This is a sad one-shot…….. I hope that all of you like it. This takes place after Gabrielle rejects John…..

Disclaimer: I don't own Desperate Housewives……. So live with it!

One Last Goodbye

"Why didn't she accept me?"

"Why did she say that I was her 'dumb play toy' ?"

"I thought what we had was special…….."

The cool breeze of the night blew. John sat on the roof of his house, still thinking about one person, Gabrielle Solis.

"She's my first love…….. well, first true love……"

"Who says we don't have a future?"

"She didn't even give it a try….."

John looked at a rose he had kept from the Solis's garden. That rose was special. I was the rose he was working on when he first saw Gabrielle.

Aaah, that moment was one he swore he would never forget. The way they looked at each other. How he suddenly felt different when he first saw her. The way she stood was so poised, so elegant……. No words could describe how much he loved her, how much he cared for her.

"I loved her with all my heart, I was willing to give everything up for her. I even ran away from home……"

He could picture the ex-model's beautiful face perfectly in his mind. Every single detail about her was engraved into his mind. Her eyes, her well-curved body, her soft skin, the way…… she kissed him.

He looked at the night stars above him. The shimmering lights reminded him of how she would make him feel warm, loved. Like there were shimmering lights of hope when she was near him.

"I wish she would come back……"

"But that day will never come!"

"Fuck I wish that there was something I could do to make her come back to me."

Tears of sadness started rolling down his tanned skin, dropping onto the ground, disappearing.

"I know she loved me!"

"The way she kissed me, the way she held me close to her….. they were all filled with warmth."

"And when she told me we couldn't be together her tears were watering up (That's not true), like she was about to break down…."

"So why does she choose to be with that fucking bastard when she doesn't even love him? She doesn't even love him……"

Tears cascaded his face. He wanted to hold her close once again, feel her lips against his…. But, he knew he would never feel that again. Not ever. She would never gp bac to him, no matter how much he grieved, unless he had a fortune that could match Carlos's, she would never go to him.

He knew that better than anyone else.

"She loves me! Not him! So why the hell does she want to be with him? She's selling her soul…….."

A cold breeze sent shivers down his spine. He remembered how she was able to do that to him easily.

"I…..I love her soooo much…… but now she's gone…..gone…..gone….."

"All I can do is watch her from afar, and maybe, try to get over her……"

"But…..how do I do that when I've given her all my heart?"

Another tear found its way down John's cheek.

"So what's the use of living if the one I love doesn't love me back?"

"I know I'll never be able to love again……"

"So……. I might as well end it all rather then suffer, watch her be with someone else, someone she doesn't love."

"Goodbye….."

John took out the penknife he always had with him……the one that saved his life once…… the one…..

"Goodbye……"

……that will end his life. And with a swift movement, blood flowed out of his veins and onto the roof.

"Goodbye……my love……forever….."

One last tear flowed down his cheeks, and he collapsed, on a bloody pool, leaving the world forever.

THE END

Done, and done! Took me awhile to get that down…….. and it's pretty sad! I can't believe I made him die……. Well, that's the end of it! Hope you liked it! Review people!