Chapter One: Love nonexistent
Dawn draped Nasai's room, as sun beams adorned her slumbering figure. She tossed her head to the right in hopes to rid herself of the cursed beams of light yet could not. Casting a solitary golden eye toward the window she found the drapes had been drawn. She sighed and knew it was either Ania or her mother who had caused her consciousness to reality once again, something in which she sought her dreams to escape. Silver locks encased her shoulders as if to imitate a lovers embrace, holding her sweetly through her dreams. She sighed inwardly as she heard footsteps outside her room, running this way and that, probably trying to awaken the near slumbering Nasai. Her half sister had been doing this to wake her, for her youkai innocuousness refused to waken until satisfied. She thought up ways all the time, like drawing Nasai's drapes so sun light seeped through. A knock finally emanated though the door and encircled Nasai's hearing, a voice accompanying it.
" Nasai are you awake?" The voice was defiantly Ania. Nasai didn't answer, causing the hanyou to poke her head into the room. " C'mon sis!" She ordered pleasantly, stepping into the room allowing her whole form to be viewed. " Mother has been calling you for a while. Breakfast is ready!" The young woman smiled, closing Nasai's door as she finished. A few minutes pasted before Nasai sat up in her bed and tossed a robe about her shoulders, opening her door and walking downstairs. Walking into the kitchen she was greeted by her mother's smiling face. A false smile Nasai had discovered, deep pools of pain and guilt emerged every time her brown gaze fell upon her unwanted daughter. Unwanted was the word Nasai had used so many times in her diaries, she knew she wasn't the man she called father's daughter. As if her mother had been the victim of rape and such, though Nasai never pried. She knew her mother loved her, thought she didn't know just had deep her love ran. Was her mother forced to love her because of the mere fact she was her daughter?
Nasai sat herself beside her other half sister Aya, who smiled brightly.
" Good morning Nasai." She whispered, sounding almost as if she had yawned as she spoke. Nasai only nodded in return, gazing toward her 'father' who didn't dare met her gaze. He had always been this way. Of course once the occasion was called for he would at least pretend to love her, even like her, though days like this he never uttered a word. Nasai had always wondered why he acted as such, and tried her very hardest to met his approval, something his true daughters had done just by being born. Nasai envied them really, they were loved by her parents whole heartedly and they gained access to father's smile. Something Nasai had once in a while provoked, though not recently or else he would have bid her good morning.
" What's for breakfast mom?" Nasai asked, smiling through the pain and anguish she had become a master at concealing. 'Protecting' she had recalled calling it.
" Eggs and bacon." Her mother answered, not turning her attention away from the food before her. Nasai nodded, and gazed toward her father.
" Nice morning isn't it?" She asked, cornering him so he was forced to answer. Something that was necessary if he were to speak to her at all.
" Yes." He answered, his eyes not bothering to leave the paper that captured his gaze. " thought I was told it was going to shower." Nasai concealed her hurt. He had always said tiny things in return to her questions that beheld some form of anguish. As if he sported at hurting her heart. Her youngest sister noticed this at once and quickly made up for her father.
" But just for a little while. After that it's suppose to be sunny." Ania smiled to Nasai, telling her with her eyes she was sorry about what her father Inuyasha had said. " Right mom?" She asked, just as both hers and Nasai's mother turned about.
" Of course darling." Kagome answered, her gaze turned toward Nasai. " now eat up Nasai dear." She ordered kindly. Nasai loved her mother dearly, she was kind and never once looked at her with hatred or guilt. Nasai simply liked being her daughter.
After eating Nasai walked back to her room and got ready for the day, brushing her silver locks as she stepped from the shower. Gazing into her own eyes within the mirror she had began to list the ways she was different from her two sisters. For one thing both her sisters had raven hair, she having silver. Her sisters also having hanyou hairs atop their heads, her having pointed human ears. As if an elf. Though all of them shared the same golden eyes.
" Who are you Nasai. Who do you belong to?" She asked like so many other times before. " Who?" She felt tears shimmer her eyes as they threatened to spill. Tightly sheathing her eyes she stood as such for a few moments until she deemed safe to re-open her golden orbs. She had learned her mother's past when she was a child as her sisters did, and knew that the bone eaters well sent her to another time. Many times Nasai tried leaping into the shrine, yet nothing. Nothing but tears greeted her there. She knew her father was on the other side of the well, and always did, asking her mother about him when she noticed she was different from her sisters when they were born. Never once did her mother answer her, always the same line over and over. ' I'll tell you when you're older dearest. ' But she was older now, what did her mother, especially Inuyasha want from her?
