Hey guys! This is my first fanfic of Kutau and it's kind of similar to the manga,but a lot different.

No charas will appear...sorry...Mostly Kukai and Utau will be in this story,but maybe I might put some other characters in this too if I think I need to,but they won't be getting much parts.

Alright then,let's get on with the story! I hope you guys enjoy!

Peace!~

Utau's POV

Yes holding your hand...
Come on,what do you want?
What are you looking for?
The warm brilliance in your palms
Scoop everything in that dirty night sky out
Dark Diamond,Black Diamond!~

I finished the song and stepped out of the practice room.

"Great job Utau-chan. You've improved a lot over the week,"Sanjo-san,my manager said.

I smiled at her and took a break for a walk outside. It was a relaxing sunny day,a perfect day to stay at home and nap.

I remembered the days with my Charas,Iru and Eru,5 years ago,but now they disappeared...

All of the Guardian Member's Charas have disappeared except for Amu weirdly. I deep in thought until I bumped into someone.

"Oh,I'm sor-Kukai-kun?"I said in surprise.

"Oh hey Utau-chan! Wow,what are you doing here?"he asked,flashing his signature smile at me.

"Well,I was taking a walk just now and what are you doing here?"I asked.

"Oh just wandering around,nothing better to do,"he said.

"Well,want to go on the ramen eating contest again?"I asked hoping that he would say yes. Wait. Why am I so hoping that he'll say yes? I must be going nuts.

"Sure,but let's make this a little fun,"he said,"If I win,you get to be my slave for a year."

I widened my eyes,but I was willing to take the challenge."If I win,take me to your soccer practice,"I said randomly,not really caring about mine benefit of winning.

"Deal"

"Deal"

We raced towards our usual ramen shop and started to contest there. We devoured our ramens fiercely as I took the lead. I smirked,but for some reason,he smirked back.

I looked at him questioningly and had my eyes widen when we swallowed half of the ramen as he drank the soup. Now he's got the lead now. Damn it,I couldn't afford to become his slave for a damn year! I've got to win!

But before I could finish,Kukai finished his bowl first.

I growled in frustration and finished my ramen anyways. I couldn't believe I lost to him! I always won!

"Utau? Is something wrong?"he asked.

"Yes! There is something very wrong! It's just that I'm your slave now!"I yelled angriy at him.

"Oh yeah...I almost forgot about that. Thanks for reminding,"he said happily.

"Fuck...now I made him remember,"I cursed angrily to myself.

Suddenly,my cell phone rang and I opened my cell phone to see who it was. Sanjo-san was calling so I answered my phone.

"Hello?"I called out.

"Oh Utau! You don't have to come back for another practice so I'll let you have a day off today,"she said.

"Okay,I'll keep that in mind,"I said.

We hung up and saw that Kukai was day dreaming while I was on the phone.

"Hey kid,you gonna keep day dreaming or what?"I said.

"Oh! Um...I...no! Let's go Utau,"he said cheerfully as he took my hand and dragged me outside.

I blushed when he held my hand and tried to supress the redness so he wouldn't notice. Damn it! Stop blushing Utau! This isn't like you at all! You already love Ikuto and you vowed yourself that you would love anyone else,but Ikuto!

"Hey Utau,is something wrong?"Kukai suddenly asked worriedly.

"I...um...I'm fine,there's nothing wrong with me,"I said coolly.

He dragged me to his house and we practically played soccer,talked,chatted and all those stuff...

"Hey kid,there's something on your shirt,"I said,pointing at his shirt.

"Huh? Where?"he said looking down where I was pointing at.

I slid my index finger up to his forehead and chuckled."Made you look,"I said playfully,pushing his head with my finger.

"Now you're going to get it!,"he said as he tackled me.

We wrestled with each other for a while until Kukai slipped and pinned me on the floor. We both blushed and I looked away from him embaressed. He grabbed my chin and gently turned my head towards his gaze and slowly started to lean in.

I shut my eyes waiting for the kiss,but it never came. I opened my eyes and saw that Kukai was cracking up. He burst out in laughfter and I frowned.

"You really thought that I was going to kiss you?"he said laughing.

"Shut the fuck up...it's not funny!"I shouted to him,blushing.

"Whatever...anyways,that proves that you...like me?"he asked,smirking.

I got upset and stormed out of the house crying.

"Wait Uta-

Before he can say my name,I ran as fast as I could towards my house. I slammed my room door behind me and cried silently on my bed.

"Fucking asshole...he doesn't have the rights to play with my feelings..."

Suddenly,I got a text message,but I ignored it. The messages kept on coming,but I still ignored them all.

I was depressed for some hours and saw that it was already dark outside. I decided to get some fresh air and went to the public playground that I always went to when I was feeling not well.

I sat on my usual swing and stared up at the stars. I turned my gaze towards the ground and hummed my song,My Heartful Song,to cheer me up,but it obviously didn't work.

Suddenly,someone grabbed my hands from behind and looked up to see...Kukai. He gazed softly at me and smiled and looked away in anger.

"Utau,I'm really sorry for what I did and said,"he said,sitting on a swing next to me.

"I'm still angry with you,"I said through my teeth.

"Did you see the text messages I sent you?"

"No,now go away."

"Okay,but see the text messages I sent you,"he said as he left.

I sighed and walked back towards my house,staring my phone in wonder...

The next day,I met up with Sanjo-san and practiced dancing for my concert in U.S.A.

"1 and 2,3 4,7 and 8,1 a-

I tripped and fell on my knee and groaned in pain.

My dance teacher sighed and said,"Don't go hard on yourself sweetie. You don't really have to dance for the concert..."

"No! I WILL dance for my concert!"I yelled in frustration.

"Okay,but for now,go take a break or take a walk outside or something...k?"she said worriedly.

"Fine..."I said,wiping my sweat before leaving.

Today was a pretty cloudly and gloomy day like it was going to rain,but the weather report didn't say anything about the rain today so it won't rain today.

I looked my phone,curious about the text message,but I tried to resist the urge to take a peek. Soon,my curiousity took over and I took a look at the 27 text messages he sent me. I skipped over some and kept on scrolling down.

"Utau,I'm really sorry..."

"I won't ever do that again."

"Will you please text back?"

"I love you."

I froze at the message that he sent me and thought for a second. He loves me? Then why didn't he kiss me before? So many questions filled my mind and I ran towards his house,praying that he would be there.

One of his brother opened the door and told me that he went to soccer practice and I rushed towards there. I looked for him everywhere in the soccer until I finally found him taking jogs around the field.

I ran up to him and slapped him in the cheek.

"U-Utau..."he stammered.

"You fucking bastard...why didn't you say so! Why do you keep on making things worse!"I screamed at him,crying.

"U-Utau...wha-

"I love you! I love you too you little bastard!"I shouted.

He froze in place and slid his hand on my waist and pulled me in.

"I love you...I love you too much..."I whispered.

The gap between us slowly closed as we kissed. I felt many stares at us and I blushed because of that. Kukai smirked in the kiss and I blushed even more. We were running out of air so we pulled back gasped for breath.

We gazed at each other and smiled in content.