Okay, this is my second one-shot, please try reading it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey, maybe if you like it you could nominate it for an award :)
I have never written a lemon before, and it's not going to be graphic, it's going to focus on the love. Well, it's not actually a lemon, but it's very almost a lemon, so whatever.
Also, I've never had sex or even a boyfriend :( So I'm just guessing from other lemons I've read.
Disclaimer : I very, very, very sadly don't own Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse or Breaking Dawn!!
Bella's POV
"Don't feel guilty..." Alice whispered in to my ear as I crossed the hall in to my bedroom.
"What?" I asked her, but she just shook her head and left, down the staircase, sadness etched on her granite face. Jasper, instead of going with Alice, followed me through my bedroom door.
"Why is it that you adjusted so easily to vampire life? How is it so easy for you to hunt animals? How does your throat not burn so strongly when a human comes near? Just.... just how?" Jasper rapidly asked me questions as I sat on the sofa of Edward's and my room. Jasper seemed to do this so much. Ever since Alice and him had come back from finding Nahuel, he would always be around, asking questions about how I could resist human blood so easily.
"I don't know Jasper... Look, why do you always ask me these questions?" I asked, to see his face cloud up with sadness. I had never questioned his questions before, I'd always just told him that I didn't know.
"I'm sorry... It's just that, you, you, you... you surprise me. How you are so strong inside..." He told me, with strong emotions in his amber eyes. I was feeling nervous for a second, before the feeling disappeared in exchange for a feeling of slight lust. I looked deep into Jaspers eyes, and understood Alice's words. Don't feel guilty...
"Bella... you amaze me. You always have, even when you were still a human. I hated myself so much after your birthday party where I almost attacked you. Edward thought it was because I'd almost drank your blood, but it was because... because I love you." He told me, his face full of genuine emotion. Before I could truly understand what he was saying, his soft lips crashed down on to mine.
He bit my lip very softly and I gasped, the pleasure of his kiss overwhelming me, and he slid his tounge in to my mouth. Such strong feelings of lust waved over and around me. I stood without breaking the kiss, and wrapped my arms around his neck. He lifted my legs so they were wrapped around his waist. I felt so happy, so joyful, so in love, that I didn't think at all about Alice or Edward at all. I just continued the passionate kiss, and I slowly unbuttoned his shirt, which made him slightly surprised but very excited. He tore off my top and I felt so much love for him that I didn't care about anything else.
"Are you sure, Bella?" Jasper voice came out husky and rough in a low moan of pleasure as he paused. I replied my removing my lips from his and trailing kisses down his chest. He pulled down my skirt and underwear and I ripped off his trousers. "Oh, Bella, you have no idea how long I've wanted you..." Jasper told me. He slid out of his pants and pulled my bra over my head. I pushed him backwards on to my bed and lay on top of him, still kissing him.
"Oh, Jasper..." I whispered.
At that moment, my bedroom door opened.
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?" Edward yelled angrily.
Don't feel guilty...