My first TVD (a show in which i do not own) fict i'm going through with! Hope you guy's (read it) like it!

"For fuck sakes Phil" I spat out the curse like an angry prayer as I tumbled out the bed.

"That's still Miss D to you and its almost 7:30, time to pay the piper kid" She regards me with those fiece icey eyes that sunk the Titanic, before turning on her heel.

Anxious to return to her A.M routine of guzzling dark coffee spiked with vodka, I'm sure of it. I sit dazed for a moment and think about the dream I was having before hurricane Phil decided to push me out of I can remember is chasing someone so hard my lungs wanted to burst out of my body and this brilliant shade of maybe it was something like emerald. I look around the little box of a room I had called mine up untill today and cursed again. New day new shit to put up with might as well get started.

I shiver stepping out of the shower, reaching for clothes but they weren't there. Going to my room to find my worn out leathercase I found the pristine ruby red blazer with an overly starched stripped tie

"What's the pissed off face for, sad to be leaving our humble aboad here?" Phil said lingering in the door way. I was so busy with trying not to like a douchebag in this stupid uniform I didn't hear her walk up.

"Get a move on it! If you're late your parole officer might decide another stunt in juvie will do more good than some fancy boarding school." She yelled with a sour tinge of resement in her voice.

She points to the towel at my waist

"I have told you countless times not to use my good towels they're for guest!" She stomps over to me and pulls the towel off "accidentally" groping my man hood in the process. I catch a big whiff of acrid vodka coming off of her thinning sandy blonde hair.

"You could of just asked." The steel in my voice cutting through her stupor like a razor blade.

She looks me in the eye before saying "I have no idea what you mean but you have ten minutes to have all your things out of my house." She throws me one more longing look before walking out with my towel.

Felicity Dries is many things. A pharmacists, alcoholic, and a bitch. For the past 3 years she was my legal guardian. Nothing of a mother. I never expected her to be so its not like I'm dissapointed. I throw my douchey uniform on and head to the medicine cabinet to give myself a little parting gift.

I stuff four Orange bottles in my bag making sure one of them read Oxycodin.

"About time, there's an officer from spence falls waiting in the lobby to accompany you." Phil says waiting by the door for me.

"So I guess this is bye Jeremy." She suddenly hugs me and places some rolled up bills in my hands. I look at the money and her in shock and try to feel some warmth towards her. However when I think about those nights she claimed to have forgotten I know there is nothing warm or maternal about her at all.

"Yeah, bye Phil." She displays a tight smile as I walk out

"Miss D." I hear her say behind me.

When I reach the lobby a young officer with copper hair greets me with a friendly smile.

"I'm deputy Salvatore and I will be the officer escorting you to your new home."

"Yeah I kind of figured with the whole deputy dog outfit, but whatever let's get this over with small town" he eyed me unphased.

"I heard you had a mouth on you but that's fine by me we don't have to talk or if you think you can be civil we can, but if you feel the need to step out of line I have a nightstick and orders to send your ass on the next greyhound headed towards forwood Juvenile delinquent facility."

His voice is the type of calm I associate with patient parents and those unrealisticly smart mass murderers. I shrug because there is really not much left to say. The bus ride takes over four hours, when we finally arrive in Spence Falls it's not a second too late because i'm about to lose it.

"Why do you keep staring at me?! listen i'm flattered but i'm pretty sure i'm straight and if i wasn't i'm more than sure you wouldn't be my type." He smirked and raised one of his polished eyebrows.

"Trust me the feelings mutual, Just wondering to myself how a kid, such as yourself, gets mixed up so deeply in things"

I don't answer him. I don't honestly know the answer. Life led me to her and I would've done anything for her. No sch that, I did anything for her. I have no excuses, no apologies, no way back.
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"Bonnie! I thought you were headed back to your room?" Shit. I was caught.

"Ummm yeah.. .hey babe! I was and then I… I remembered I left my bag in the lobby"

"What no you didn't, I saw you when you headed out with it." Okay. I was definitley caught.

Matt stepped closer to me. I could smell the Dolce & Gabanna cologne he was wearing mixed with a scent i could only describe as "Matt"' as he stared me down with cobalt blue eyes so deep i thought i would fall into them, but i just stood there shivering instead.

"What are you hiding Bonnie?"

"I …" I couldn't get any words out before he grabbed me around the waist and started tickling me

"Okay! Okay stop!… I need air!"

"Tell me the truth and i'll stop Bon" He threatened grinning.

"Alright! I was doing birthday stuff for you but that's all you're going to get out of me"

"Awww babe I told you I didn't want anything." He mimicked me before sweetly kissing me.

" This is a dormitory not a brothel, I suggest you find somewhere else to have this puppy love fest!" Professor Salvatore, or Damon as he allowed us to call him, barked at us bringing me back down to earth.

"Yes, Sir" We answered in unision.

"We were just headed back to the lobby" Matt said grabbing my hand. We didn't get very far down the colorful poster splattered hallway before Damon called out

"Oh and I've never seen you in your cheerleading uniform before but i must say, there is nothing as nice as seeing students with a little school spirit" He winked at me, and walked off in a flash of teeth. A blush spread across my face.

I looked up at Matt who's eye's had become an even darker shade of blue as he grabbed me tightly by the arm.

"Birthday stuff, huh! That's what you call Birthday stuff?!" He said heatedly almost dragging me down the hall.

"Matt! What?! No, I didn't even know he was up here. I-"

"Bonnie! Matt! There you are!" Elena and Caroline called as they came from the other end of the hallway.

Matt loosened his grip on my arm. "Hey girls, Whats up?" He said as the 100 watt smile on his face returned and I rubbed my throbbing arm, positive he left a mark.

"Is everything okay? Are we interrupting something?" Caroline asked looking concerned.

"Yeah everything's fine." I reassured them. "You guys look like someone mixed crack in your espressos, what are you up to?" I plastered my best smile on my face

"Guess who's parked outside?"

"...Ryan Gosling!" Elena shok her head.

"Beyonce.!"

Elena cocked her head to the side and gave Bonnie a weird look "Stef-" She stopped. "Deputy Salvatore is! We have to go down there he's with a new exchange student!" Elena practically squealed at the end.

"Yeah and there's a possibility he's a hot exchange student so lets get a move on it…oh sorry Matt don't look at me like that we all know you and Bonnie are luv-aahs, it's just for fun." Caroline giggled

"Lets go." I started walking the way towards the lobby without a glance back at Matt who had just officially irritated me. He didn't follow but Elena and Caroline did and soon we were a laughing, giggling, squealing mess. Their goofy boy crazy ways were always infectious to me.

When we got to the lobby a large string of students mainly of the female variety had already beat us down there. Everyone was pretending to be reading, playing foos ball or talking while secretly scoping out the two brunettes with their backs to the activity.

"Come on lets get closer" Elena whispered

"We can fake like we're checking for mail again." I knew the drill Elena had been doing this everytime Deputy Salvatore "randomly" popped up.

We made our way to the desk jangling keys.

"Oh hello Deputy Salvatore" Elena cooed but he wasn't the brunette to respond.

"Elena? …Bonnie? "

Elena's eyeballs went wide in shock "Oh my god! Jeremy what are you doing here?!"

I felt like time had stood still and the earth had just disappeared. Jeremy Gilbert, juvenile delinquent, possible rapist and my first ever love was standing right in front of me looking sexier and more dangerous than ever.