Part One-
I'll try and keep you sane
The Illusion: Prologue
Pull me apart. Bit by Bit, go on, I know you want to. Tear my soul, my heart in too. I am your illusion, sometimes I'm there. Sometimes I am not. It's all up to you; you can choose to see me. You can choose to ignore who I am. As long as I am on your mind, at least, some of the time, I don't mind At least it lets you know that I am real. Illusion. What appropriate wording for me.
Pull me out of a magician's hat. I could be your magical assistant, please, let me be your assistant. I can only hope to be, I know… I am not your first priority. You are your only, no one else matters. Are you going to let me in ice-queen? Probably not, I can only hope. But then again, hope is an illusion of the mind. Please, I am not your disappearing act... I refuse to be… this time I will not be your puppet. Let me in. Please, I beg to no longer wish to be a discontinuous part of your reality. Make me real.