This is my first fan-fic, please review. I'd like to know what people think before I update. I post 2 chapters at a time. So if I take a long while to update it might be because of that.

It's 4 years after breaking dawn.

Disclaimer: I don't own twilight or new moon or eclipse or breaking dawn

CONVERSATION Bella's point of view

"No"

"I'm sorry Bella but we have to move on. We aren't aging and the humans might get suspicious."

"But I like it here. I have a cool job, people think I'm older and respect me more and I don't want to go through high school again."

I knew they were right. It didn't mean I liked it though. High school was torture. Plus this time I'd probably already know what they were teaching. I liked my job here, it paid well, the people are nice and I liked being a chef. I only didn't like food for the texture and having to throw it up after I was done. I could still taste it and smell it. With my vampire senses I could detect very flavor and know exactly which ingredient I needed to make the dish perfect.

"That makes two of us," said Rosalie. It was nice that we were friends now. Sometimes it was hard to remember when Rose didn't smile but glare. "But Carlisle's right. We have to move."

I pulled my lip down in a pout and turned to Edward. I knew I could manipulate him with my puppy dog eyes. Edwards face turned pained. He hated not giving me what I want. So maybe I'll settle for a compromise.

"Maybe Edward and I could do what Em and Rose do. "

"Meaning?" Carlisle asked.

"We could stay on Isle Esme for a bit." Isle Esme, where I spent my honeymoon. I was overwhelmed by a wave of memories. They were clouded and foggy I could still remember clearly.

Esme's face was sad in the corner. She turned to face me and Edward. "You aren't going to leave us for that long are you?" I couldn't refuse Esme. My step-mother was the most kind and loving person I had ever met.

I sighed, "Of course not Esme."

"Yay, chop chop everyone. We need to start packing."

Edward and I made our way to the cottage. It was 2 am. The woods were beautiful in the night. All the colors changed. The moon was out tonight. The clouds had decided to let it show for a while. It illuminated the forest, turning it all to whites, grays, blues and blacks.

We walked, it was slower than a normal walk but faster than a humans. I wanted take in our beautiful cottage. It lay in the beautiful forest. Made of stone and was covered in plants that grew up the side. This was my fairy-tale house. I would miss it dearly. So many memories were held in this place. Few were bad, most were just magically blissful.

I could hear my daughter's quiet breathing and her fluttering heartbeat. I was very glad that I could listen to her heartbeat and it wouldn't cause my mouth to water. Apparently I had been well prepared for this life and human blood didn't appeal to me much. I skipped the whole crazed-newborn stage completely. My record is as clean as Carlisle's, though his self control is still astoundingly more than mine.

Edward held my hand. It was smooth as marble and warm. His honey eyes gazed deeply into mine. They were soft and kind, they flickered.

"What are you thinking?" he asked. He was still frustrated that he couldn't read my thoughts but I wasn't strong enough to hold my shield off my being for long.

I sighed, "I'll miss this place," I gestured to the cottage and then all around me, "I'll miss it all."

"I will too, all the memories." He swept me up into his arms and ran to the bedroom. He laid me carefully on the bed and sat beside me. He smiled and traced over my hands with his smooth fingers.

I sat up and walked towards the closet. Before I was even half way there he had swept me up and sat me down again. "We can pack later on, please, tell me your favourite nights here." His honey eyes smoldered from under his eyelashes. I turned my head to avert my eyes.

"What wrong?" he asked surprised. He held my chin and gently turned my head.

"Dazzled," I answered and held up my hand.

"Ooops, sorry." He chuckled and I smiled. "Please."

"Well, the first night. How about one of yours?"

"The first night as well."

We continued talking for hours about our favorite nights. Why they were our favorites, our favorite things about the cottage and many other topics.

PACKING Bella's point of view

Talking couldn't keep our interest for long. My clothes lay in a pile on the floor. Edwards were in shreds. His reflexes were faster than mine and he could get my clothes off fast without even ripping them. I wasn't as fast as him and my desire for him was much too strong to allow any time wasted. Lucky we never kept average clothes for long. I chuckled.

"What," Edward asked. I kissed him again. It was funny making him wait to know what I was thinking. He growled lowly and I laughed. I pulled the shield from myself letting him read my thoughts. A breath taking smile erupted onto his face.

"Talking about clothing," he said and untangled himself from me and walked to the closet, "We need to pack. I'll suspect everyone else will be starting about now too."

I sighed and looked at the clock. It was 6:30. Renesmee (A.K.A. Nessie) would be waking up soon. She had learned impatience from her Aunt and it would be hard to convince her to move in the first place. If all of her stuff was already in the car it would be hard for her to refuse.

I ran to Edward, grabbed him and pulled him down to my height. It turned out that I wasn't really a newborn at all. For some strange reason I was still strong. My strength only faded slightly over my second year. I wasn't as strong as Emmett now though. That would have been awesome.