" Nasai are you finished in there?" Her mother's voice was obvious through the door. Folding the towel tighter about herself, Nasai opened the door to her mother.
" Mother I need to talk to you." She demanded in a stern, almost harsh tone of voice. " It's time for you to tell me about my father." Her eyes froze as they gazed upon Nasai's. Almost as if the subject would murder her in her sleep. " I'm not an idiot I know I'm different from Aya and Ania. Mother?"
" Nasai please darling don't.." Her voice faded into a shadow of what it had been, gazing upon her daughter almost in despair. Walking past her as if the question was never asked. Nasai didn't make any further inquiries, and knew her mother would tell her when the time was right, but Nasai was being eaten alive within. With a mother in deep shame whenever she saw her, and a father who seemed not to know she even existed. Her other younger sister Aya was just like her father, but would sometimes she would warm up. Ania seemed to be Nasai's only shoulder. To cry on, or just be happy on. Nasai needed answers and they were being denied to her. Love seemed to be nonexistent.
***
Obscurity had fallen heavily upon Nasai as she searched the dusk beyond her window. Her lustrous black drapes rose behind her within the zephyr, appearing as twin ebony wings rising from her back. She let forth a sigh as she continued her search for something that never existed. It was late within the twilight yet nightmares had haunted her dreams unremittingly. Brushing her silver locks silently she cast her golden orbs to the door. Hearing footsteps as they crossed her door, and voices below. Walking through the shadows her youkai eyes had long ago accustomed to, she opened her door and tip toed downstairs hearing the voice of a man in which she had never heard before.
" Greetings, Lord Inuyasha it is I Mioga." ( Sorry if I spelled it wrong ) Nasai could have sworn she heard a voice yet could see no one, yet her sisters seemed to be staring at something, yet they blocked her view. All she could manage to do was listen. " We need you back home." Nasai emphasized the word home in her mind. Home was where her father was.
" Like what?" Inuyasha asked, crossing him arms.
" Trouble with the Shikon no tama. Someone or something has stolen it and no one is brave enough to find it."
" Shikon no tama?" Nasai whispered to herself, she would have asked what it was if her one of her sisters did not.
" What's the Shikon no tama?" Ania asked. Their was silence within the fire cast room. Finally the man spoke again.
" A great treasure that can be used for good or evil. It can grant wishes." Ania's eyes lit up, gazing toward her father who turned his face away within the glow of the fire light. By contrast making him seem much younger. " So Inuyasha will you, Kagome, and your two daughters help find it?"
" Three daughters." Nasai spoke up, allowing herself to be seen by the visitor. There, close enough to see, Nasai noticed the man speaking was no more then a flea. He only gasped and gazed upon her as if she were some kind of plague.
' She seems to be the female version of Lord Sesshoumaru.' He whispered inwardly, gazing to Kagome who spoke finally.
" Yes Mioga. The stories are all true."
" What stories mother!? About father? I.." Two twin tears spilled in unison, Nasai racing to the shrine. Her mother had inherited the shrine from her grandfather when he died, and Nasai thought that maybe it would work now. Hearing her mother's voice call out to her Nasai ran to the Bone Eaters well, throwing open the doors and running down to it.
" Nasai no..please.." Nasai's mother called, being held by Inuyasha who was surrounded by his daughters.
" All my life I have been neglected by Inuyasha. And whenever you gaze upon me mother I see shame and guilt in your eyes! There must be a reason should there not!" Kagome's eyes own eyes filled with tears as she watched Nasai leap into the well. Crimson light shooting from within. Inuyasha finally released her, as she gazed down within the well and found nothing. The flea sat upon her shoulder, cooing her as she sobbed.
" Mioga I never told her about the spell. That she was a child born into a family who hated everything that reminded them of her father. She visibly looks so like him, yet her heart couldn't be more different. I begged Inuyasha to see her as his daughter, yet all he could see was the silver hair, and the golden moon in which she was born within upon her right shoulder blade." She turned toward Inuyasha and her daughters. " Let's go!" She ordered, leaping into the well before anyone had a chance to answer, yet they followed. And so the journey was to begin.
