Full Circle

New Moon when Bella's parked in front of Ben Cheney's house and is fighting her pain

Bella's POV

I was curled over the steering wheel, grabbing my chest and then I remembered a song from my favorite CD before I met Ed—him. I still had that CD, because he didn't know about it.

"I've been in a rut, back and forth enough. Heart like a wheel. Every time you're near, trouble disappears under the ground. But when you go too far, silver clouds'll start hanging around. And I know why-I. Tried to run, but I keep on, coming back. Full circle and I can't jump the track. Can't let you go. Whoa. Tied to one, so I keep on coming back, full circle, 'cause I know you'll come around. You'll come around."

I was in so much pain, because of him.

"Skippin' down a broken path, how long can I last? Please let me know-oh. Where's the finish line, 'cause I got to find somewhere to go. I don't wanna hear people interfere. What do they know? What I feel inside, when I'm up all night needing you home. I don't know why-I. Tried to run, but I keep on coming back. Full circle and I can't jump the track. Can't let you go. Whoa. Tied to one, so I keep on coming back, full circle, 'cause I know you'll come around. You'll come around. 'Cause I know you'll come around. You'll come around."

Sooner or later, I was going to completely lose it and might even go suicidal despite my promise not to do anything reckless or stupid.

"I'll keep on running 'till we met in the middle. Oh-whoa. I'll put pride aside and I'll give just a little. Oh-whoa-oh. There's miles to go, but we both know that we'll make it. I know why-I. Tried to run, but I keep on coming back. Full circle, and I can't jump the track. Can't let you go. Whoa. Tied to one, so I keep on coming back, full circle, 'cause I know you'll come around. You'll come around. 'Cause I know you'll come around. You'll come around. Yeah, I know you'll come around. You'll come around."

Then I saw the motorcycles in front of the Markses' house and I got both of them. I hurried to La Push and gave the cycles to Jake so he could fix them and I could cheat on the promise I'd made Ed-him.

The End