"5 more minutes please." I kissed him lightly, just a peck to see if he was really committed to packing right now. He kissed me back. It was light and gentle. He pulled away a few seconds later. I pouted and he laughed. "I'll make it up to you later." He pulled on a pair of jeans and a light green shirt.

I sniffed around in the closet. Alice still tried to get me to wear what she wanted. I definitely wouldn't pack any of the silk cashmere dresses I had in my closet. I found a pair of jeans lighter and grayer than his and a long black shirt with white patterns everywhere across it. This was my favourite shirts; Edward had made it for me on my vampire year mark.

"I like it when you wear that," He said as his white fingers traced the white patterns of my sleeve.

"I like wearing it; it's just a beautiful and unique as you." He smiled and his fingers wrapped around my arm. He bent down to kiss me again but I ran quickly out of his arms and laughed. "You said we had to pack."

He chuckled, "5 more minutes?"

"Nope, you stop me and I stop you." He growled and sprung to where I stood. I quickly dodged and ran in the closet and locked the door.

The room was huge. I had a three travel bags at the top shelf. One was already packed, just in case we needed to run fast. The other two were empty. I ran at top speed. Packing everything I needed and everything I wanted. It wasn't much. Most of the room was filled with flashy dresses that I never wore. Still the two bags were still filled to the brim.

I opened the door. He was waiting arms crossed. I smiled mischievously and offered to take the bags. I pulled them to the opposite side so he couldn't. They might have filled my hands with the handles but they were still very light.

"I was just trying to be a gentleman."

"Well when it comes to strength you don't need to be," I replied. "Speed on the other hand." I handed him the bags. "Go see if they are packing. Be quiet though, we don't want to interrupt their … activities."

Edward smirked and ran off. He was so fast it could have been a blur, but my eyes were quick enough.

I walked quickly into Nessie's room. She was fast asleep. I often wondered how she slept so soundly. Her hearing was very good. I wonder if it was like her abilities. She turned Edward's ability around and could project thoughts. She turned my ability around and no shield – meaning ability shield – could restrict her. Maybe since Edward can't sleep maybe she can sleep through heaps of noise.

Maybe I would ask Edward later. I would need a topic to discuss in the car to our new home. I wondered where we were going. No one had told me yet. Well, we couldn't go out in sunlight so it would have to be a cold place. All of my clothes were for the cold – even though I wouldn't get cold – anyway.

I walked into Nessie's closet. It was almost as big as ours. I started packing things I knew were her favorites. My – I still had trouble with the word, even just thinking it because she grew so fast – daughter was very stubborn. She didn't like things always being done for her and she always had her own way of doing things.

When I packed her things for a holiday once she threw it all out. Only a few things were right, her favorite ones. They had been right then. I just hope I would be right again.

While I was packing and pondering I felt a small gust of wind. Then a pair of arms wrapped around me. I had just finished. I would leave the rest to when she awoke.

I turned to face him, "Don't move." I whispered as quietly as possible. I carefully pushed him while my other hand held him until he was on the floor. "Close your eyes and don't move unless I'm moving you." He smiled and obeyed.

I placed myself over his statue like form. Very slowly I pressed my lips to his and opened his mouth. I carefully slid my tongue along his bottom lip. He started kissing me back. "Don't move I repeated."

I repeated. This time he didn't kiss me back. I waited ten seconds before I repeated it again. I did this three times. On the third, without him noticing I snuck away.

I ran to the house. They were awake. "Quickly, go to the table. Grab some teacups and a kettle with nothing in it and sit. I want to play a joke on Edward."

Emmett was always into practical jokes I played on Edward since I was the only one who could. Everyone arranged themselves like I told them too. It had only been 9 seconds. He should be realizing I'm not there about now.

I lifted my shield around me family. We sat there quietly and pretended to sip the invisible tea. There was a huge grin on Emmett's face. It exposed all his razor sharp teeth. I couldn't help but feel a tiny bit of fear. Jasper smirked as he read my emotions.

Edward was in hearing distance. I started making casual conversation. "So Carlisle, what happened at the hospital when you said you were leaving?"

Before Carlisle answered Edward was at the door. I smiled at him. "I wondered when you'd get here. You missed the whole tea party." We all turned our mugs so Edward could see they were empty.

"I'm sorry," Alice said a fake look of remorse on her face, "all the tea is gone." We all shook our heads and looked down in fake sadness.

"Very funny guys," Edward said.

"What's funny, the tea really is all gone." Alice said a grin on her face.

I winked. Edward started to say something. I threw a cupcake in his open mouth. "But there is still cake left." I laughed as Edward swallowed. Everyone else did too.

No much action yet. But it will, maybe in a lot of chapters to come but it will come eventually.