Title: Neva Gonna Get It
Author: Missy
Email: missy1579@hotmail.com
Rating: PG-13 (more to be safe than anything)
Classification: romance/humor
Pairings: Draco/Ginny later on
Spoilers: Books 1-5 and such...
Disclaimers: *sniffles* I own nothing...wish I did, but I don't, which means that everything belongs to J.K Rowling and Warner Brothers and w/e else signed to the books so don't sue me! I own the plot and any characters my odd little mind decides to put in
Summary: Ginny has reached an all time low and is at the beginning of depression. She puts on an act to hide it all, but has fooled every one, but Draco. He knows because the cause of it...is him. To each get back at each other, both become a couple with some one else. And their plans aren't working.
'.....so this is what is feels like.....this is depression I guess.....nothing is ever going to make me happy again. But why?..... Why does my heart fell like it was smashed into a million pieces and as I'm trying to put it back together, I realize that I'm hurting more than I would be if i were to just leave the pieces where they are? - but I know the answer. It's him.'
The weather was very unlikely for early June. Rain poured down the sides and arches of the castle. Every once in a while a clap of thunder would sound and a flash of lighting followed a few seconds later.
Virginia Weasley looked down at the latest entry in her journal. She had filled the pages with poems, songs and poured-out feelings into the little book. She was never much of a writer....but her feelings, now, were so immense she needed an outlet for them.
She closed the book and got up from the windowsill of her dormitory. It was Saturday, and lunchtime she remembered as her stomach gave a growl. She took her book and hid it in a little compartment on top of her four-poster bed. No one had read her journal and she wasn't planning on any one reading it either.
She looked at herself in the mirror on the opposite wall. Her red hair was pulled back into a messy bun at the nap of her neck. She had no make-up on except for the lip-gloss she had put on when she awoke this morning to moisten her lips and keep them from cracking as they did in this weather.
She was hungry...which meant that she needed to get out of this room. Which meant that she had to hear the lecture from her brother again. Which meant that she would have to see his face. It also meant that she had to put on the 'act' again.
No one knew about Ginny's sorrow. She kept it inside her, well except for her little book. She made every one think that she was happy and that nothing was wrong with her. Nothing at all. She was perfectly fine and not the slightest bit unhappy with her life.....but it was an act.
Ginny opened her closet and took out a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. She combed out her hair and put on some make up so at least people could bare the sight of her.
She grabbed her robe at set off for the Great Hall.
*
Ginny thought she had every one fooled. That she had everyone thinking she was as happy as ever. But she fooled everyone but one.
Draco Malfoy scanned the Great Hall once more for her. It was one of the very few times that he ever saw her. He knew he shouldn't be worried about her, dammit! it was out right ludicrous, but he was.
He knew something was wrong when he first locked eyes with her at Hogsmeade Station right before he went into the carriage.
He knew what was wrong, because what ever was wrong with her was exactly what was wrong with him.
He than saw her enter the Great Hall. She went to the end of Gryffindor table and sat with the trio.
They greeted her and then went back to eating and talking among themselves. She gave them a smile, which was purely fake and sat down and began to eat as well.
Her brother had then started talking to her. She obviously wasn't enjoying it at all. She in some way or another told him to leave her alone and let her eat.
She returned her eyes to her plate and then looked at himself.
At once he darted his eyes away from her and down to his plate.
"You gunna eat that?" asked Goyle from his left pointing at his plate.
"No" Draco replied and pushed his plate towards him and looked up and her again.
But she was gone. He then glimpsed her leaving the Great Hall. His heart fell to his feet. He didn't know why that always happened but it did.
He got up as well and left the Great Hall.
*
It was a Saturday, so everyone could do as they pleased. Ginny didn't know what she wanted to do. She went out to the castle grounds.
She was keeping that promise. She thought as she walked through the pouring rain. Almost at once her clothes were saturated.
She wasn't going to open that door that should have never been opened between her and him That key is going to be buried and never going to be found as long as she could help it.
