SPOILER ALERT! This story takes place during day 9 of Jumin's route. It includes actual messages and dialogue from the game. If you have not played this far and do not want to be spoiled then I recommend saving this story for later. Also this story is rated NC17 so…...turn away if you can't deal with mature content!
This is the first fanfic I have written so I hope you enjoy it! I really love Jumin so much! His story was so much fun to play! Throughout the different days my head was going wild with ideas and excitement! By the 9th day I was literally counting the minutes until the next conversation. I wanted to write a fanfic that would detail some of the things that happen in MC's head (my head) as she was experiencing the story. Most importantly I wanted to write beyond the visual novel mode and expand on what was happening off screen. I wrote this before I played the ending so I know some of the things that happened did not really happen in canon but I feel like they could have by the 9th day. If the events I transpired really did happen I think it would have still been ok and the ending would have been the same! I hope you enjoy my fantasy!
Jumin Route-
Day 9- 21:00
It is getting late. Where is Jumin...he said he would be home for dinner. The last I had heard from him was a few hours ago over text message. Was I this excited yesterday to see him come home? No..I don't think I was. Not that I had not been excited the previous day. I was surely excited last night. The dinner we shared was so lovely and he had said such sweet things…. But….today…it feels like my heart is skipping beats. I am falling for Jumin so hard...is it ok to fall for someone this quickly?
So much has happened today. I need to ask him how his talk with his father had gone. Jumin said on the messenger that it went fairly well, and Jaehee had confirmed it, however, I need to see the resolve on his face to feel less worried about it. Things have been so crazy for Jumin. All the things around Glam Choi and Sarah, Elisabeth running away, the hacker….so much had happened...so much is happening. At least things are looking up. The hacker seems to be taken care of...I think. Yoosung has been so vague around the situation and 7 was not helping with providing information either. At least they found Elizabeth. Even though finding her was quite bizarre. How did she even get into the mountains? Also the news about him not taking back Elisabeth right away is concerning. I need to talk to him… so that I can help him in some way. Help him sort out his emotions, or at least be someone who can make him feel comfortable. I hope he is on his way….is there traffic?
I walk over to the large windows that surround Jumin's home. The streets look electric with small matchbox cars moving at a slow pace. Buildings stretch as far as the eye can see. It is breathtaking. But, the cars are moving so slowly. Looks like there is traffic. God...I am so high up. What floor is this again? I can't even remember. 3 days ago I was so concerned about Jumin that I had run over here like a mad woman to comfort him. I didn't even pay attention to how many floors there were as I rode the elevator up to see Jumin.
How is this is the 3rd night I will be spending Jumin Han's penthouse? How is any of this real? Am I dreaming. No...I don't think I could even make up all the things that have happened in the last 9 days. If I was that creative I would be a writer maybe storyboarding app games. Maybe I would work on one of those popular dating games my friends in college liked so much. In fact…it almost feels as if all these events were straight out of a dating game or at least a soap opera. Who does this even happen to? Me? I never thought of myself as special or extraordinary. Yet extraordinary things have been happening to me for the last 9 days. Suddenly being asked to join an organization- by a hacker- and being made to live in a whole new apartment…
I suppose this is the 3rd night away from home. Not that Rika's apartment quite felt like home. I have only even spent 7 days in that strange unfamiliar place. It is really all so surreal. I wonder what everyone in the RFA is up to right now? I move my hand to my back pocket...wait….I don't have a back pocket. I nearly forgotten I had taken off my jeans and put on this dress Jumin had sent up for me. Jumin has been giving me new dresses, pajamas, and even underwear every day I had spent here…. I feel heat rising around my cheeks. Am I blushing? God that conversation with the chief security guard regarding my measurements was so embarrassing. I know Jumin was trying to be a gentleman by having some else ask those things…but it hardly helped. Also, Jumin had boasted about personally selecting this dress this morning...so does that mean he knows...my size? God…..and that kiss the other day…and when he pinned me against the wall...his eyes…his hair….his kind voice…. oh no, this is making me feel dizzy.
