Katherine sat by one of the bigger windows in the Salvatore Boarding house. Thinking about nothing and everything. She reminisced most of the time, or just replayed the events that led her to this state of total powerlessness . Being a human after so many years of immortality was like watching a tv on mute, she felt unaware of everything. she was insecure too. Katherine knew she should be beautiful and perfect and strong she knew that these things were once her but now what was she? worst of all Katherine felt weak. how could humans even survive without knowing the supernatural world around them. she would spend hours just trying not to cry, because Katherine Pierce didn't cry, Katherine Pierce could fix this. There had to be some way to get out of this.

For days she had been plotting how to get her power back, even if she did get turned she wouldn't be as strong as she once was and she would have to re adjust to try to control herself. If it even worked who knows if she would even survive, you have to die to come back as a vampire. It was what Bonnie Bennett had said that had kept her going. There had to be a way to get true immortality. some other witch had to know. Bonnie's mother was still out there, she could know something, or one of the other witches Katherine had known, if there was a way to get true immortality Katherine would find it. She just needed for Bonnie to come back from wherever Jeremy had said she'd gone. Katherine had stopped listening after he said she wasn't here.

Jeremy was another problem Katherine had. Elena's little brother had taken residence in the largest guest room of the Salvatore house. Leaving her with the less big room with the smaller bathroom. Luckly he didn't try to talk to her and Damon left her alone, thanks to Elena. That girl got everything. from Damon to her little brother back. She didn't have Stefan around to make her perfect summer with Damon awkward and she got to be a perfect vampire.

Elijah had been the one good thing Katherine thought she could get out of this being human thing, but he hadn't called her back once. As far as Katherine was concerned nothing could get any worse, she was just happy to be alive for the moment.

AN: things aren't looking good for Katherine so far but she knows how to take care of herself, I know it's weird that I'm posting just before school starting but I have everything mapped out so I think that I'll be able to post at least once a week. So thank you soo much for reading it would mean a lot if you could review and critic me or anything(: