Nightmares
A/N: This is my new Joe/Demi (Doe/Jemi) oneshot-it's a songfic to Paramore's "We Are Broken," a cover of a Foo Fighters song.x)
It's totally dedicated to MileyFan2492, who rocks. This is for you:)
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Demi POV
I stood outside on the white beach of Los Angeles. The cold, harsh, strong wind was thrashing strongly aganist my face. My eyes were wide, waiting for the sun to rise. Something I'd been waiting for hours on end now; something that wouldn't come for a long while. I haven't been able to speak; I don't know how to tell them.
I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
He came beside me, quickly taking me in his arms as my knees went weak from terror. Why didn't we just tell them about 'us'? About the mistake we had made? Why couldn't just be honest with our relashonship? To tell you the truth, I didn't even know the answer. Why'd we have to do this? In one second, our lives were gone. Our careers would be over, for sure. Our promises to our families were broken-and we hadn't told them about those mistakes-but now we were stuck in such a situation that we had to. There'd be no other way to explain it. My family would be so mad. His would only be worse-they had made a promise from such a young age! I think he sensed my fear, because he stood taller, trying to stay strong for me-on the inside I knew he was breaking as I was. Why couldn't we take it back? Like all theother mistakes? Why couldn't we just say we're sorry, and never speak of it again? I told him to just hold me closely. Just hold me, I told him.
Tell me why we live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
Yeah
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And, oh, the promise we adored
Give us life cause we just wanna be whole
I wanted to run and hide away. Anywhere, it didn't matter to me. Wherever I was, as long as he was with me, I'd be happy. He'd always come and visit me in the night, we'd always try to figure out how to tell everyone. Friends, fans, family... Everyone. I have to keep reminding myself it's real, but I really don't want to. Why'd we have to go and be fucking teenagers? Why'd we have to make mistakes? Why'd we have to be in love? I blamed love; it was what had caused this, anyway.
Lock the doors
Cause I like to capture this voice
It came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this
I began to sob lightly into his chest. He stood tall once again, though even in the darkness I could see how doomed he looked. Id do anything to see him smile-this is torture. I only wrapped my arms around his skinny body tighter, grasping for him. Grasping for love. He wrapped his arms around my no longer petite stomach, faking a smile as he did so. I looked up for a moment, and I swear that as he was looking at the bright moon, he shed a tear. A single tear rolled down that perfect pale face. He quickly wiped it away, not wanting to be classified as weak. As much as I loved him, I didnt want it to be true. I just want to feel him shaking me awake, and to tell me it was all a dream. Not real, none of it happened; except our love, of course.
Ill take the truth at any cost
When the truth is, its no dream. Its a nightmare, and its my life.
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Eeeh. I didnt really like it. But thats not what matters! Did YOU like:):D
REVIEW, REVIEW, REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Uhhh. Please:)
Btw, did anyone watch M.O.D today;D I was in the audience, it was so coolio. Well, have a fun weekend:)