"I'm so lost... " I said as I stared up in to you brown eyes. A cold wind swept through and you pulled me closer to you to keep me warm.
"How could you be so sweet to me?" I laid my head on his shoulder. I wanted to whisper it to him, and only him. "After everything I had done to you? Choosing him over you? But still your here for me?"
He put his hand under my chin and guided my lips to his. I wanted time to freeze. I never wanted to leave the safety of his gentle embrace. When i pulled away from his lips a tear fell onto my cheek.
"Walk me home?" I asked. He responded with nothing more then a nod. He took my hand and started slowly down the icy path. I did not know what to say. I just walk hand in hand with him, lost in my thoughts. As we walk a clock off in the distance stuck midnight.
"Wait," he said abruptly. He stopped walking and pulled me close to him again. "Yes it hurt. You ripped my heart out and left me to pick up the pieces," He wouldn't look at me. He stared downwards a rock. Even with only the dull moonlight I could see the sadness that was written across his face.
"I made a mistake. I was very foolish… and look where it got me. I was blind to your affection and didn't see it till you were gone. You don't have to forgive me. I have already caused you much pain."
I made to break away from his strong arms and continue on my walk home alone. He caught me and pulled me aggressively back into his chest and kissed me. All time did stop. My surroundings melted and I was left with his lips against mine. His sweet scent filled the air. My hand found the back of his neck. How long we stayed like that I will never know. He broke apart but left his arms around me. I wept into his shoulder. I had forgotten how good it felt to be with him.
"I still want to be with you. I never let go of my love for you. I swallowed the pain and went on with life. I saw you everyday but could not bring myself to talk to you. You looked so happy with him. I envied him. I have liked you for so long… and them you were gone it the blink of an eye. " He stopped and released me from his grasps. He took my hand and again and walk on, barely at a crawl.
"Why did you chose him over me?" he asked without a glance.
I was lost for words. I really didn't know why I had. "I guess it was because I forgot how much you meant to me. I was so use to you being there for me… that it just felt like I had fallen out of love with you. He was just a fly buy who caught my eye. I don't know what I ever saw in him. I really mad a mistake. Not only in choosing him but also in giving him something I will never get back. You were always there to keep me straight, on the right track. I never should have left you. I don't deserve to have you back."
"I want you back," He cut across. Joy flooded my body. He was the one thing I wanted more then everything else in the world. I smiled up at him, up into his eyes, his perfect eyes.
"I love you, and I always will," I said with my voice hoarse from crying.
"I love you too," he said. He took my hand once again and whisked me away into the moonlight.