Notes: I don't own anything except my OC(S). A new story from me. This story has John Cena is a darker role then most people portray him. I was looking for something different and I hope I achieved that and I hope you all enjoy it. Let me know what you think!

Chapter 1 -

Indiana's P.O.V.

Flashback

"Look at the hair on her." Dan said sitting on his porch looking down at me. I was walking home from choir practice and I had to walk by the Cena household.
"Yea its crazy, look at the belly on her." John said back to him.

"Guys it isn't fair to pick on her. Its not her fault she's ugly." Matt said to them both. I picked up my pace and tried to make it past them quick. The three of them ran up behind me and knocked me to the ground.

"Indiana, earth to Indiana."
"Yes."
"No blacking out on the turnbuckle, that causes accidents."
"No problem Jack, it won't happen again." I said and performed a bulldog on my opponent. Lately I've been having more flashbacks of the Cena boys. Most specifically how John treated me. Sean was a sweetheart but the rest were a nightmare for me, but John seemed to be one to make things worse. It kind of disgusts me on how much of a nice guy he portrays on TV but yet none of these people really know how he is. Yes I am a wrestler, I still work the independent market and occasionally TNA has something for me. Once my match was over I made my way back to the locker room and got my stuff ready to leave.

Flashback

I seen John and his brothers out on their porch wrestling around and I hurried on past, but one of them spotted me. I could hear him running up behind me and I started running myself. But with my weight it was hard to do so. I got right up by my house when I was pulled onto the side of the house.
"Why are you running away from me Indiana?"
"Because I know how you and your brothers are John. I don't want to be hit, knocked down or insulted anymore. I'm tired of it!" He turned and started to walk away and ran back up and pushed me up against the house.
"What makes you think you don't deserve it?"
"Who the hell made you god to think I do?"
John reached his hand out and brought it back to my face, slapping me. I pushed him off of me and he fell on his ass. I took off running for the door but I could hear him yelling.
"Be lucky thats all you got."

I made it in the house and slammed the door.

Jessie walked into the locker room and broke my thoughts, thankfully!
"You look sad, whats wrong?"
"Just remembering some things from my childhood. Kind of depressing."
"Oh, well go home get some rest cause you'll need it tomorrow. Remember we are getting looked at again by top wrestling companies and there is a party after."
"Yea I know, don't remind me."
"You don't sound happy about it."
"I'm am, I'm just pissed at how much we work our asses off for opportunity after opportunity but the WWE hires the likes of Kelly Kelly and a few others that have no talent whatsoever. Its sickening."
"It is, but what are we suppose to do about it?"
"Apparently nothing. They just don't know talent when they see it I guess."
"Guess not."
I grabbed my bag and walked to the door.
"I'll see ya tomorrow Jessie. Take care." I said before walking out the door. I drove to my home just on the outskirts of town, being that I don't travel all that much it works for me. I went in my home, threw a frozen dinner in the oven and headed off for my shower.
Flashback

"Indiana, look there is a kitten trapped in there. I'll help you if you get it out." John said to me.
"Ok." John bent down and I stepped up onto his shoulders.
"I don't see a kitten in here John." I said and he threw me into the dumpster. I climbed out and John was laughing at me.
"Asshole." I said and the smile disappeared off his face.
"What did you say to me?"
"You heard me, I sure didn't stutter." John grabbed a hold of me and I struggled with him but eventually he had me pinned to the ground.

"Get off of me."
"No."
"Get off of me now John."
"Why?"
"Because I said so."
"I think you like this, or is it this that you like?" He asked thrusting himself at my crotch.

"You're sick. Get off of me now."
"No."
"I'll scream."

The buzzer on my oven I could hear going off. I stopped the water and emerged from the shower. I went out and ate and then settled myself in for the night.

I got to the show with 10 minutes to spare. I went and found the women's locker room and Jessie was already in there, as well as Lori and Ashley.
"Hey ladies, what you up to? Who am I wrestling tonight? Or don't you know?"
"Hey Indi, you're wrestling me tonight." Lori replied.
"Thats cool, you know the finish yet?"
"Yea you're getting the win."
"Indiana, did you see all the people that are here tonight?"
"No, who the hell is here?"
"A lot of pro's from the WWE."
"BFD. They won't sign us anyways."
"Probably not but at least be positive about it."
I grabbed my gear and thew it on. Today it is, black jean shorts and a purple top with boots. I walked out to get ready to go out.
"Be careful out there." Ashley said.
"We always are." I said looking up at Lori. My music hit and I walked out, my entrance to the ring was somewhat on the sexy side. I climbed into the ring and my eyes landed right onto the man himself, John. Lori made her way out and judging by John's reaction he had no clue who I was. We locked up and we went back and forth for awhile. I climbed up on the turnbuckle and Lori had gotten up and she was running towards me. I backflipped off the turnbuckle and landed on my feet. The crowd was really getting into the match. I whipped her into the ropes and when she rebounded I sprung myself off of the ropes on the other side and I got the 1.2.3. The ref raised my hand and my music came on. The audience was very loud with applause for me. I went backstage and went to the locker room. I showered and got ready for the party after, you know where they will approach you if they like you. Or at least thats what I've heard, I've never been approached by a company for anything longer than a few days. I dressed in a pair of black dress pants and a blue top, with heeled boots. I gave myself a once over before walking to the door. I looked back at the mirror just before I walked out.
"Well I guess here goes nothing."