I try and calm myself and grab my phone on the table. Maybe Jumin has texted….or maybe he is in the chatroom! I open up the RFA messenger app and enter the chatroom. Looks like Jaehee is online. I hope she is not still at work….
Jaehee Kang: MC, hello.
MC: Did you receive Seven's email?
Jaehee Kang: Yes, I just checked it.
Jaehee Kang: It was shocking.
Jaehee Kang: thanks to the information Seven gave us, it seems all issues concerning those women will be solved as well.
Jaehee Kang: We have to attack Glam Choi rather than Sarah.
Jaehee Kang: if we want to convince Mr. Chairman….
Jaehee Kang: and Seven has done exactly that.
MC: Seven's the best at finding information!
Jaehee Kang: Yes, it's nothing new, but again, I'm glad Seven is on our side.
Jaehee Kang: Thanks to Seven, I feel like most of our problems have been solved, Elizabeth is back as well,...
Jaehee Kang: Once this is solved, the problems we have left are
Jaehee Kang: 1. Deciding where Elizabeth will live
Jaehee Kang: 2. MC coming safely back home.
Jaehee Kang: 3. Successfully holding the party
Jaehee Kang: We still have alot of problems left to solve ^^;
Jaehee Kang: But
Jaehee Kang: HOLIDAY
Jaehee Kang: HOLIDAY!
Jaehee Kang: ….I'll be going on a holiday
Jaehee Kang: So anything is possible
MC: When do you think Jumin will come home…?
Jaehee Kang: He will go as soon as he is finished with work.
Jaehee Kang: Don't worry too much.
Jaehee Kang: I must call Mr. Han now to tell him
Jaehee Kang: about the hacker so we can send away the bodyguards
Jaehee Kang: and talk about you and Elizabeth
MC: You will tell me if he mentions me, right?
Jaehee Kang: I will if you want.
Jaehee Kang: Then please excuse me.
Jaehee Kang has left the chatroom.
I set down my phone. Jumin should come home now. He has been working forever….he must be busy. I lie down on the sofa. I wish Elizabeth could at least be here. It would be nice to have a cute cat to play with. Maybe I could become closer to Jumin and understand him more if I could spend some time with Elizabeth. I brushed off the thought as I stared at the ceiling fan spinning in circles. God….I miss him….Yes. I miss Jumin so much. No use trying to denying it. Even though it had only been a few days- my feelings grew for him every second. I have fallen in love before, but never like this. Never this fast- with so much passion and care.
Jumin had told me repeatedly that I was free to do as I wish in the penthouse. He had suggested if I wanted some fresh air that I could go to the roof- or even explore some of the shops inside the building with the escort of the bodyguards. I was half tempted to do this earlier today- however the thought of how people would look at me…stopped me. There is no mistaking that me going out would look odd. Me...dressed in these fancy clothes Jumin had provided, with a bunch of men in black suits and sunglasses surrounding me. I would look like a big deal….it would attract attention. I don't want people to make a fuss over me. I only really want Jumin to make a fuss over me…..
So this left me with spending my days completely inside the penthouse. It wasn't too bad though. To keep myself busy I would go on the RFA messenger, replying to potential guest's emails. I occasionally would play games on Jumins XCube. I had even started cleaning earlier today to pass the time. Well, it was mostly to help me to stop worrying and thinking about Jumin. Cleaning was a good thing to do to not think. I took a look around. The place was spotless. I had cleaned it all…...maybe I was really worrying too much like Zen said…. I picked up my phone again and started to read an ebook I had been reading. It was a fiction story with a princess that saves a prince from a evil wizard. It was really a silly book, but I was enjoying it because the premise was so unique.
Click-
My phone slips out of my hand and I instinctively sit up and turn towards the door. Jumin! He must be home! I stand up. My skirt is so wrinkled….maybe if I smooth it out I will look more presentable? Quickly I run my hands down and around it to help with the creases. It doesn't do much. Maybe he just won't notice. Will he think I look cute? I walk over to the door. I can feel my chest growing tense...my heart is beating so fast. I am excited….so excited to see him.
