A/n: So, I made a poem on Gohan's POV, my first one! Set after the cell's game, his thouhgts about his dead father.. Angst/Drama
The Reason of My Tears
Softly hearing the rain falling outside,
Listening from my bed where I am sat,
Looking at the pillow which in my arms I'm holding,
Soaked by the tears that from my eyes are falling…
Anger, betrayal, sorrow, pain, rage, hate,
Some of what is burning within me,
Feelings that sadly I can't throw away… They hunt me everywhere,
Perhaps I'm just their preferred prey…
I can still hear the crying downstairs,
Glass shattering,
Plates breaking,
The pain of the loss being too much for her to bear,
This is what his absence is making,
Hurting all of us together…
The question "why" runs through my mind,
Searching for the light in my dark thoughts,
Eager to find an answer,
He left without saying goodbye,
Leaving mom without saying "it's gonna be alright",
Still, these are not the reasons of why I cry…
Quietly I rise from my bed and walk out of the room,
Brushing off the last tears that remained on my face,
Closing the bedroom door behind me,
I walked to the room next to mine at a slow pace…
The walls colored of a light blue with little cars designed,
Giving the sense of happiness that is needed,
The only place where I can truly smile,
Where pure innocence can be felled…
In the center of the room a crib is located,
From inside a light snoring can be heard,
He can always make me fell better,
Wild raven hair across his sweet face,
A baby that would grow up without a father,
And one day he would look up to the sky,
Letting his obsidian gaze fell upon the clouds and ask "Why?"…
So, tell me what you think! Stay cool!