Ginny had stopped in front of the lake and sat down at its shore and stared blankly into its dark blue waters trying to think about nothing......
*
Draco had decided to go to the Astronomy Tower. There was nothing to do really, on this nasty Saturday afternoon.
As he rounded the corner to the stairs and collided into someone he didn't want to, at the moment, talk too.
Blaise. She had been following him since he had gotten back from the trip.
"I'm not in the mood for you" he said, the bitterness in his voice clearly audible. He extended his hand to help her up. She took it.
"Well, I'm sorry. For your information you bumped into me. But I'll forgive you" she said, her tone sweet and acid at the same time.
"Like I asked for it." he retorted looking to see if anyone was around to save him from her.
"Anyway...I'm glad I bumped into you." she said cheerfully
"Oh really, and why is that?" he asked not wanting to know that answer.
"You know the dance we're having at the end of the year right?" she said enthusiastically.
Oh know.
"Well...I was wondering if you wanted to be my date!" she said as though it were a privilege.
He gave her a shred smile as to tell her 'when hell freezes over'. But she took the smile as a yes and flung herself on him and kissing him on the cheek.
He was flabbergasted.
"Oh and that means we should go out to!! Oh yes. Your the best Draco" she said and planted him a kiss on the mouth and ran off in the opposite direction.
"Oh wonderful" he said to himself as he walked up the stairs to the Astronomy tower. "we'll be known as a couple in a matter of 5 minutes"
He looked out of the window and saw a familiar figure at the shore of the lake. It was Ginny. In the pouring rain no less. There was something deeply wrong with her - and he was guessing that he had done it to her.....him.
++++++++++++ A/N: short...yes I know, but more to come. I'm sure you are all just dieing to know who Ginny ends up with. And also I would like to make this clear now: The character Blaise is never genderdized (my word lol), In other words is never told in J.K Rowlings books if Blaise is a female or male. So I used Blaise as a female because I just shudder at the thought of Pansy and Draco together. Sorry to those fans out there who are D/P. Luv/Missy
Author: Missy
Email: missy1579@hotmail.com
Rating: PG-13 (more to be safe than anything)
Classification: romance/humor
Pairings: Draco/Ginny later on
Spoilers: Books 1-5 and such...
Disclaimers: *sniffles* I own nothing...wish I did, but I don't, which means that everything belongs to J.K Rowling and Warner Brothers and w/e else signed to the books so don't sue me! I own the plot and any characters my odd little mind decides to put in
Summary: Ginny has reached an all time low and is at the beginning of depression. She puts on an act to hide it all, but has fooled every one, but Draco. He knows because the cause of it...is him. To each get back at each other, both become a couple with some one else. And their plans aren't working.
'.....so this is what is feels like.....this is depression I guess.....nothing is ever going to make me happy again. But why?..... Why does my heart fell like it was smashed into a million pieces and as I'm trying to put it back together, I realize that I'm hurting more than I would be if i were to just leave the pieces where they are? - but I know the answer. It's him.'
The weather was very unlikely for early June. Rain poured down the sides and arches of the castle. Every once in a while a clap of thunder would sound and a flash of lighting followed a few seconds later.
Virginia Weasley looked down at the latest entry in her journal. She had filled the pages with poems, songs and poured-out feelings into the little book. She was never much of a writer....but her feelings, now, were so immense she needed an outlet for them.
She closed the book and got up from the windowsill of her dormitory. It was Saturday, and lunchtime she remembered as her stomach gave a growl. She took her book and hid it in a little compartment on top of her four-poster bed. No one had read her journal and she wasn't planning on any one reading it either.
She looked at herself in the mirror on the opposite wall. Her red hair was pulled back into a messy bun at the nap of her neck. She had no make-up on except for the lip-gloss she had put on when she awoke this morning to moisten her lips and keep them from cracking as they did in this weather.
She was hungry...which meant that she needed to get out of this room. Which meant that she had to hear the lecture from her brother again. Which meant that she would have to see his face. It also meant that she had to put on the 'act' again.
