a session, but I forgot my bag. They have my project designs and I have to finish them tonight."

"Fuck," Kol cursed, before setting me on my feet, so he could answer the door. He raked a hand through his hair and visibly tried to get himself under control. He opened the door and Kai gaped and Kol and at me.

"So, I am interrupting something." He said, with a slight smirk. I blushed, but couldn't seem to make myself look away from his gaze. Did he really have to come back for his stuff today? "No wonder that guy didn't want to let you go."

"I, um, you can get your bag." I breathed, awkwardly. Is this really happening, right now? How is this my life?

"Or he could stay and join in on the fun?" Kol countered. Kai stepped inside and shut the door behind him.

"Well… that depends." Kai drawled.

"On what?"

"On if Bonnie is comfortable with me staying, or not." He explained. And just like that, I felt like I couldn't breathe. And just like that, Kol's hands were on my hips and his lips were caressing mine. I gasped against him and just as soon as he had started kissing me, he had stopped.

"Darling, I'm going to pick up some dinner for the three of us. No pressure, love. Let me know what you decide, when I get back." Kol said. He gave me one last kiss, before putting his shirt back on and leaving. I stared awkwardly at Kai. He stepped closer to me and I couldn't help giving him a once over. He's definitely not lacking in the looks department.

"If you're not comfortable with this, we don't have to do anything. But just so we're clear, I am very attracted to you and I would be up for anything you wanted to do. Kol wasn't lying. We have shared before and I would be more than okay with sharing you with him. And I don't mean as a one-time thing. Call me old-fashioned, but I'm not up for one night stands. And I do want you."

"How would that even work?" I asked him, curiosity getting the best of me. He shrugged.

"It doesn't always. We've tried it with a couple of women before, but they weren't a good fit." He explained.

"And I am?"

"We think so. We hope you are. I'm comfortable around you. I can't remember the last time I was comfortable around someone other than Kol." He admitted.

"And if it doesn't work – then what? We just go back to being friends? You as my client? No weirdness?" I pressed.

"None," he agreed.

"Okay," I gave in.

"Okay?" He echoed. I nodded.

"Just kiss me, before I change my mind."

"Gladly," as soon as the words left his lips, his mouth was on mine. Kai kissed me and it was a completely different feeling, than I got from Kol. It wasn't bad or unpleasant, just different. It felt newer, unfamiliar, but I didn't want it to end.

He brought his hand to my cheek and cupped the side of my face. I moaned against him, as his free hand ran down my body. He picked me up and took me to the same cuddle mat that we used earlier. Once he sat me down, he shed his jacket and shirt. He started sucking on my neck, as he pulled down my leggings.

"Is this okay? Tell me now, if we need to slow this down." Kai paused.

"Please don't. Don't stop." I whimpered, practically begging him.

"Babe, when you ask me like that, there is literally nothing I won't do for you." He breathed. We became fused together. I couldn't get close enough to him. I couldn't think straight, with everything he's making me feel. His fingers were inside of me and I couldn't stifle the moans slipping off my tongue.

"That's it. Let me hear you, babe. God, you don't even know how sexy you are, like this. I pray to God that you're not worn out, by the time Kol gets back. There is so much we want to do with you." His words only spurred me on and fueled my desire. He worked my bra off and kissed his way down my torso. His lips came in contact with my lower lips and I jumped. He pressed down on my abdomen to hold me down. His tongue went to work and I lost it. My body jerked, my back arched, and I shouted as I came.

"I've never seen someone look so glorious." Kol mused, from behind me. When did he get back? Has it really been that long? "I realized that ordering takeout to be delivered would take much less time. With that being said, we should move this into the bedroom. Don't worry, darlings; I won't interrupt your time. I'll take my turn afterwards. If you're up for it, the three of us can enjoy each other later." Kol suggested.

"We can move things to the bedroom, but you'll have to give me a few minutes. I don't think I can move yet." I breathed.

"Let me." Kai offered. He picked me up and Kol directed him to my bedroom.

"What have I gotten myself into?" I muttered.

"Nothing you're going to regret." Kai promised. As soon as Kai and I were on the bed, things slowed down. Kol leaned against my bedroom wall and just watched. Kai touched his lips to mine and really kissed me. I felt it all the way to my toes. "Are you sure?" He asked me, as he tugged off his pants. I nodded.

"Here mate," Kol handed him a condom to use. Kai sat on the bed, against the headboard. I gripped his shoulders and straddled him.

"God, you're fucking beautiful." He rolled the condom on and helped guide me onto his length. I gasped at the sudden intrusion. I rolled my hips and tried to get used to the fullness. I hissed as I lifted my hips and dropped myself back down, again.

"Fuck. How are you this tight, Bon?" Kai asked me. I made a noncommittal noise.

"How does she feel, mate?" Kol asked him. He sounded like he was moving closer.

"Amazing," he grunted. Kai gripped my hips and thrusted deeper into my heat. My mouth fell open and I touched my forehead to his and leaned against him.

"So good," I moaned.

"Is he hitting your spots, love?" Kol asked me. I nodded. "May I?" He asked us. I nodded, even though I wasn't sure what he was asking.

"Be my guest." Kai gave his okay, as well. He's making me feel so good, that I don't care what he's asking. Kol moved, so he was sitting beside us. He reached in between us and started rubbing my clit. I gasped and close my eyes.

"Keep your eyes open, darling. I want you to see Kai, when you come." Kol commanded. It had an effect on me that I hadn't expected. If anything, it made all of this so much hotter. "That's it, love. Look at you – the both of you. You're a goddess and you deserve to be worshipped. Let us do that for you. I give you my word that I will gladly worship your body any day. I can only imagine how intoxicating you look, when you orgasm. You're close – aren't you? I can see you teetering over the edge." Kol coaxed me. Kai brought his lips to mine and kissed me, until I couldn't think about anything else.

"Come Bonnie, come now." Kol told me. My eyes flew open and I started to fly apart.

"Kai," I moaned. His eyes never left mine.

"Fuck, Bonnie," he hissed, as he fell into his own orgasm. I clung to him, until I rode out my high.

"That's one of the hottest things I've ever seen in my life." Kol mused. As soon as he said it, someone knocked on the front door, to my apartment. "I'll bet that's the food. If you love birds will excuse me," Kol excused himself and left the room, shutting my bedroom door behind him.

"I don't know what I expected sleeping with you to be like, but it was so much better." Kai admitted. I nodded and tried to catch my breath. I crawled off of him and laid down on my back, resting my legs. Kai got up and disposed of the condom and cleaned himself up with some tissues, before joining me back in bed. "Do you regret it?" He asked me. I shook my head.

"No, definitely not. I do want to take a shower, though." I admitted.

"I think we can arrange that."