I will always love you

Katniss POV:

I step into the cool night breeze, hoping that it would take my mind of my latest nightmare.
I remember being strapped to a post, and President Snow telling me that I had 5 minutes
to save Peeta, who was in front of me in the same situation as me but had an arrow pointing
to him from the other side of the room.

"In five minutes that arrow will shoot straight into Peeta's stomach, and if you don't find a way
to get to him before that time is up, well you know what will happen."

"You can't do this Snow; I will save him one way or another."
"No Katniss I don't want u to get hurt."

I remember desperately trying to break the rope restraining my hands.
"30 seconds Katniss"

SNAP

I'm running to Peeta and actually am able to untie the rope around him when
I hear the arrow being released; I shield Peeta with my body and receive the excruciating pain
of the arrow in my stomach!
I see Peeta cradling me in his arms, and hear him begging me not to go.
But then I wake up.

It felt so real; I could feel the impact of the arrow.
After a little while I lay myself on the ground near Peeta's house, freezing cold and wet from the down pour, I don't care though, I feel so weak I haven't eaten in days or slept. I just feel so lonely, my mother and Prim are in District 4, living with Annie and Finnick.

Gale has joined the army, and never visits me. Haymitch is Haymitch!
And I haven't seen Peeta in so long; I really think I have lost the boy with the bread.
All his memories have returned but our friendship has drifted apart. I wish I could see him.
I miss his perfect face and charming smile. I'd give anything to see that smile again.

Thinking about him leads me to slowly drift off into a peaceful slumber in the now pelting rain.

Peeta's POV:

I can't sleep, I keep dreaming about Katniss and how much she hates me,
although she has never said it I'm pretty sure it's true. Ever since I tried to
strangle her back in District 13, any future we could have had together has probably burst
into flames.
I'm so angry with myself for what I did. I would never ever dream of hurting Katniss.
I've loved her ever since I had laid eyes on her, the first day of school when my dad pointed her out and told me the story of how he wanted to marry her mom, but she married a Coal miner instead. When we were in assembly later that day the teacher asked who knew the valley song, and her hand shot strait up. Her voice was so clear and beautiful, I swear all the birds outside stopped and listened, just like what my father said happens when katniss's dad sings.

I can recall the moment in our 1st hunger games when she looked after me in that cave.
I'm so grateful, she could have just left me to die and win on her own, but instead she chose to team
up with me so we could win together.

Those few nights in the cave were the best nights of my life, because I got too spend time with
Katniss and learn that she isn't as stubborn as everyone thinks. I knew all along that under that strong determined face was a kind caring person. And being in the Hunger games with her I found out that I was right.

I miss her a lot, I wish I could see her, But I know that having a visit from me would be the last thing on her list.
But I have to see her. I have to tell her that I need her in my life, even if it means just being friends.

I nervously run downstairs to grab my coat and leave my house.

It's pouring outside so I hurry over to her house which is only a few feet away from my home in the victor's village.

I knock on the door for what seems like forever in the freezing weather, but finally give up and slowly walk back until something catches my eye. A dark braid hidden in the storm, I realise that that can only be one person.

"Katniss!"