No one knew about Ginny's sorrow. She kept it inside her, well except for her little book. She made every one think that she was happy and that nothing was wrong with her. Nothing at all. She was perfectly fine and not the slightest bit unhappy with her life.....but it was an act.
Ginny opened her closet and took out a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. She combed out her hair and put on some make up so at least people could bare the sight of her.
She grabbed her robe at set off for the Great Hall.
*
Ginny thought she had every one fooled. That she had everyone thinking she was as happy as ever. But she fooled everyone but one.
Draco Malfoy scanned the Great Hall once more for her. It was one of the very few times that he ever saw her. He knew he shouldn't be worried about her, dammit! it was out right ludicrous, but he was.
He knew something was wrong when he first locked eyes with her at Hogsmeade Station right before he went into the carriage.
He knew what was wrong, because what ever was wrong with her was exactly what was wrong with him.
He than saw her enter the Great Hall. She went to the end of Gryffindor table and sat with the trio.
They greeted her and then went back to eating and talking among themselves. She gave them a smile, which was purely fake and sat down and began to eat as well.
Her brother had then started talking to her. She obviously wasn't enjoying it at all. She in some way or another told him to leave her alone and let her eat.
She returned her eyes to her plate and then looked at himself.
At once he darted his eyes away from her and down to his plate.
"You gunna eat that?" asked Goyle from his left pointing at his plate.
"No" Draco replied and pushed his plate towards him and looked up and her again.
But she was gone. He then glimpsed her leaving the Great Hall. His heart fell to his feet. He didn't know why that always happened but it did.
He got up as well and left the Great Hall.
*
It was a Saturday, so everyone could do as they pleased. Ginny didn't know what she wanted to do. She went out to the castle grounds.
She was keeping that promise. She thought as she walked through the pouring rain. Almost at once her clothes were saturated.
She wasn't going to open that door that should have never been opened between her and him That key is going to be buried and never going to be found as long as she could help it.
Ginny had stopped in front of the lake and sat down at its shore and stared blankly into its dark blue waters trying to think about nothing......
*
Draco had decided to go to the Astronomy Tower. There was nothing to do really, on this nasty Saturday afternoon.
As he rounded the corner to the stairs and collided into someone he didn't want to, at the moment, talk too.
Blaise. She had been following him since he had gotten back from the trip.
"I'm not in the mood for you" he said, the bitterness in his voice clearly audible. He extended his hand to help her up. She took it.
"Well, I'm sorry. For your information you bumped into me. But I'll forgive you" she said, her tone sweet and acid at the same time.
"Like I asked for it." he retorted looking to see if anyone was around to save him from her.
"Anyway...I'm glad I bumped into you." she said cheerfully
"Oh really, and why is that?" he asked not wanting to know that answer.
"You know the dance we're having at the end of the year right?" she said enthusiastically.
Oh know.
"Well...I was wondering if you wanted to be my date!" she said as though it were a privilege.
He gave her a shred smile as to tell her 'when hell freezes over'. But she took the smile as a yes and flung herself on him and kissing him on the cheek.
He was flabbergasted.
"Oh and that means we should go out to!! Oh yes. Your the best Draco" she said and planted him a kiss on the mouth and ran off in the opposite direction.
"Oh wonderful" he said to himself as he walked up the stairs to the Astronomy tower. "we'll be known as a couple in a matter of 5 minutes"
He looked out of the window and saw a familiar figure at the shore of the lake. It was Ginny. In the pouring rain no less. There was something deeply wrong with her - and he was guessing that he had done it to her.....him.
++++++++++++ A/N: short...yes I know, but more to come. I'm sure you are all just dieing to know who Ginny ends up with. And also I would like to make this clear now: The character Blaise is never genderdized (my word lol), In other words is never told in J.K Rowlings books if Blaise is a female or male. So I used Blaise as a female because I just shudder at the thought of Pansy and Draco together. Sorry to those fans out there who are D/P. Luv/Missy