The door opens and I see him. Jumin! Dressed in his typical business suit with a black tie. He smiles. His eyes look bright, kind, and excited to see me. He cracks a slight smile. Around his eyes there are slight dark circles...he hasn't been sleeping. But he seems alert… happy to see me.
"MC, how was your day?" Jumin shuts the door and steps in my direction. My heart is beating even faster now. I wonder if I can hug him? Is that too forward? God...say something MC!
"Hello. Jumin," I manage to say. His eyes are locked with mine. It's almost unfair how handsome he is. Since the moment I met Jumin his eyes had me in a trance. When they locked with mine I could not look away from him.
"It's a very happy thing to have someone greet you when you come into your house." Jumin took another step closer to me. He was close. Can he hear how fast my heart is beating….he must see the excitement on my face. Everyone tells me I show all my emotions through my expressions. I can't even lie if I want to….he must see how excited I am. "I'd like you to greet me every day… but I guess we need time."
I do too Jumin…..but no. Not yet….I need to take things slower. Not just for my sake, but for his too.
"I hope nothing much happened today?" Jumin slightly turns to shut the door completely.
"Yes….!" I blink and break my eye contact with Jumin. His gaze is hypnotising….making me dizzy. "But your meeting with your father went well?"
"Yes… You'd know if you read the messages, but it went fairly well." I can feel my cheeks go red. Of course I read the messages...I want to tell him that. But how….I guess it doesn't matter anyways. He doesn't need to know I reread his messages several times a day…. Jumin speaks like a business man. Every day his personalty was getting softer towards me, but moments like this, when he speaks so bluntly always leave me for a loss.
Jumin took my hand and lead me over to the sofa I had been lying on not moments ago. He sits down, and I sit down next to him. He does not let go of my hand.
"He's so into that woman that he didn't change his opinion at once...but for the time being they won't be able to manipulate him." Jumin lowers his head. I can see his eyelashes so clearly. They are so long. He is so beautiful. "I had to describe my feelings towards you to convince my father..."
His feelings towards me…... I can't stop a smile from coming to my face. Jumin may have an odd way about doing things, but he had a great skill in making me feel loved and wanted. I am glad that he told his father about me. It's a huge step for him. And talking about his feelings. It must of been hard for him to speak so openly about them.
"And that helped me organize my thoughts," he added. "I'm a lucky man to have someone as pure and wise as you are. This is quite an embarrassing thing to say, but thank you for being by my side, MC."
Jumin….my heart melts. Is it possible to feel as you fall deeper in love with someone. Because now, at this moment I am so in love. Jumin….how do you know how to say exactly the right thing to make my heart melt? Can you feel my affections as they grow now...can you hear my heartbeat from where you sit? He grabs my hand tighter. He must be able to feel my thoughts.
"I should be the one to thank you, Jumin."
He chuckles and scoots closer to me. But he lets go of my hand. I look up at him and I feel something warm on my lower back, His arm. He pulls me even closer to him. "You really are so special. You are warm and soft… unlike Rika. The kind words that come out those pretty lips move my heart."
My lips….kind words….How is it possible for my heart to beat even faster. This man….he makes me feel like a child when comes to love. Yet at the same time he makes me feel mature. He makes me want to support him, be kind, understanding, and loving. He makes me feel so many things. He makes me feel giddy and so alive…..
"Ironically at times. I don't want to do anything but rely on you," he continued. "While I was away from you today...I kept remembering what you said last night, about staying by my side. Every time I remember that, I couldn't help but smile." I reach out with my hand and take his and press it against my chest. This man is so dear to me. Hearing him say those words...makes my head go numb. I can only focus on him when he is with me.
"MC," his smile grows even kinder, "If your heart stays with me, then perhaps, we can be physically apart."
I don't want to go home. But I can't tell him that. I can't say that I would be fine staying here, with him, forever. It's too crazy- and not healthy for either of us. "Yes…" It is hard to say the words...so hard. "I think it's time for me to go back to prepare for the party."
"Yes, the party is important for everyone. Things are going well with my father and Seven says the hacker issue is solved, so I no longer have any excuse to keep you here." He pauses. His thumb rubs against my hand and I feel my body move closer to him instinctively. Without even thinking I rest my head on his chest. When did I get so bold?
