Fail fic is fail. By the way.

Story: Part One

He sighs, she ask him again, yesterday, and can't help but think about it. She always asks from time to time.

Do I look alright? Do I, Haru?

Knock Knock

His black hair covers his face, he glares at the door, and grumbles.

With a muffle, "Come in," he falls onto his bed. He stuffs his face into his pillow, he hears the door shut and feels another body sitting next to him.

He takes a peek, and as he guesses correctly, it's her. He feels his heart hurt a little, while tears prick at his eyes. He holds everything back.

"Are you alright Jasper?" her voice is curious and sweet. "You haven't been eating with everyone else lately."

"A-ah, Haru everything alright, just wanted to sleep a little more lately." he smiles, like the fool he is.

With a smile back, wide and adorable, in his own opinion. Dark brown hair swishing as she walks out his room. The twenty-six year old flips onto his back, bright blue eyes glaring at the ceiling.

"Now, how can we become friends just like before?" he whispers, he chuckles. "If only I had a reset button, then maybe I'll be able to let go of the person who's always in front of me." Dozing off he whispers one thing, "Maybe."

-

"Jasper!" she's running, he turns to leave, quickly. "M-my heart is aching for you too." she's hugging his arm, tight.

Blue eyes stare into her brown ones.

"Really, like me?" he brushes her hair from her face. "Tell me."

-

Aching? No. That's not how he feels. He isn't aching he's searching, wondering why she hasn't talk to him now. Wondering why she couldn't just tell him, how she felt.

His heart stops and he can't breathe. His wounds don't heal, only patched up with fabric for those empty holes. He's regretful, that he had told her his feelings. Now he's only here with tears in his eyes, leaving without a trace. If only he knew she left with tears too. Reset my love life again, please? Let me hope to trip upon, and find a handy reset button?

-

By any chance do you still go there? Where we first met, to think of me, like I to you? When I think like this my heart beats so quick, that maybe you feel it. I love you! I love you, I promise to hold tight. Please, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, come back to me! I wish I was able to press rewind. So I can go back to where we first bumped into each other.

I guess, we'll never be the same, maybe, possibly if you're smiling for me, you'll come back. You, Haru, I can't forget. Should I leave you? For your sake? Forgive me, I can't do it, 'cause I can't forget you, because I only see you, and only you.

[EXTRA?]

Maybe, just maybe, I do love you. I think about you Jasper just like I am now. Forgive me, but I can't go back to somewhere, to a place I do not belong, somewhere that doesn't pass by my route. I won't know where I'm going. But right now, I see everything, the future and beyond. Maybe someday, I love you enough, to never leave. But where I'm headed isn't that way.

For now, can I just ask you, about how you feel and if you're alright? That would mean dearly to me.