Friends, the family you never had. The light in the darkness. There is a hundred ways to describe them, they were everything to me. I let them down. I caused them that pain. I was the one who did that to them, I hate myself. They had trusted me…believed in me but I broke down and took them down with me. I was such an bastard.
Nigel, I had caused him stress. He had to clean up my mess and make sure nothing like that would ever happen again. He had to deal with the side which people don't normally see, the disaster which is left behind. He had to go through so much stress and anxiety to clean that up.
Hoagie, I had caused him depression. He was betrayed by his best friend, his significant brother. He gave up his jokes, didn't bother trying to cheer people up around him because he couldn't even achieve to cheer up himself. He had to go through the torment of his own kind betraying him.
Abby, I had caused her rage. Her little brother and best male friend had torn himself away and erased himself from their life. Her once cool and calm attitude turned into easily tempered and snappy. She snapped at anyone at anytime. All because of me. She had to deal partly with the emotional pain, I had completely spilt everything to her not long before the incident with out actually telling her what it was, she felt guilty that she could have stopped it.
Kuki, I caused her heart-break. Her true love had kicked her to the curb, secluded himself from everyone and everything. She was deserted by the person who was meant to hold her when she's sad and tell her everything would be okay. She had watched it all happen, watched me turn into what I am during all these years and kept it to herself hoping that it was all in her head. When in reality she should have tattled and got me decommissioned before any of this had spiralled out of control.
Hi, I'm Wallabee Beatles. You can call me Numbuh 4.