"I don't want to let you go but I shouldn't be a child any longer. I'll have to be an adult in loving you if I don't want to shame my father. I'll make sure you can go home safely first thing in the morning, I'm sorry I've kept you here so long."
"Thank you. We'll be able to meet each other soon so don't be sad." I say this fully aware I am saying it to him as much as I am saying it to myself.
"We'll see each other at the party. So no need to be sad," He nodded his head confirming what I had said. Doing what is right, what is best, is so hard…
"Even though you're going back tomorrow… please let me know if there's anything I can help you with regarding the party."
Jumin….he's so kind, and helpful. Even with all the things that have happened he is still thinking of me and what I need. When I am around him I can't stop myself from putting him first. He, as well, is always trying his best to put me first. It would be all too easy for him to neglect me and focus on his problems completely, yet whenever I am with him he speaks kind words and puts me first.
You can be greedy- much more greedy- Jumin's voice says this in my head. Those words he spoke to me the other day have been haunting me. I want to be bold loving him... But also supportive and kind… Gah! I already feel so greedy- having him focus so much of himself on me….I should help him…. That's right! Help Jumin with Elizabeth. I almost got so lost in his romantic words that I nearly forgot everything that had happened today.
"Uhm… what do you plan to do about Elizabeth? Shouldn't you bring her back?"
Jumin's kind smile turns to a frown. He looks so distressed. "For now… I plan to return Elizabeth the 3rd to V at the party. I was a bad owner. I've never treated her as a normal cat. To be honest, I'm too ashamed to take care of her now. I want her to be loved as a true cat from now on."
His words make sense, but they do little to console my worries about him. The look of distress on his face makes me careful about what to say back. However, I disagree. I am sure he can see it in my eyes. He should be the one to take care of Elizabeth until the end. She was his cat.
"And… there's another problem" he continues. "
"But I think Elizabeth will be most happy by your side…" I blurt out. That didn't sound convincing at all...I sound nervous….can he tell? Can he tell why I am nervous? Does he know how overwhelming he is….how wonderful he seems to me.
"Do you think so...:?" His eyes widened quickly and his lips slightly parted. He looked like a surprised child. Had my words been so unexpected? His expression catches me off guard and I take my head off his chest to look at him, to observe him and look into his eyes. He makes the most adorable dumbfounded look. I had seen this face before, but it always catches me off guard. He sighs and his face goes back to a worried look. "But I still remember her eyes when she looked at me. She always had her eyes wide open...Never had a lot of expression. So I can't be sure that she was ever happy… I'll think about it again since you've said that…. MC."
Jumin paused taking a moment to pull me back closer with his arm. His eyes look down on me. They were slightly slanted sideways, but he still held me firmly in his gaze. His distressed expression changes to a coy, firm, somewhat playful look. "It's time to go to bed soon."
Oh my god….
"I want this to be a special night, but….I plan to keep my control. I know the best harvest period."
Harvest period? What does that even mean? Does he want to harvest me? When? Can I let him….What is even happening? Is this happening? Can he see how shocked I am?
"The more I think about how this is our last night… the more juicy the fruit seems,"
Oh my god Jumin….. He's being so forward. I am sure I am turning bright red. Resting my head on his chest was forward of me… but this is another level.
"So today, try to keep a conservative mind. If I see the tiniest bit of an opening I'll try and own you completely. I'm all in or out, so please."
How can I have a conservative mind after he said that! His coy smile confirms he knows what he is doing...Jumin you are so evil. "Ok….I'll just quietly stay by your side."
"Thank you. You know how to make me happy. Then...shall we go to bed, my angel?"
Jumin stands up, still holding my hand. I stand up with him and follow him into the bedroom. I feel nervous….how could I not? After he said those things. But I like the feeling...I like feeling a bit on edge around him. It is so exciting.
"Sit down princess," he motioned at the bed.
I'm speechless….he's so handsome, kind, gentle, and exciting. I obey his request and stare at him. Just observing him as he reaches into the dresser across from the bed.
