Prologue: Save Tonight
He never hated himself more than he did at that moment. He knew he royally fucked up, he knew that he was never going to be able to fix this, he knew that no matter what he did from the point on, he wasn't going to be able to dig himself out of the hole he dug himself into. He took a deep breath as he slid into the rest of his clothes trying his hardest not to make a sound. He chooses to run away, he was good at running away, he thought to himself as he quietly put on his sweater. Even if ever nerve in his body was begging him to slip back under those sheets and hold her in his arms, he choose to run away. It wasn't his fault, he thought as he put on the last of his clothing, it was the bartender's fault, it was their friends' fault, and he would even go as far as to blame her. He wasn't the one who kept supplying the drinks, even if he was the one who kept asking for them, he wasn't the one the one who left him alone in a bar with a pretty girl, and he was not the one who let a drunk man into their home. He balled his fist as his thoughts raced through his head. He knew it was his way to ease the guilt building up on his stomach, he knew he was just giving himself an excuse so he'll be able to say his hands were clean. He slipped the last of this clothing on as the sun's rays crept in through the blinds on her windows. He slowly turned around to look at her one last time before he ran out her bedroom door. The sun's beams made her sun-kissed skin gleam so perfectly she looked like some sort of queen. Her thin sheets fell on her body so wonderfully that they looked like a dress a Greek Goddess would wear. Her ebony hair with those exotic multi-colored streaks of purple, blue, blonde, and green running through it laid on her pillow so gracefully that he could've sworn in that moment the girl was Aphrodite. His heart leapt in his chest as he forced himself to look away, he wasn't going to let the beautiful sight of her change his decision. He just couldn't bear to see those deep violet-green eyes stare at him with any type of love in them for him, he just wasn't worthy. He took another deep breath as he slipped quietly out of her room closing her door after him. He walked towards the front door to see a picture of their group staring right him, he felt the guilt bubbling up within him. He slowly walked passed the framed photo and practically yanked the front door open welcoming the cold air that hit his face. He stepped outside closing the door quietly behind him and began to walk out into the street feeling the guilt in his stomach increase with every step he took.
Hey guys, it has been so long since I posted anything so here I'm going to post the prologue and the first chapter of my new Rainbow Snowcone fanfic, I really hope you guys like it!