As much as she hated to admit it,

She really missed him

Nonono

She couldn't do that

She couldn't think

/If she did/

*Merlin* knows

#She was doing it again#

Thinking

"Just go and do something else, Ginny."

But she couldn't

"Just try"

"for me"

For him, morelike

Psh, like he was even going to come back.

no

NO

NO

"SHUT UP!"

"You okay, Ginny?"

"Fine"

Lies

Really?

/Did she really even miss him at all?/

Yes

No

She could survive^

She would survive

For him

For her

Yes

~She had to save herself before she tried to save him~

She had to

It wouldn't work otherwise

It

The plan

"Are you ready, Ginny?"

"Already?"

noNOno

Just a bad dream

It had to be

[If Harry was dead]

How was she meant to get better?

She just couldn't

She just wouldn't

/But he was gone/

No

He's fine

***** He's just sleeping *****

/Sleeping/

Lies

How was she meant to think then?

That he's dead?

That he's gone?

He can't be

He's Harry Freakin' Potter

He doesn't just die

Not when there's a war to win

Not when everyone's counting on him

Not when Ron's still fighting

Not when I'm still here

No

A/N: Merry Christmas Ellie-Rae! My Elliephant, haha, my Ellie-baby ;) This was also written for the *Some things are better left incomplete: challenge* and also A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMELIA LETTER! I hope this fic makes you very very happy! *ARGH* please review because I made a pirate noise and you read through aaaaalllll that so YOU MAY AS WELL ;)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

Always,

Holly xxxxxxxx

(P.S: bonus points if you spot the AVPM reference I made, tell mee)