You can be greedy- so much more greedy- The words play in my mind over and over again. It's like he is taunting me. I want him…. I can't keep a conservative mind. I must be going crazy…
"Here is your nightgown for the night. I hope it is to your liking…" He places the garment on my lap. It is white with some lace around the edges, It doesn't look too low cut or short. I place my hand on it. It is so smooth like silk. No...this is Jumin, it's not like silk it is silk. Everything Jumin has been providing for me while I had been here has been to the highest standard. Expensive fabrics, name brand designers, expertly prepared meals, the finest wines, not that I cared too much about those things. I just wanted to be with Jumin. But this nightgown… was different from the others. I don't know why...maybe it is what he had said earlier…
"Jumin… I….."
"Please don't be embarrassed. I made sure it would suit you by picking it out myself. I've been worried if you are comfortable here. I realize I asked a lot from you by insisting you stay here until I know it's safe. The chief of security informed me that you have not left the penthouse once. Nor did you have anything sent up, even though I gave you freedom to do so. You didn't ask for anything so I wanted to make sure I could provide you with something you would like to help you feel comfortable in my home..."
"Thank you.." I interrupted him. "Um...I guess I will get ready for bed."
I stand up and walk over to the bathroom. I brush my teeth as quickly as possible and put on the nightgown. The gown was smooth and elegant, as was modest, and delicate. I am sure he had picked this sort of style out for me so I would not feel embarrassed wearing it around him. The nightgown was elegant but above all it was thoughtful. Jumin picked this for me….to see me in… Conservative mind MC! Conservative! I take a deep breath and splash some water on my face. How can he expect me to keep my composure after he said such sweet words to me? How can he when he gave me that coy look and said such suggestive things, and then to top it off he gave me this….a nightgown, chosen by him, and such a beautiful one at that.
I walk out of the bathroom, it is hard to look him in the eye. But he has also changed- which forces me to look up at him. He was wearing pajamas. It was white with grey stripes. His shirt was buttoned up, but he had left a few of the buttons unbuttoned….I can see his chest. Is he doing this on purpose? Does he know what he is doing to me? The pants are perfectly tailored to him….almost like a suit, but in a much thinner more relaxed fabric. For the last nights I had been here I had not seen him change out of his suit. He has not been sleeping. He just rested in the chair besides the bed, sometimes watching me as I slept. Wait…..does this mean he plans to sleep in the bed with me tonight…..Oh my god Jumin. Do you know what you are doing? Just because I am a girl doesn't mean I don't think these things…..are you trying to tempt me..
I should say something…..what should I say. This situation is just too shocking…. God…
"Come over to the bed," he has that coy look again. He sits down and I walk over to him. As I approach him he grabs my hand forcefully and yanks me down into the bed and into his arms. I feel his face nuzzle against mine. He is so close….I can hear him breathe….wait…. Is he smelling me….what is even happening right now. He had said to have a conservative mind...but this is….
"I've wanted to do this all day," he whispers. "I've wanted to hold you."
I can't even….This man, he never fails to surprise me and sweep me off my feet. Missing him all day and being so worried about his well being...it is gone. It is just us...nothing else, no RFA, so Sarah, no work, no Elizabeth the 3rd. His eyes glisten and seem to smile. Teasing me and reassuring me at the same time.
"It's interesting, holding someone." He continues. "No..I must correct myself, it's interesting holding you. I did not realize it would make me feel this way. It's different from our kiss."
The kiss…."I want to kiss you right now." Wait…..did I just say that outloud...MC! What are you doing? After what he said to you before, and you said you would stay quietly besides him. But I do I want to kiss him….so badly. Our first kiss had been in front of Sarah. I want to be alone with him, and share that kind of kiss. I am being too greedy…
Jumin suddenly stops moving, his eyes widen and he tilts his head. I knew my words would surprise him. God twice tonight I've caught him off guard and made him expose his adorable dumbfounded face. Should I kiss him? Or should I say I was joking? What am I doing…. I am not composed at all, how is Jumin so composed?
I hear the sheets rustle before I see him move. Jumin is no longer behind me embracing me, he's now on top of me, his hands on my wrists, holding me down on the bed. Even though he is restraining his touch feels gentle.
