A Raven Smiles
Disclaimer: Ok, I do not and have never owned anyone in the WWE nor the Jackass crew, no matter how much I wish I did.
Rating: NC-17. There will be strong language, sexual content, adult themes and anything else that I'm forgetting.
Author's Note: If you have not read A Raven's Tears, than this will make pretty much no sense to you, so read that first than you may continue, if you have read the first, than welcome back!
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Chapter 1: Raven and the Twins:
In West Chester, Pennsylvania, twenty- four-year-old Raven Nicole Jacobs, daughter of Glen Jacob's A.K.A the WWE's Kane, sat in the living room of Castle Bam. She was blankly staring out of the window, memories of the past flashing before her eyes. It had been five years since the young woman was one of the top women's wrestlers on WWE's Monday Night RAW, and her life had changed so much since than.
She had been doing much more with her professional skate boarding career, and she was now a professional herself, not nearly as good as her friend Bam, but she was good. But, she no longer found the enjoyment in skating that she used to when she had first started… she wanted more than anything to go back in the ring, she wanted to reclaim her women's championship.
She now had a black circle tattooed around her belly button, a single heart on her right wrist, a heartagram on her lower right hip bone, and on her shoulder blade, there was a bleeding heart with a sword going diagonally through it. She also had her a Munroe piercing on her top lip to go along with her snakebites on the bottom, her right eyebrow, and her tongue was now pierced as well.
She got up off the couch and walked up the stairs. No doubt, the biggest change about her life was her twin children, one boy and one girl, who was about seven minutes younger than her brother. She walked into their bedroom and sat down on the boy's bed and began waking him first.
"Jaeden, wake up, honey… we're going to see grandpa today." She said softly and soothingly.
The eldest of the twins, as said before, by seven and a half minutes, Jaeden Cain Hardy, sat up in his bed. He rubbed his eyes, and let out a long yawned.
Rae smiled down at her son kissed his forehead. She than got up, and sat down on her daughter's bed.
"Breeah, c'mon… wake up, baby. We're gonna go with Grandpa and Uncle Mark today." Rae said.
"Hey, Rae… do ya need a hand?" Her roommate and one of her best friends in the entire world, Bam Margera asked from the doorway.
"Yeah, could you help Jaeden get ready, please?" Rae asked him.
"Yeah, no problem." Bam replied and he led Jaeden into one of the bathrooms down the hall.
Rae picked up the youngest of the twins, Breeannah Marie Hardy and led her daughter into the other bathroom down the hall.
After Rae changed Breeah into a pair of pink sweat pants and a black Bam Element tee shirt, brushed her teeth, put on her shocks and shoes, Rae began brushing Breeah's hair.
Every time Rae looked at either one of the twins, she was always strongly reminded of their father, Jeff Hardy. She remembered how much she was in love with him, and she was reminded of just how much she still was. She was constantly reminded of the pain that he had caused her.
Both of the twins had dark blonde hair. Jaeden's was, at the moment, a buzz cut into a relaxed mohawk (A/N: I don't know how to describe what it is, it's before you put the gel and spray in the mohawk to make it stand up), but whenever they would put gel in his hair, it was a real mohawk, while Breeah had inherited thick, curly hair from Rae. But, what really strongly reminded her of her former lover were the children's eyes. They each had his dark green eyes with flecks of her icy blue. Their eyes were a perfect mixture of both Rae and Jeff.
The kids were always trying to watch wrestling. They all assumed that it was to see their Uncle Mark (Undertaker) or their Grandpa Glen (Kane), or Matt, Shannon, Trish, Ashley, or Christy, all of whom Rae had still kept in touch with. Rae didn't want them to watch wrestling because she was afraid that either Mark's or Glen's characters would scare them, plus she did not want them to see the women running around in those skimpy, slutty little outfits, which, she refused to admit it, but she deeply missed wearing. But, the main reason she wouldn't allow them to watch the program, was so they would not see Jeff.
However, the other roommates of Castle Bam: Raab, Dunn, Rake, Dico, Novak, and Glomb all thought that this was wrong, so they would always let the kids watch it whenever Rae wasn't around to stop them. Because of this, much to her demise, their favorite wrestler was… Jeff Hardy.
But, over time, Jeff was no longer on WWE programming. She called Matt and asked why this was, and apparently Jeff had been released from the WWE for supposed drug use, and he was now in the new wrestling promotion, TNA! Impact.
Bam and Rae carried the kids down the stairs where everyone was waiting for them.
Rae, Jaeden, and Breeah hugged and kissed everyone goodbye.
Rae and Bam settled the twins in the backseat.
Once they were settled, Bam closed the door of her black H2 SUV Hummer and said, "Ya know, Rae, I'm gonna miss ya."
"I'm gonna miss you too." She replied.
"Are you one-hundred-percent positive that you wanna go back into wrestling after all this time…? After all that happened…?"
"Yes. Why wouldn't I want to go back, I miss it."
"And… what, you're just giving up skating? I thought you loved to skate."
"I do! A great deal, it's just… the feeling of being in front of that crowd and… being in the ring and…"
Bam cut her off and said, "There's no fucking point in it! All's you gotta do is go into a big square with ropes around it and get the living shit kicked outta ya!"
"Bam, you wouldn't understand!" Rae said calmly but fiercely.
"What the fuck is there to understand?! What the hell do you love so much about it?!" Bam practically shouted.
"Wrestling is more than getting beat up! Driving around and getting beat up and getting hurt… I too question, for what? Because you don't know that your timing will be right so you can get that opportunity. I've had so many chances and have done so many dangerous things in that ring and in my life… but in the end, looking back… I know… I know that it's worth it."
