I have to do this. I don't know how to do it, but I must. He has cared for me more than anyone ever has. I don't know how to care for him back. He has been my only hope in this time. He has been kind to me while others have turned their back on me or been scared of me. I need him. That is why I have to be a spy for him. They need someone like me. They would not survive without the information that I can provide for them. I hate being around the Death Eaters, but he is my reward. He will always be there for me. If he ever left me, I don't know what I would do. I would probably die of agony. I've never felt anything like this for anyone, I've never had friendship, nor romantic love either. He has given me both in more ways than I can describe. If it were not for him, I would be with the Dark Lord now. He wanted me, he chose me, but I could not do it, I could not be the one to kill Dumbledore. I never could have done it, that's why Snape had to do it. I had retreated for a long time, but he has since pulled me back, he has shown me a home and a place to hide that I could only dream of. The people there have been kind to me, but they don't really mean it. The Wesley's all look down on me as if I was horrible. They pretend to be kind on the surface, but they really don't like me, especially Ron. He looks at me as if he wants to kill me all the time. I've tried to avoid him, but it's hard. The only times I leave the Burrow is when I go talk to the Death Eaters. They hate me too. The Dark Lord would kill me very quickly if he could. My only salvation is when Harry comes. He comforts me. He hugs me and tells me everything is going to be all right, and I believe him. I believe that Harry can do this, I believe that the Dark Lord can be defeated, it can happen. I know I am helping by spying, but I wish I could do more. Harry has been so kind and so encouraging through all of this. I love him. But I don't know how to give him anything. I don't know how to love him, even though he has been so kind to me. Sometimes I wish I had just died already and I didn't have to go through with all this, but when I see him, I know that I can't die now. He has given me hope for more than I could ever hope for. So I will continue going, for Harry.
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I had to do it. I saw someone else do this, than after seeing Half Blood Prince, I knew that I had to do something about Draco, so here you go. I do want to continue my story Deep Wounds, just a matter of thinking of what to write next. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this short piece, I just had to get it off my chest.