Author's notes: Do you love? Hate? Review and tell me! I know it sucks now but it'll get better I promise. And sorry I made Inuyasha such an asshole but if you don't like it then you shouldn't be here! But just to make you happy I'll make him nicer later I promise. People just stay with me here^.^
Dawn draped Nasai's room, as sun beams adorned her slumbering figure. She tossed her head to the right in hopes to rid herself of the cursed beams of light yet could not. Casting a solitary golden eye toward the window she found the drapes had been drawn. She sighed and knew it was either Ania or her mother who had caused her consciousness to reality once again, something in which she sought her dreams to escape. Silver locks encased her shoulders as if to imitate a lovers embrace, holding her sweetly through her dreams. She sighed inwardly as she heard footsteps outside her room, running this way and that, probably trying to awaken the near slumbering Nasai. Her half sister had been doing this to wake her, for her youkai innocuousness refused to waken until satisfied. She thought up ways all the time, like drawing Nasai's drapes so sun light seeped through. A knock finally emanated though the door and encircled Nasai's hearing, a voice accompanying it.
" Nasai are you awake?" The voice was defiantly Ania. Nasai didn't answer, causing the hanyou to poke her head into the room. " C'mon sis!" She ordered pleasantly, stepping into the room allowing her whole form to be viewed. " Mother has been calling you for a while. Breakfast is ready!" The young woman smiled, closing Nasai's door as she finished. A few minutes pasted before Nasai sat up in her bed and tossed a robe about her shoulders, opening her door and walking downstairs. Walking into the kitchen she was greeted by her mother's smiling face. A false smile Nasai had discovered, deep pools of pain and guilt emerged every time her brown gaze fell upon her unwanted daughter. Unwanted was the word Nasai had used so many times in her diaries, she knew she wasn't the man she called father's daughter. As if her mother had been the victim of rape and such, though Nasai never pried. She knew her mother loved her, thought she didn't know just had deep her love ran. Was her mother forced to love her because of the mere fact she was her daughter?
Nasai sat herself beside her other half sister Aya, who smiled brightly.
" Good morning Nasai." She whispered, sounding almost as if she had yawned as she spoke. Nasai only nodded in return, gazing toward her 'father' who didn't dare met her gaze. He had always been this way. Of course once the occasion was called for he would at least pretend to love her, even like her, though days like this he never uttered a word. Nasai had always wondered why he acted as such, and tried her very hardest to met his approval, something his true daughters had done just by being born. Nasai envied them really, they were loved by her parents whole heartedly and they gained access to father's smile. Something Nasai had once in a while provoked, though not recently or else he would have bid her good morning.
" What's for breakfast mom?" Nasai asked, smiling through the pain and anguish she had become a master at concealing. 'Protecting' she had recalled calling it.
" Eggs and bacon." Her mother answered, not turning her attention away from the food before her. Nasai nodded, and gazed toward her father.
" Nice morning isn't it?" She asked, cornering him so he was forced to answer. Something that was necessary if he were to speak to her at all.
" Yes." He answered, his eyes not bothering to leave the paper that captured his gaze. " thought I was told it was going to shower." Nasai concealed her hurt. He had always said tiny things in return to her questions that beheld some form of anguish. As if he sported at hurting her heart. Her youngest sister noticed this at once and quickly made up for her father.
" But just for a little while. After that it's suppose to be sunny." Ania smiled to Nasai, telling her with her eyes she was sorry about what her father Inuyasha had said. " Right mom?" She asked, just as both hers and Nasai's mother turned about.
" Of course darling." Kagome answered, her gaze turned toward Nasai. " now eat up Nasai dear." She ordered kindly. Nasai loved her mother dearly, she was kind and never once looked at her with hatred or guilt. Nasai simply liked being her daughter.
After eating Nasai walked back to her room and got ready for the day, brushing her silver locks as she stepped from the shower. Gazing into her own eyes within the mirror she had began to list the ways she was different from her two sisters. For one thing both her sisters had raven hair, she having silver. Her sisters also having hanyou hairs atop their heads, her having pointed human ears. As if an elf. Though all of them shared the same golden eyes.
" Who are you Nasai. Who do you belong to?" She asked like so many other times before. " Who?" She felt tears shimmer her eyes as they threatened to spill. Tightly sheathing her eyes she stood as such for a few moments until she deemed safe to re-open her golden orbs. She had learned her mother's past when she was a child as her sisters did, and knew that the bone eaters well sent her to another time. Many times Nasai tried leaping into the shrine, yet nothing. Nothing but tears greeted her there. She knew her father was on the other side of the well, and always did, asking her mother about him when she noticed she was different from her sisters when they were born. Never once did her mother answer her, always the same line over and over. ' I'll tell you when you're older dearest. ' But she was older now, what did her mother, especially Inuyasha want from her?
