Hi! This a one shot set in the part of chapter 81 *most awsome chap ever* after Yuki has that fight with with Kaname, so obviously this has spoilers. Okay I hope you like it. Im not sure if its good so please tell me. OK here goes!
He's the man who did so much to me. Why do you still cling on to him so…?
Cold metal. The first thing I saw, thoughts buzzed round my head like angry wasps on a sticky summer's day.
"Zero wouldn't reprimand me like this." I whispered. Angry violet eyes bore into mine with hurt and hatred, as if wanting an answer, still the words buzzed in my head.
"He's the man who did so much to me. Why do you still cling to him so…?"
Nothing made sense anymore. What had just happened? Did I just… It was just an illusion… But you were still going to kill him… Was I?... No!
How could I kill him? He was my beginning, he would be my ending. We were going to go on a journey together, that's what he said. Was he lying? No. He is mine, he would never hurt me. All his life he has protected me, all my life he has been there, and now that he's gone I can't go on, my life is meaningless without him, I need him, but have to prove that I can survive.
When I see him I have the urge to just run into his arms and let him take me away, just make me forget, let him do what he wants with me, he can leave me to die, torture me even, but as long as I have him there with me, I will smile and laugh till my dyeing breath. But then, I also want stab him in the back, scream and shout to the heavens, make him realise what he's done to my very soul, I want to destroy him.
And then there's this man, he who has always been there, he who has lost so much, but received so little, in the end I could not save him, if anything I killed him, crushed him, teased him, made him my own, I act like im helping, but in actual fact I am hurting him. I am indeed a foul being.
We are monsters. That's what my brother told me. And I now know the truth. We are rotten creatures who only act on instincts. We are animals. We do not deserve love. We hurt the ones we care for and push away the people we need. I will never abandon you; I will search for you till the end of time. Even if you hate me, I will have you, I will have my Kaname back.
I lie still and wait for my fate.
I'll see you soon brother
So did you like it? I hope I did Yuki justice, shes such a diverse character, I wasn't sure whever I should add more or just keep it how it is. Is there any parts of vampire knight you'd like me to do? If so tell me?
Have you seen chapter 82? AMAZING, Vampire Knight is becoming so goooood! Agh! I need more! When you see it, you're like, well why havn't they made a new anime? The manga is so much better, but I still want it to come alive! Anyway please R&R