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Alex's P.O.V.

See I can't live without my heart, Took it when you left.

I sat in my living room waiting for 9pm. Tonight she would make her debut on WWE. I knew I was the reason she left TNA. Hell, the whole damn roster knew it. I turned on the T.V. She was on at 10 but they where to show some promos of her through out the show. Seeing her promos is the only way I would see her.

Shortly after leaving she changed her number. A few guys had her number but none wanted me near her. The knockouts wouldn't even look at me. My life began to crumble when she left. It happen so suddenly, it was over for me. I never got a chance to explain on how wrong and stupid I was.

We got into a huge fight after my match in my locker room. I was angry that I lost and through out the match she kept talking to a fan and I let all that out on her.

*_*_*_*Flashback*_*_*_*

"Who was that?" I spat at her as soon as she closed the door.

"Who?" She asked confusion written all over her face.

"The mother fucker you're probably sleeping with!" I yelled in her face.

"The fan?...I was just talking." She pushed me back.

"How the fuck did I get you in my bed?" Smack! She slapped me right across the face. I grabbed her wrist.

"Why do you always think I'm cheating on you?!" She yelled trying to pull away.

"Because I did in the beginning of this relationship and now I'm afraid to lose you." She stood there stunned. The words just slipped out. No one was suppose to know that, it was a secret I was planning on keeping to the grave.

"Wha-what?" The tears were in her eyes. How I wish I could take back those words.

"With who?" She yelled at me pulling away from me. I looked down knowing if I told her it would kill her.

"Ella." I looked up at her. Smack! She slapped me again, this time it hurt me more.

"Let me-" I tried to talk but she cut me off.

"Just stay the hell way from me." She yelled with so much venom in her tone. She left my locker room in tears.

*_*_*_*Flashback Ends*_*_*_*

I never thought I would see the day when my heart stopped beating. That was the last day I saw her. When I went to look for her everyone told me she was gone. I called and left her voice mails but she never returned one. I knew I fucked up big time. When I went to her hotel room they told me she checked out. A few days later Jeff told me she was released. I planned to go up to New York City where she lived but Chris told me to give her space. I called her 2 days later just to find her phone disconnected. My heart couldn't take the pain as the farther she got away.

Ella, was her best friend here in TNA. She was the one who introduced us. In the beginning of our relationship it was a bit shaky. Jasmine didn't like going out so she would stay in. I was out at the bar and I got too drunk. There was someone next to me telling me to stop. I left the bar with the person and I woke up naked with her in the same bed. We promise never to talked about this. We both regretted it and didn't want to hurt her.

No one knew I cheated with Ella. I'm taking all the blame and hate for all it since it was my fault. Everything was my fault. I learned how to deal with her not being by my side. I sometime felt like a living zombie. I just breathe and ate since I needed but my heart was taken away. No one can take this pain away.

The only reason I knew she was now on WWE was Evan. He called me once saying he found her. She was doing house shows for Raw. He kept me informed about her. From what I hear she's still the same. When she talks to Evan she doesn't talk about me. That killed me, knowing she didn't want anything to do with me. But it did help me a bit getting information on her.

Her music began playing, a flute began playing and then the beat came on. A few seconds later she came. She looked so beautiful like always. The crowd was going crazy. She stopped to blow kisses and she swayed her hips. Her straight hair is now slightly wavy. She was smiling brightly, I missed that smile.

"The newest diva on Raw, Jasmine." Micheal commented.

She walked to the right side of the ring giving high fives to the crowd. She stopped in front of a guy in the middle and kissed his cheek. My mouth dropped. Who was that? Why didn't Evan tell me?

"That's one lucky fan." said Jerry.

She climbed onto the ring. Instead of going right in, she swayed her hips again shaking her butt in front of the crowd. Then came the unthinkable, she did a split going into the ring. Anger and jealously filled through me. She would have never done that in TNA. She climbed one of the ring post and raised her arms. Her smile got even bigger as the crowd's cheer got louder.

"And her opponent being accompanied by Legacy, Taylor." said Lillian.

A small blonde walked down the ramp. I knew Jasmine could take her, only problem was those two guys around her. As soon as the bell rung Taylor went at Jasmine.

Jasmine was dominated most of the match. The only time Taylor would get Jasmine is when Legacy would interfere.

Jasmine kicked Taylor in the stomach and placed her arm behind Taylor. Jasmine bend down a bit.

"She did it." I said out loud.

Jasmine did a standing moonsault side slam. She went for the pin. She always wanted to do that and she finally did it.

"1,2,3." The bell rang and her theme song played. She held on to her ribs as she stood up. She slid out from the ring and waved to the fans as she walked away.

As soon as she wasn't in sight. I couldn't help but reminisce the time we shared. Just me and her. I didn't think it was possible someone would take your soul. I could do anything to feel her, touch her, and hold her again.

I closed my eyes to remember the memories. That's how I would fall asleep , her on my mind.

"I promise I'll get you back." I mumbled before I completely fall asleep.