(Beck's POV)

So today's the day, our anniversary. Jade and I have been together for four years, it feels like so much longer. Not that I don't love Jade she can just be a lot to handle sometimes, ok who am I kidding all the time. Except for moments like these when we're really and truly alone, sometimes she lets her guard down.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" She snaps as she picks at the dinner that I've made for her. We have the trailer to ourselves tonight.

"No reason, just thinking."

"So you want to break up?"

"What? No that's not what I said."

"Then what are you thinking about, other girls?"

"No, I just love you, a lot. That's what I was thinking about."

"Oh," she seems slightly surprised by this answer. "Good." She smirks.

"Aren't you going to say it back?" I arch an eyebrow.

"I love you," she says quickly.

I just grin and continue eating; she didn't have to tell me. I know she does but it's still nice to hear. Crazy by Aerosmith begins playing on the radio and I reach over to turn it up. She's done with the pasta and dessert can wait, I need to have her now. She looks stunning in her black sweater and skirt complemented by tights as her boots have been abandoned at the door. I walk to the other side of the table and kneel before her submissively and she lets out a shuddering breath running her fingers threw my hair. This is the kind of shit she gets off to, power. I run my hands from her ankles to the top of her thighs and her legs part accordingly and I move forward between them. She attacks my mouth and I'm sure when we're her lip stick will be all over me but I can't bring myself to care. Never breaking the kiss I stand and pick her up, her toned legs are immediately around my waist anchoring me to her. Jade was my first love and probably my last, she ruined every other girl. No one held a candle to her, not even Tori. I lay her down on my unmade bed and begin to undress her, something I've become an expert at. Her hands are trailing up my shirt and soon that joins her clothes on the floor. Once we're both naked I position myself at her wet entrance. I circle around it for a moment to tease her.

"Come on already," she snarls.

"What's the magic word," I taunt brushing the tip of my cock over her clit.

"Please," she whines looking up at me with those baby blues.

I thrust into her quickly; she's always so tight and warm for me.

"Beck?" She says sweetly getting my attention.

"What baby?"

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"Always starting fights."

"Babe its fine-"

"No it's not. You said you didn't want a relationship where all you do is fight, that's what we do. But I can't let you go; I can never be with someone else. I-ugh."

I cut her off with a thrust. "I will never love anyone else the way I love you." I assure her lacing our fingers together on either side of her head. Her black curls splayed across my pillow like a halo although she was no angel. Her cherry lips slightly parted as I set a slow rhythmic pace inside her. She rarely allows this, rarely allows herself to feel. She says it's too much for her, but I think she only hates it so much because it always makes her cry. Not that I'd ever tell anyone else that. The only thing Jade hates more than crying is when people find out she did. So this stays between us just like always. I know I'm sick for saying this but I love to see her cry, I love the fact that she trusts me enough to let me see this part of her. I trail kisses over her exposed throat as she swallows hard. I pull almost completely out before easing back inside and she whimpers softly.

"Shh baby. I'm right here. I won't leave." I sooth her and she tightens her grip on my hands. I'm going to marry this girl one day; at what I'm sure will be a red and black wedding on Halloween. I'm going to buy my own house with this girl. I'm going to have children, raise them, and grow old with this girl, my girl, always mine.

Her eyebrows are pulled together and another small moan escapes her, "Beck."

God that's so fucking sexy I almost cum right then. I keep the same pace until she explodes and I release inside her as that sweet cunt milks me for all I'm worth and I collapse on top of her.

"I love you more than you know," she says softly after a few minutes of stroking my hair which was slightly damp with sweat.

"I know," I smile. "You are my girl."

"I know," she smiles in return.