Disclaimer: None of the characters belong to me. They never have and they never will.
All characters belong to Himaruya Hidekaz
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
You understand don't you England?
I love you so much I can hardly stand it. So much that my heart jumps every time I see you.
Watch.
Watch.
Watch.
I watch you laugh with him and my heart starts to clench.
Throb.
Throb.
Throb.
It's so painful.
I'm hurting emotionally.
I'm hurting physically.
England, why don't you become mine and mine only?
Cry.
Cry.
Cry.
That's all I can do when I catch you kissing him.
This is no longer acceptable.
I had faith in you.
I believed you would never be with him.
Think.
Think.
Think.
I think of all the moments I saw you with him.
At the most, I though you were friends.
How could you betray me?
Plan.
Plan.
Plan.
I know how to get you back England.
You will be mine again.
We will be happy.
Smile.
Smile.
Smile.
Nothing is wrong my dear.
You understand that I'd do anything for you.
Right?
I'm sure you would do the same for me.
Caress.
Caress.
Caress.
Hush my love, it's okay.
He will no longer bother you.
Remember.
Remember.
Remember.
I can still hear his grunts full of pain.
Hit.
Hit.
Hit.
I used my old rifle to pound him to the ground.
Shooting him wouldn't have been as satisfying.
Hate.
Hate.
Hate.
I hate him so much.
He dared declare that he loved you and getting rid of him would change nothing.
He lied!
He lied until the very end!
Laugh.
Laugh.
Laugh.
He was so foolish, so naive.
England, did you know that he thought you loved him?
Ha!
The very idea was so stupid that it was almost sad!
Kiss.
Kiss.
Kiss.
Quit struggling England!
My kisses are finally yours.
So why are you crying?
Slap.
Slap.
Slap.
I hold my cheek in disbelief.
A red, stinging mark is starting to form.
Yell.
Yell.
Yell.
That's all you do.
This is not how you acted with him.
Why?
Cover.
Cover.
Cover.
I shut my eyes and cover my ears.
This is not how it was supposed to be!
Scream.
Scream.
Scream.
Shut up!
I don't want to hear your yells nor your sobs!
You're supposed to be smiling!
Grab.
Grab.
Grab.
My hands are at your neck, squeezing in order to quieten you.
Silence.
Silence.
Silence.
It's over.
You're gone.
What have I done?
My beloved isn't moving.
Run.
Run.
Run.
Leaving the cruel reality behind.
Fall.
Fall.
Fall.
Darkness surrounds me.
I know what I am.
Turn.
Turn.
Turn.
There you are but you're not alone.
Sob.
Sob.
Sob.
This is cruel.
This is my Hell.
It has always been my Hell.
So there you have it.
Just a quick thing I wrote when I was upset and had been listening to some sad music.
And to those who have read America's Dream, it should be updated soon! It will probably be the last chapter.
Reviews would be nice.
Although since it's short I don't expect much.
Thank you!