To My Dearest Prince,

How do I feel about you?

Let me attempt to explain.

When your eyes meet mine, they're trapped. Caught up in yours. Unable to look away.

When your hand touches mine, I feel like I might have a reason to live. Our fingers lace and you take me away from the pain and suffering of this life, leading me into another where I feel cared about, where I feel special.

When you walk away, even if it's only until tomorrow, my heart breaks a little. I want to be your everything. I want to be the one that you call your own. I want you to hold me again, and kiss me again.

This leads me to mention the kisses that I could never describe. The way your lips against mine feels so right, yet at the same time, I feel as though I should pull away. A heart still fragile can find it hard to do something so daring as this.

I love the feel of your skin. The taste of your mouth. The touch of your hands on my back. I love the words you whisper. The things you say. Your laughs and your smiles. The fact that I find it hard to care about anyone as much as I care about you.

He left. And I was broken. I felt as though I could never move on.

He left. And you helped me. You healed my heart enough to give me the chance to let you in.

When I thought that my days were numbered. When I thought for sure I would slip away, unconscious, unable to imagine myself with anyone that wasn't him. You changed my mind.

And when you finally leave me like they always do, I know that it will hurt again.

I know that I'll feel that same stab to the chest. That same breathlessness. That same mental break down that comes so easily with the one you hold so dearly leaving you. The same broken emotions that accompany the broken promises.

It's always the same.

And who will I run to then? Well, I don't know.

Perhaps I'll never be with somebody after you.

So, I'll do the same thing I did with him.

I'll beg you to stay. No. Plead. I'll do anything to keep you with me because I can't imagine life without you. Not now. I'll cry over your promises, unkept. Your words spoken without meaning. I'll remember everything and nothing all at once. I'll want to be the one that you can't live without, because I can't live without you.

So maybe it's suffice to say that I love you. Maybe it's enough to say that you're the one that I care most about in all of this world.

But I've learned to love easily, and thus, my heart is broken easily. So, I'm sorry if it hurts me too much to say some things to you. Because I never got over him completely. But, now, I know that if you leave. I'll never get over you completely either.

But if you don't leave, and you stay with me as promised. Then I'll know that I've finally found true love, and this time it won't be so one sided.
This time, the person I love will truly love me back.

And I will really be the happiest man alive.

Arthur. I love you more than life itself. And although I'm still finding it hard to completely forget about Ludwig, I know that with you, I am always loved. I think that I love you more than I ever loved him. Because his words felt so wonderful, but in the end, they were empty. But your words...

You're words feel like the truth.

Although I find it hard, I trust you with my everything. And if you'll let me, I would like to be yours forever.

I just hope that you aren't lying to me like he did.

I'm sorry that I'm finding it so difficult to trust the one that I love most, or anyone, really.

But, you've proven to me that I should trust again.

And you're the only one in this world that I truly trust.

My Prince, I love you~

And I wish to be your Princess forever~ 3