A/N: This should be a bunch of Alec/Simon and maybe a few Alec/Jace or Simon/Jace one-shots… I hope you enjoy them and leave a review!
UPDATE: This chapter and chapter two have been edited by my Beta icaughtkira, ooh- it's fun saying those words, a truck-load of thanks to her!
As Simon walked up the corridor of the institute he caught the faint whimpers coming from a door to his right. He knocked softly on the door and when the only reply he got was a soft gasp he slowly opened it. Alec was seated on his bed; knees brought up to his chest, face staring blankly at Simon, a fresh tear rolling down his cheek. He quickly wiped it away.
"What's wrong Alec?" Simon asked gently.
"Nothing, you wouldn't understand." replied Alec sniffing slightly.
Simon walked swiftly towards the bed and sat down on his knees grasping Alec's shoulder for support.
"There is a lot I wouldn't understand, but how are you supposed to know, and how am I supposed to help unless you tell me what's wrong?" he asked.
Alec let his head fall down in between his knees and a soft mumble escaped his lips.
"What?" Simon hadn't quite heard.
"I love him." Alec said flatly, "I love him and he doesn't love me. He'll never love me."
"Alec… are you talking about Jace?"
"No, Simon, I'm talking about Hodge, yes I'm talking about Jace."
"Oh, Alec, he does love you, just as a brother and if you truly loved him then that should be enough for you, and whatever makes him happy, should make you happy for him."
Alec fisted the sheets. "Simon, it's not that easy. I've loved him since we were 12 years old. I can't get him out of my head, no matter how hard I try to be happy for him I still feel like I should be the one in his arms, I've been the one there for him all this time… not her."
"I know how you feel; I've been her best friend for almost our entire lives… I felt the same way about her as you do about Jace. I loved her. I wanted her. But I got over it. I've realized that since I really do love her, more than anyone I've ever known. I owe her her happiness. I need to move on, and you do too."
"I don't know if I can Simon, he's all I've ever known. Him and my family. God, he is my family."
"Which probably makes it even harder."
"Simon?"
"Yeah?"
"How did you do it?"
"Do what?"
"Get over her?"
"Well like I said I realized that if I truly loved her I owed her. I also realized that there are always other people out there. I may be in love with Clary, but there is no such thing as One True Love. You can be in love with more than one person… It's just a matter of finding out who that person is." Simon tried to reassure him.
Alec looked into his eyes and Simon stared directly back into them. He felt as though he could get lost in the depths of his crystal blue eyes. A single tear rolled from Alec's right eye, breaking Simon from his reverie. Instinctively he reached out and brushed the tear from his face, cupping his cheek in his palm.
"You'll find someone else Alec. Someone who cares about you just as much as I do."
It took Simon a couple seconds to realize exactly what he had just blurted out and that he was still cupping Alec's cheek. As he jerked his hand away Alec reached out with his own hand and grabbed his wrist.
"What did you just say?"
"Nothing Alec, just forget it."
"No, say it again."
"You'll find someone else Alec."
"Not that part Mundie."
"Oh….Alec I really should be going."
"Simon."
"All right… you'll find someone, someone who cares about you… just as much as I do."
Another tear fell from Alec's eye.
"I really hope you mean that Simon, it means the world to me."
"Of course I mean it Alec. You and you're sister have become a huge part of my life."
"Oh, her too."
"Yes… her too… but there's something different about you. You're special Alec. You're Intelligent and reserved, strong both physically and mentally, brave and gentle. You could stab a demon in the back any day you wanted, but you wouldn't hurt a fly. You would never hurt me, and I would never hurt you."
As Simon rambled on about Alec, he realized that Alec was slowly bringing his hand ever closer to his perfect lips.
"I love you, Alec."Simon finally admitted. "I have for a while."
As his final words slipped from his lips he felt those of Alec form the perfect kiss on the back of his hand. The electricity that flowed from his hand up his arm and to the neurons in his brain caused him to immediately jolt forward, pressing himself to Alec's muscular yet lean form. As his lips connected with Alec's the world turned to bliss and all that mattered was the two perfect protuberances of flesh that rolled smoothly between his own. As Alec rolled them over so that he was laying with his hips perfectly pressed into Simon's he began to push at his teeth with his tongue. Simon quickly granted entrance and their tongues began dancing the samba. Fast and careless all that mattered was dominance and who would achieve it. As soon as Simon gave up the fight the music changed and the Waltz began. With the slowly languid movement of tongue on tongue and hand on hip the two boys remained content for an extended period of time. As Simon began to take control once more he pushed his hips up into Alec's grinding against him with almost ferocious force. A guttural moan escaped Alec's throat which only made Simon more excited. They continued to grind into one another more and more forcefully, trying to achieve the extent of pleasure. Alec brought his hands under the hem of Simon's shirt and quickly pulled it over his head, braking the contact of their mouths for only a second, and Simon soon followed by tugging Alec's sweater over his head. As both boys lay shirtless Alec ran his hands over Simon's chest, and Simon ran his over the smooth, yet defined, muscles of Alec's abdomen.
"Oh God Alec I need you to touch me!" said Simon.
As Alec reached down and began to unzip Simon's pants, Simon did the same to Alec's. As soon as both boys had rid themselves of pants and boxers they began to stroke each other fast and hard until all sense of rhythm was lost. Simon was approaching climax swiftly and began to moan louder and louder.
"Oh god Alec, come with me!"
"I'm there, I'm there with you!"
"Oh" Simon gasped and shuddered in climax.
"Oh, GOD!" Alec cried out a moment later
As both boys came they cried their declarations of devotion.
"I love you, Alec" Simon breathed, contentedly playing with a wisp of Alec's dark hair.
"Oh god, I love you too, Jace."
A/N: There is no way that I could end all of these this depressingly. R/R!