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There it is in black and white. There's no denying it. There's no hiding it. What should have been the pride and joy of a women's life has turned into my great shame. It shouldn't have happened but with him, it's just easy, everything just easy. When I'm with him, my days are filled with color, fun, joy and laughter. It's like an addiction, you know it's bad but you just can't stop, whether it's for the thrill or for the love. It's like a routine, every time something goes wrong, running is always my answer. It used to be running away, now, it's running into his arms. I just want to be young and carefree, with no strings attached what so ever again, so that this doesn't feel so guilty, so that being with him feels right. But that isn't the case; we are going to be family. The only thing is we're not getting married to each other; we're getting married to siblings, the Humphreys to be more exact. That's right; she's been fooling around with her soon-to-be brother in law. But you can't blame her, after all, he was her best friend, he is the love of her life.