What do I wait for? Why? I must get up and must show strength. I must lead a group. I must hunt the giants and kill them.
I must take revenge. For all those which have died. For the country.
I must avenge them.
Immediately.
Silence.
I do not like the silence.
It is dark outside. Stars all over the sky.
Whether does she see me?
Crazy. Of course she does not see me. Why she should do that? She was extinguished.
I remember this day still most exactly. When I had found her dead. I briefly paused and looked at her the last time. At this moment I remembered some moments with her.
Quick I stretched the blanket over my head. It was cold and I easily trembled.
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
No, she has died. I wouldn't see her anymore.
Again I looked to the sky. Thought more and more of her.
Whether she is now with the angels? Would they protect her? Better protect than I was able to do it ever?
I love her.
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
The live must go on. Whatever it costs.
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
Even if I should die. I will try to get up again.
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
She would see me.
When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
I am sure. She will see me. She would hear me and would protect me.
My guardian angel.
And as the feeling grows
She brings flesh to my bones
I will continue, as usual. I will show my strength.
Till the bitter end.
And when love is dead
A heartbeat.
A breath.
Silence.
All the same what will happen.
I'm loving angels instead