I was given both a gift and a curse, while people can remember their memories when they want to i can re-see them. During the day when it's quiet i re-see the memories i love most as if it was a movie. I myself re-live those memories but by night the pain sets in. During the night i see all the horrible memories which frighten me to my very core. Sometimes the pain is so bad that i just want to end my life right there and then so i would never see them again, but by day i have something to look forward to.