Bam was silent for a moment.
"You're leaving me… again!" He burst out; his eyes were beginning to glisten with oncoming tears. "Don't you see that I still love you?!"
"Bam…" she breathed his name.
"And you're just leaving me here, all alone, by myself, again…! So that you get knocked around in a ring and see this asshole who fathered Jaeden and Breeah, and yet he doesn't even know that they exist, all when you have me here…! Me who's taken care of both you and them since their infancy!"
"Bam, I don't actually know if I'm gonna tell Jeff about the twins…. But he does have a right to know about his own fucking children…. Please understand that I have to do this…. I have to…."
After another silent moment, Bam pulled Rae into a long hug, and when they broke apart, he said, "Okay, I understand… I'm not exactly happy about it, but I'm just gonna have to deal with it… and let you go, but remember what I said… I still love you."
"Thank you. Gonna watch me on Monday Night RAW, right?"
"You know it."
After another final hug and a small peck on the lips, Rae entered her car and began the drive to the hotel in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
Rae had already received the script for that night's show. Her return to the wrestling business was going to be a complete secret and surprise… no one but she, her father, Matt, Nicole, John, Randy, Christy, Ashley, and Trish… and obviously Vince and Shane and the WWE storywriters… knew about her return. She had not even told Shannon, she planned on surprising him. But most importantly, Jeff was completely unaware. In the script, she was labeled as "surprise girl". She was not going to be the only one returning that night; Jeff would also be making his triumphant return to the WWE that evening as well.
She stopped at a traffic light and looked into the rearview mirror into the backseat to check on the kids and she was happy to have found them sound asleep. She smiled and turned back to the road. If it were not for Jaeden and Breeah, she would have killed herself long ago.
About a month after she left the company, Glen had come down to West Chester to visit her. She had not been eating properly, the way a pregnant woman should. She had hardly been sleeping, and she was hardly talking to any of the roommates, she never answered her cell phone or IM's on the computer. She would have continued living like this, until her father had told her that what she was doing to herself could possibly have been killing the baby. After that, she began taking better care of herself, but she was still heavily depressed. The kids were born seven months later, just two months shy of the normal nine. December thirteenth, their birthday. On the thirteenth of December, the depression seemed to lift off of her shoulders.
Of course, she was never quite as happy as she was before she had left the WWE, before she had lost Jeff; but she was happy.
The day she had called her dad, two weeks ago, and told him that she was coming back… he immediately asked her about the well being of the kids.
Flashback
"What are you going to do with them?" he had asked her.
"Well, I'm thinking that I am going to bring them with me… that is allowed right? I mean Shawn brings his kids with him all the time… than again, their not five years old…. But, either way they can kiss my ass cause I'm bringing them with me no matter what the fuck they have to say about it."
Glen laughed a bit and said, "Yes, it's allowed."
"Okay, good cause I really don't wanna get suspended over something stupid like that…"
After a silent pause, Glen said, "So, you gonna tell him?"
"Tell who what, daddy?"
"You know who and you know what?"
"No, I don't… daddy what are you talkin about?" she knew exactly who and what he was talking about, she just did not want to talk about it/him.
"Alright than, smart ass. Are you gonna tell Jeff Hardy about his children?"
"I dunno, I'm still thinking about it…"
"Well, I just want you to think about this, Rae, your mother did not tell me about you until you were nineteen. I missed your entire childhood; you have no idea what I would do to get those years back. But, I'm happy with what I got of you. But, again, I would give anything to help you have a better childhood than the shitty one that you got, don't make Jeff wish he had those years with his children. And besides, they do deserve a father figure, and I really don't think that Bam fits that character." Glen said.
Rae was silent for a moment, but than said, "No, you're right, he doesn't. I just don't know, daddy…. I don't know if I can trust him again…. I'll think about it, ok?"
"That's all I'm asking, baby girl, well…. I'm happy that you're finally coming back." He said. "Well… look, I wish I could stay on the phone, but Mark and I have got to go and work out the statistics of our match tonight."
"Alright, daddy, love you."
"Love you too."
"Bye."
"Bye."
Rae clicked the phone off, set it down onto the table and looked out the window at the clouds rolling by across the clear blue sky. She sighed and ran a hand down her face and let out a long sigh. She kept her eyes closed and a face came before he. A face with green eyes, dark blonde hair, and an interestingly design of a shaven beard scruffed up his face perfectly. Jeff. Her eyes sprung open and she realized that she was crying.
"Mama?" asked a small voice behind her.
Rae turned around to see Jaeden and Breeah standing behind her.
"Why are you crying, mama?" Breeah asked her mother.
"I'm not crying, babies…. I've got an idea…"
"What? What?" they asked excitedly.
"Why don't we go get Uncle Bam and we can mess with Vito?"
"Yeah!" they said, jumping up and down excitedly.
End of Flashback
Rae smiled at the memories of how bad they got Vito that day, having the kids jump up and down on him while he slept and than having them tip over his oh-so precious television.
But, the more she thought about it, the more Rae realized that her father was right…. Jeff really did deserve to know about Jaeden and Breeah, he did deserve to see them grow up, and he was definitely right… they did deserve a father figure. But, she was not going to talk to him. She just simply couldn't. She decided than and there that if Jeff Hardy wanted to talk to her, he was gonna have to do it himself.
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Well, there you have it, the first chapter of A Raven Smiles. Just think of this as a delayed present for the holidays. I would have posted it sooner, but I've been so busy… what with the beautiful chaos (ooh that sounds cool) of Christmas and what not…. But I hope you all had happy holidays and I hope that you enjoyed this chappy. I'll post again as soon as I can.
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Leanne