"You asked me this time," I feel jumin move his hand from my wrist to underneath my head, his other hand sides under my back and he lifts me up softly. Then lips...soft but firm lips on mine. This feels different from before. Before I was so shocked, I could not recall what the kiss even felt like, but now I was feeling every moment of it. His tongue entered my mouth and began to explore, instinctively I began to follow suit. This feeling is like a thousand fireworks exploding inside my chest...it is so hard to breathe, but this feeling is enjoyable. I want more...I want to embrace him, is it ok? He is already embracing me so gently...so it should be fine. I move my hands up and place them behind his head leaning deeper into his kiss.
He pulls away, "MC…." His eyes look a bit wild. He is breathing heavily and I feel something hard forming against my stomach.
"Oh…."
Jumin suddenly turned red. What should I do?
"You are being so cute...but so bad at the same time," he let out a sigh. "I am truly sorry MC, I was trying to warn you before about this. I do not wish to make you uncomfortable."
Uncomfortable? I am very very comfortable right now. I feel safe and loved and warm. I want to kiss him even more….I don't care what happens, I want to be in this moment with him. How can I say that though….it is so embarrassing. "I was the one who wanted to kiss you" I say quicker than expected. "I still do."
Jumin let out a sigh, "You are so cute MC, I don't think you understand what happened."
Oh but I do…..He repositioned himself so he was lying across from me, his firm hand begins stroking my hair. He is probably trying to calm down. It feels so nice. Smiling I move closer to him and nuzzle my head into his chest. I can smell him….he smells gentle and spicy at the same time. Just the smell alone makes my heart beat faster. "Jumin you smell so nice."
Wait….I said that aloud didn't I? I am having a hard time controlling myself. How does he stay so in control?
"You are so cute...and bad…" his hands slide further down my back until he reached the point where he could feel the waistband of my underwear. He stops here, just before my bum. "MC do you realize what you are doing."
I feel a rush….a rush of excitement. "Jumin, do you know what you are doing? Making me wait all day for you, worrying about you? Then coming home late saying sweet things to me, while holding my hand? Then warning me about your desires? Leading me into your bedroom? Giving me a beautiful nightgown? Wearing such handsome pajamas?" I turn red….how did I manage to say that aloud. I am getting so bold.
"My intentions were nothing but those of a gentleman."
Bull shit. "Jumin, you told me before that you would give me anything as long as it made me happy right?"
"Yes I did. Do you have something you wish to ask of me? I am surprised MC. I am also quite pleased."
I take a deep breath. I can't believe I am going to say this... "Jumin, I want you….it is ok for you to make me yours. My heart has been beating so fast all night. This is what I want. I won't be able to rest until I feel…"
Jumins eyes are wide, wild, excited, shocked. I have never seen him look this way before. It is so thrilling. He presses his face against mine, shoving his tongue into my mouth. His hands went wild quickly making their way up my nightgown. He stroked my bare legs and his fingers began teasing the small straps of my underwear.
"Oh...Jumin!" It escapes my mouth before I even know it came out. My chest feels so full, my heart is beating so fast. I don't think I have ever been this excited in my whole life.
"Are you sure you are ok with this?" He asks this but his hands are already pulling off my underwear.
I nod, "Please be gentle with me Jumin."
This was all the permission he needed. The nightgown was gone...he tossed it aside. I began working on the buttons of his shirt. I want to be as quick as Jumin was but it's not working...these buttons, I see my hands are shaking. Am I nervous? I don't even know. All the emotions swirling around in my head are making me feel numb. Jumin seems to notice this and he takes my hands. He kisses them softly.
"You are so beautiful my angel."
Those words…..make me feel so much more calm. He kisses my hands once more and then lies them gently down on the bed. He makes quick work of his shirt and strips naked. We are both naked. Staring at one another bathed in the moonlight.
I look at him, truly look at him. His abs are hard and present. He must work out, even though I have not heard him talk about it before. Jumin does not boast about his looks or his body, but he is incredibly attractive. He must take good care of himself. I look further down and see it….
