3.1415926535
most people
don't know
more than
the first
three digits
.
you know many many more
not from necessity
but because
it's calming
.
reciting each digit
of an ongoing number
it's a constant
in the chaos
.
coping mechanisms
are what got you this far
helped keep some panic
at bay
.
not a perfect system
but close enough
only a six point four
chance at failure
.
better than the rest
by far
yet the fears
they still rule you
.
you try to be better
but they come back
ten fold
to tear you apart
.
no one understands
this is how
your brain
works
.
the tradeoff
for being a human calculator
is living in constant
fear
.
but hey
let's push around the big guy
make his fears
invalid
.
they should know
it's perfectly valid
besides
you're working on it
.
pi and the scaredy squirrel, who would've thought
happy pi day
