I awoke to the sound of Lilly, Serena, Eric, and Rufus chit-chatting in the kitchen. I was starting to get used to living with them. Serena and Eric make pretty good siblings and although I hate to admit it, having Lilly as a mother wasn't too bad either.

The only thing I couldn't stand was Rufus' frequent visits, he was here almost every day. Once in a while I'd get in a squabble with him but on this particular day I decided to keep the peace. I got changed, put on my signature scarf, and headed to the breakfast table where the rest of the family was awaiting my arrival. "Chuck, your finally up! Schools soon, you barley have time for breakfast!" Serena exclaimed.

"Thats quite alright, i'll eat something in the limo"

"Alright." Lily announced, "But you'll eat with us tomorrow. We're a family now and families eat together"

"Yes, Lilly" I was never one to obey but I didn't feel the need to rebell, not at the moment, everything in my life is going so well.

That is, except one thing.

Except Blair.

As I hopped into the limo and rode to school, my mind was on one thing.

Getting her back.

I pondered all the possible ways to go about doing this. All the different schemes that I knew she'd never fall for. She knows me too well, she'll know what I'm up to.

Then, a thought occured to me, maybe I should tell her the truth, just be honest. Tell her those three little words that shes been longing to hear. That i've been longing to say, but have been too much of a coward to do so.

Soon, I arrived at school and the limo pulled over to the curb. I stepped out and headed towards Blair. She didn't seem to notice me and continued on her way so I called out her name and she immediatly stopped dead in her tracks.

She slowly turned around to face me and said, "what do you want from me, Chuck?" Her voice was barley a whisper.

"I want to tell you something. I miss you. I miss you so much, Blair"

"I miss you too...but we can never be together, you've caused me so much pain already and I don't think I can take anymore"

"I know Blair, I know and I'm sorry. But I can't live without you. I, I lov"

"Don't Chuck! Please don't say it. Not now"

"But why not? It's true. I love you"

As soon as I admitted my true feelings for her, Nate came running over, "Hey Blair!" he exclaimed and then kissed her lips, thus ripping my heart out.

"Hi, Nate" she whispered, not seeming half as enthusiastic as he did.

He then saw me out of the corner of his eye, "Oh, hey Chuck, I umm...hope your not mad"

i wanted to stay calm in front of Blair, show her I'm a resonable person, but I couldn't help myself.

YOU HOPE IM NOT MAD?! Of course I'm mad! How could you? This is Blair we're talking about! Blair"

Blair obviously wanted nothing to do with us and said, "I think I should be getting to class now. I don't want any part of this"

Blair walked away, leaving just Nate and myself........