" Nasai are you finished in there?" Her mother's voice was obvious through the door. Folding the towel tighter about herself, Nasai opened the door to her mother.
" Mother I need to talk to you." She demanded in a stern, almost harsh tone of voice. " It's time for you to tell me about my father." Her eyes froze as they gazed upon Nasai's. Almost as if the subject would murder her in her sleep. " I'm not an idiot I know I'm different from Aya and Ania. Mother?"
" Nasai please darling don't.." Her voice faded into a shadow of what it had been, gazing upon her daughter almost in despair. Walking past her as if the question was never asked. Nasai didn't make any further inquiries, and knew her mother would tell her when the time was right, but Nasai was being eaten alive within. With a mother in deep shame whenever she saw her, and a father who seemed not to know she even existed. Her other younger sister Aya was just like her father, but would sometimes she would warm up. Ania seemed to be Nasai's only shoulder. To cry on, or just be happy on. Nasai needed answers and they were being denied to her. Love seemed to be nonexistent.
***
Obscurity had fallen heavily upon Nasai as she searched the dusk beyond her window. Her lustrous black drapes rose behind her within the zephyr, appearing as twin ebony wings rising from her back. She let forth a sigh as she continued her search for something that never existed. It was late within the twilight yet nightmares had haunted her dreams unremittingly. Brushing her silver locks silently she cast her golden orbs to the door. Hearing footsteps as they crossed her door, and voices below. Walking through the shadows her youkai eyes had long ago accustomed to, she opened her door and tip toed downstairs hearing the voice of a man in which she had never heard before.
" Greetings, Lord Inuyasha it is I Mioga." ( Sorry if I spelled it wrong ) Nasai could have sworn she heard a voice yet could see no one, yet her sisters seemed to be staring at something, yet they blocked her view. All she could manage to do was listen. " We need you back home." Nasai emphasized the word home in her mind. Home was where her father was.
" Like what?" Inuyasha asked, crossing him arms.
" Trouble with the Shikon no tama. Someone or something has stolen it and no one is brave enough to find it."
" Shikon no tama?" Nasai whispered to herself, she would have asked what it was if her one of her sisters did not.
" What's the Shikon no tama?" Ania asked. Their was silence within the fire cast room. Finally the man spoke again.
" A great treasure that can be used for good or evil. It can grant wishes." Ania's eyes lit up, gazing toward her father who turned his face away within the glow of the fire light. By contrast making him seem much younger. " So Inuyasha will you, Kagome, and your two daughters help find it?"
" Three daughters." Nasai spoke up, allowing herself to be seen by the visitor. There, close enough to see, Nasai noticed the man speaking was no more then a flea. He only gasped and gazed upon her as if she were some kind of plague.
' She seems to be the female version of Lord Sesshoumaru.' He whispered inwardly, gazing to Kagome who spoke finally.
" Yes Mioga. The stories are all true."
" What stories mother!? About father? I.." Two twin tears spilled in unison, Nasai racing to the shrine. Her mother had inherited the shrine from her grandfather when he died, and Nasai thought that maybe it would work now. Hearing her mother's voice call out to her Nasai ran to the Bone Eaters well, throwing open the doors and running down to it.
" Nasai no..please.." Nasai's mother called, being held by Inuyasha who was surrounded by his daughters.
" All my life I have been neglected by Inuyasha. And whenever you gaze upon me mother I see shame and guilt in your eyes! There must be a reason should there not!" Kagome's eyes own eyes filled with tears as she watched Nasai leap into the well. Crimson light shooting from within. Inuyasha finally released her, as she gazed down within the well and found nothing. The flea sat upon her shoulder, cooing her as she sobbed.
" Mioga I never told her about the spell. That she was a child born into a family who hated everything that reminded them of her father. She visibly looks so like him, yet her heart couldn't be more different. I begged Inuyasha to see her as his daughter, yet all he could see was the silver hair, and the golden moon in which she was born within upon her right shoulder blade." She turned toward Inuyasha and her daughters. " Let's go!" She ordered, leaping into the well before anyone had a chance to answer, yet they followed. And so the journey was to begin.
Author's notes: Do you love? Hate? Review and tell me! I know it sucks now but it'll get better I promise. And sorry I made Inuyasha such an asshole but if you don't like it then you shouldn't be here! But just to make you happy I'll make him nicer later I promise. People just stay with me here^.^