Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts, unfortunalty! :)
This is my first fanfic, so please be nice.
Reviews are much appreciated! :D Even criticism one!
Insignificant.
Invisible.
That's all I am.
It's all I ever will be.
But is that all I actually want to be?
It's funny; I used to be so confident when I was younger.
The special little girl.
The talented one.
Not any more.
I spend my days on my own.
Dodging the others.
Their oblivious eyes.
Each day looking for an escape.
There is none.
So I keep on walking.
Walking is my punishment.
If it wasn't for me, they'd still be here. Still be alive.
I lost everything that day. Everything.
My friends.
No, my family.
Unfortunately, not my life.
It was my fault. All my fault.
They tried to save me; they pushed me.
They promised they'd follow.
They never did.
So I wander on my own.
Wasting every day.
Wasting my time.
Waiting to join them again.
Where are my friends?
I don't have any.
I don't even know what they are.
I spend all my time on my own.
My only outlets are my talents.
My so-called 'gifts'.
It releases my anger. My frustration. My despair.
It's the only thing which links me to them.
Art.
Some people say its genius.
Some people say it's beautiful.
I say it's a life saver.
Music.
It can release my agony.
I can show what I need to say.
What I can't say out loud.
Its pure hell, what I'm living.
No one to talk to.
No shoulder to cry on.
No one to comfort when things go wrong.
All because of me.
Of my stupidity.
My over-observant eyes.
If I hadn't heard the door creek, I wouldn't be alone.
I'd be dead, too.