Silence
(Jaimy's feelings after Jacky sees him with the other girl and runs.)
There's a hole,
Created,
By you alone.
Not a gun shot or a cannon ball,
The hole made by your silence, your hate.
The distance hollows me out,
Can't you see I still love you?
I remember when we were mates,
Best friends and lovers forever,
We had promised,
I did not mean to hurt,
Just to put you first.
Letters I've written to you,
Never sent, after all.
You're off to sail on another ship,
As if our paths had not crossed,
I miss you, love, my dear girl.
I never would hurt you, you know that,
I love you now and later, later and now,
Jacky, sometimes you're so blind,
You can't see what's really there.
Something I found in an old notebook about Bloody Jack. Please read and review.
Love,
Fel