So...daydreaming at work made me think about what Eleven was thinking about. Especially about the pink and yellow Rose he loved and left behind. So, here are little snippets {Provided you the reader want them} about what I think he's going through during different points of seasons five through seven. I don't think I will be giving any major information about the episodes I'm talking about, but for my own safety and your's: possible SPOILERS in here.
This will be my new disclaimer for anything I write: If I owned anything fandom I wrote about EVER I wouldn't need to work five days a bloody week. The characters are not mine, I just like to play with their lives and I find it fun. This is not for potential monetary gain. Just fun =]
"Speaking"
Thinking
{Set as The Doctor is going around the moon in Eleventh Hour in the brand new TARDIS}
The Doctor flipped levers and pushed buttons on the TARDIS making sure that his wonderful and faithful ship could be able to travel with the surprising Amelia Pond, who had been just a little girl to him not a few minutes ago, but who had waited twelve years for him to return, a little smile on his face caressing the console of the ship stopping for the first time in a few hours as he got lost in his thoughts. She would have loved Amelia, the girl with the fairy tale name. She would have smacked him silly for once more getting the time wrong, as he had been want to do lately. What was with him and getting the date and times wrong especially lately with all these regeneration's? Was that it, that he was using up his regeneration's like one would go through a bag of their favorite candy? His was Jelly Babies in case anyone was wondering. She probably would have made some sort of comment about this situation with Amelia wasn't similar in any way possible with that hint of sarcasm that would let him know that she knew that he knew perfectly well that it was similar, but he was getting a whole lot better at pushing those memories behind his mind, but seeing as he only regenerated a few hours ago, one could forgive his lapse couldn't they? Before he gained this face, he had seen her for one last time having the absolute need to do so, cause he was a masochist he theorized in his last body. He certainly had liked that body enough not to want to leave it.** He didn't want to believe that someone would die, but Caan, the last of the Cult of Skaro had said so, and everything else he had said had been true, and he couldn't bear the thought of losing anyone again, but he wound up doing just that. Losing everyone in one fatal sweep. Not to mention that he had a certain archaeologist he had to 'marry' in order to save his younger self. Bloody circular paradoxes. If he didn't follow it, he could have very well died in The Library. If he didn't have to follow it, he certainly never would have left her with just a meta-crisis. He would have kept her to himself. Even if that other self had been him before he had been healed by herand so had also needed her. Oh bloody hell, was he becoming so bad that he couldn't even think her name?! Apparently so, because it would hurt waaaayyyy too much if he did. So he made a promise to himself, to not think about her too much, but only during when he was alone like he was currently. For if he showed pain and sorrow, they would ask about it. And I had too many questions about just who she is to me by someone already. I don't think I can do that again. He thought and flipped the switch to bring him back to Amelia Pond's back yard determined for now to put one Rose Marion Tyler to the back of his {or at least one of the twenty-seven that he had} brain.
Well that's one one-shot of what he's thinking at the point of time I put down. I'm working on six things at once. SWLA, YLFT, binge watching Torchwood, working an eight to five shift, preparing for August [CC coming to a town near me and DW season 8 =D I am sssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited to see just how well Peter does as the 13th {technically} Doctor] and generally procrastinating hard.
Double bullet one: I'm sure you know what I mean by these words. The emotionally crippling words that every Ten fan dreads ever since he said them bloody Moffat. I love ya for making an awesome modern Sherlock, I do. But you certainly knew how to twist a fan to threads during Ten's ark.
So...did you want another snippet? You know what to do right? Review. Please? *Ten's Puppy dog stare* pretty please?
O...M...G! Did you know that in TOTD Eleven's bowtie and Ten's tie had FLOWERS ON IT?! and not just any flower. ROSES. -jaw drop- I'm a wee bit slow there hehe...look David Tennant and Catherine Tate are staring in Much Ado About Nothing!