FIRST OF ALL: This is my first story so don't kill me if you don't like it XD Feel free to review if you want, it'd be awesome to see what you all thought of it :) ALSO, my story cover for this IS NOT MINE! XC12Passion made it for me, so all credit belong to her!
I guess I'll give you guys a quick sucky summery: Basically, its set a few weeks after Garmadon was cast into the Underwold. Misako is struggling with no comfort from her recently fallen husband and she breaks down, pouring all her emotions and feelings out towards him, even though she knows he is not there to hear her cries. She assumes no one is listening as she miserably suffers without him, only wishing for him to come home...Or does there just happen to be a certain dark lord secretly watching out for her?
"I hope you realize I stare outside my window every night and look into the dark skies above our lonely home we once shared together.
I would hope and pray that just one day I'd be lucky enough to see you beyond the distance, secretly looking out for your family. All I wished for, was to know that you were watching out for Lloyd and I, and that you would keep us safe as you promised me the day I married you.
But you never came.
I was left to fend for myself. You fled, leaving me with our little boy, who never truly knew what a great father you were and could be.
Every night I tuck Lloyd into bed. I give him a kiss and even make sure to give one from you. I do so because I knew you would always sneak into his bedroom late at night when you would arrive home, and kiss him goodnight. I also knew If he were to wake up, you would read to him, or softly sing to put him back to sleep.
Ever since you were banished, your son would ask me why I never slept or why I was always crying. He would ask me why you were never home or why you wouldn't kiss him goodnight like you always used to. He would ask me why you had to leave us, or even if you still loved us.
Of course I knew you couldn't help it, Garmadon. I understand you cannot change the fate of destiny. You had no other choice but to leave, though you need to realize that you are the missing piece to our family that we desperately love and need.
I would respond to Lloyd, saying you would always love us no matter what. I would tell him you were always out there watching out for him, even though it killed me inside to know it was a lie.
I know you're out there somewhere, and that there's still good in your wicked heart. I just wish I could have you home. I only want to run into your arms and cry. I only want you to hold me and whisper that it's going to be okay. I only want what we used to have...But it's long gone...
I want my husband back! I want our family back, Garmadon! Do you realize our family is broken and you were the only one holding us together?
I can't help but feel hatred toward you some days. I feel I have no one else to blame but myself. I made the decision to marry you, even though I knew I should have stayed away, knowing you were nothing but trouble. I got myself into this and now there's no turning back. Now I've lost what matters most to me. The only thing I dedicated my life to.
Garmadon, I need to be straight forward with you now. Even if you are cured someday, I fear we will never be the same as we once were. I'm dying trying not to think about this, but it continuously invades my mind. As much as I dread telling you, at this point, I don't think I will ever be able to love you the same as I once did...
Please, sweetheart, give me just one chance to see you again. Where'd you go? I've missed you so much, I can no longer think straight. It seems its been forever since you've been gone.
I knew that dreaded, horrifying day would come, but I never would have assumed it would have come so quickly! Where has the time gone? We were always so happy, we never thought about it until it stuck us. I yearn to travel back to relive our precious moments together as a family when everything seemed so perfect.
Some days I feel broken and sick. Other days, I just want to stop this and be a normal person, with a normal life, with a normal family. I don't understand why you can't just come home, and why you always have to be away.
My tears are fogging up my lenses, and staining my cheeks. I wish you were here to put your hand on my heart that was cold and broken the day you were taken from me. I honestly don't know why I am bothering to speak this to you, when I know you would never get a chance to hear me...
I can't take this any longer, please just come home. I cry myself to sleep every night, only dreaming you were still lying beside me and holding me close to your heart.
I miss rubbing your back and humming to you when you couldn't sleep, waking up in the middle of the night with nightmares. I miss your arms around me, and the way you would sneak up from behind and kiss me. I miss your sickly sweet tilted side grins and your gorgeous, loving, unpredictable eyes. I miss your adorable laugh and your soothing voice which put me to sleep every night. I only wish I could hear those three loving words you told me every day once more...But I am almost certain I will never hear them again...
I find myself siting next to the phone, wondering if you would ever find a way to contact me. Just to know that you still cared. Garmadon, darling, the sound of your voice would undoubtably always help me not to feel so alone, and I need to hear it in order to find myself in peace.
I want to let you know that I think it's just not right to know that I'm simply sitting here by myself waiting for nothing. I'm beginning to think I should surrender and give up.
Oh, please just come back home! You know, our home where we lived our fairy tail life? We were so happy, baby, I only wish I could take it all back. You know I still love you with all my heart, and I always will. Though, I'm going to be honest with you, it's getting tougher as my life goes by, flashing before my eyes. Im gradually dying every day passing by without you.
I'm stuck here still waiting, but I'm no longer praying. I'm tired of sitting here making up excuses for why you're not here with me. I need to face the truth. With your poisoned heart, you're never coming home. I guess It's true that you never know what you have until its gone.
I'm slowly breaking down, and crumbling to the floor. I want you to know when you finally decide to come back I won't be here, Im leaving, dropping Lloyd off where you wanted him, and Im going on with my life without you...
Now, I know I'm being harsh with my choice of words, though I can't help myself. I'm so sorry I'm taking this all out on you when I know it wasn't your fault and didn't mean for any of this to happen. I would give up anything just to have you back.
I'm sorry, Garmadon... I'm so so sorry..." Misako leaned her head against the large window inside her bedroom and closed her eyes after her long speech directed toward what seemed to be nothing. However, the feeling of expressing her thoughts was definitely alleviating, and made her broken heart find peace in the misery she was left in.
She released her tears as they fell from her eyes and poured all her emotions out in a flood, "Please, please come back home." She sobbed and covered her face with her hands.
When she found herself calming, she sniffled and wiped her eyes, when she noticed disrupting sounds of movement behind her.
The floor boards from their spiral stairs creaked from behind her closed master bedroom door, "But I am home, darling." A deep, familiar, muffled voice suddenly came.
Ahw he did come back home after all ;) Ironically, he happened to hear her entire speech lol
Please tell me how it was! I may continue...I may not...Depending on what you think of it so I'd love to hear from you! Thanks so much for taking time to read it XDXD