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This part it's sort but this is like the 'intro' so don't be mad at me! Love you all
Cold Air
Elsa's P.O.V
It was cold and dark like always... I opened my eyes slowly and I saw two nurse. They are taking my blood and give me some medicine in my veins, again! I'm sick of this!
Nurse 1#: Hey sweaty! Your awake. How are you felling?
Elsa: Hmm... Good... If we don't remember this pain all over my body.
Nurse 2#: Don't worry... We give you some medicine so you can relax a little bit.
She start take some clear liquid in the glass bottle in the needle! But I don't want it! After it I always got sick and it's don't help the pain at all! It was like some poison! No Medicine at all! I take my hand away.
Elsa: hmm... I think that today I past that...
Nurse 2#: Are you sure? You will have lot off pain about in become hours...
Elsa: Yes I'm sure... I tell your if I need anything okay?
Nurses: Okay... Call us if you need anything...
Nurses start walk trow the door when second nurse stop and watch me
Nurse 1#: oh yeah! I almost forgot... Today is people like you movie day so go at the living space and have fun.
Elsa: hmm... maybe...
Nurse 1#: You hadn't go out this room in months! Go out and have little bit fun and make friends! We all here same reasons!
I close my eyes and turn my back from them...
The nurse just sigh and close the door behind herself and I just lay... I don't want to move... This is like HELL! I hate this place it's like prison! I can't leave there or do what my ages do. I don't have friends or family! my mom leave me hear when I born or she don't 'leave' me... She just never show down and she some time test me but... she wasn't here when I needed her... i hear that my father was good man and he loved my mother but he die this same disease...
What disease I have?
I have a hereditary bleeding disorder and chronic pain
Yeah... I don't even understand it myself. I have been such a space for 17 years now...
I cut my mind and I sit up. I put my face in my hands... I let my legs hang over the edge of the bed. I look up and there it was... Outside world what I can't never fell. I stand up and walk trow the bathroom. I wash my face and I look myself at the mirror... There was girl what who had dreams and hopes some time but... not now or never again... I clean up the water on my face and start walk trow the door.
I open the door and I saw just with hallway and many wood doors. I close my door and hide my face. I walk trow the hallway, then I come kitchen. There was my nurses and they watch me rely surprised expressions on their faces. I look down and get one apple. I start walk forward the hallway... I saw many child who have pain and more pain... But they have something I don't... Some one who loves them. I was alone.
Then I come end of the hallway and I opened the living space door. There was about 10-20 little kid and me. I watch them faces and they are happy and sad same time but most of... HURT... I walk back the door and shut it behind me. I start walk second hallway and I saw that one window. I turn my hear around... no nurses? YES! my change is here! I open the window and sit down that window recess. It was wide enough for being able to sit on it properly. I just close my eyes and breath that air what was coming out that world. It.. smell like heaven... So cold but good... Then I saw one nurse and I close that window, because we can't open the windows with out promises. Nurse just smile me and I look down. Then when she was gone I heard sirens... I look out the window and open it. I let my head out the window and I saw it. Ambulance come up and they got someone. I really hope that he or she was okay. But it's look bad but I admit I have seen the worst so... I close the window and start to the hallway to my room, but then that one moment at that hallway changed my life!...