It is big…it makes me shiver, but the excitement makes me feel numb. I want him inside of me. I want to understand Jumin, to be one with him, to share this intimate moment.
"You are beautiful my price," I turn red. I can't believe I just said that. It must be because of that book I was reading.
"MC…." His eyes look upon me so kindly it brings tears to my eyes. I love this man so much….it's irrational. It has only been a few days. He had locked me in his home and would not send me home. However, it was all to keep me safe. I understand all his reasons, even if he had an odd way of expressing them at times.
"I trust you…I lo…"
"Shhhhh….." He leans into me and kisses me before I can finish my sentence. "I must be the first to say that. But before I say it I want to express it."
Suddenly his hands begin fondling my breasts and his lips move down my chest. I can feel his breath. Its warm and makes me feel more comfortable. Even though I have just met this man I trust him completely. He has proven his affections and intentions towards me time and time again. He suddenly sucks on my right nipple and I let out a sharp moan louder than I expected. It feels so good. It's not like I was a virgin, but this was making me feel like I could be. The warm breath began to increase and Jumin moves his hands from my breast to my hips, letting one of his fingers rest just above my slit. He kept his tongue at my nipples. He was sucking hard. He looked up at me and smiled then...a sharp pleasing pain gives me goosebumps. Did he just bite my nipple? I had told him to be gentle, however, this felt so good. I opened my eyes to see him smiling as he bit my nipple again while moving his finger onto my clit.
"Jumin!" I moan. There is nothing I can do to contain my sounds. Does he think them too lewd?
"It seems you approve," he chucked. His fingers then start to attack my pussy wildly. He shoves a finger inside me whilst keeping his thumb firmly placed on my clit. He rubbed it vigorously while thrusting into me. His fingers were warm, strong, and large. They had to be at least the size of two of my fingers. I was shorter than him, and no where near as toned, it makes sense he would be larger, yet somehow it is still surprising.
It feels so good. My head goes fully numb and my eyes shut. I grasp the sheets with my hands as I moan...and moan…
"Jumin!" He was going even faster and he suddenly shoves another finger inside. I don't care what sounds I make, I just have to give in. "It, feels so good," I pant.
I can hear him chuckle though my moans. He must think this is quite amusing. Is this his first time? Everyone in the RFA had said he had shown no interest in women before me. It can't be though...he is much too skilled.
Suddenly I feel his thumb move away and a warm soft object begins flicking my clit. He is still thrusting into me with his fingers. It feels so good… Is that his tongue...oh my god….
I moan even more. I am sure he is pleased with my reactions because he begins sucking on my clit.
I don't moan but I scream, a huge wave crashes over me and I grab the bed sheets tighter. Everything looks white I feel dizzy. "God! JUMIN DON'T STOP!" I yell and moan unable to control myself.
I go limp. I have come….so quickly too. Jumin had made easy work of me. Mastering the in and outs of what I liked without even so much of a single difficulty.
"My, you came already?" I open my eyes, still panting, I feel so exposed, but safe. Jumin is looking at me, naked, with juices leaking from me. He looks amused and a bit evil at the same time.
"I feel so good.." I manage to squeak out. My eyes shut...everything is still spinning.
"Good princess, it seems you are warmed up."
Wait? Warmed up? Suddenly I feel something large and hard shove it's way into my quivering slit.
"Ju-Ju-Jumin!" I manage to gasp. But it is too late he has begun thrusting like a wild animal. He is so big. I have never felt so full. It hurts a bit to have him suddenly enter me like that but I it doesn't feel bad. The pain is pleasurable. He must want me so badly that he couldn't take it slowly any more. He wants me...and he is taking me. It feels so wonderful. I curl my body around him. Intertwining my legs behind his back. I dug one of my hands into his hair and the other I let stay behind me so I could keep my balance. I let Jumin thrust with his full force into me. I moan wildly. This is what I want. I want him. I want to be his. Being able to support him, letting him express his emotions...his lust it is all I wanted.
"Jumin," I pant, "I want you to be able to express….all of your desires to me….." He locks his eyes with mine, bringing his face centimeters from mine. "I want to support you with your desires, your troubles, everything."
He pushes me down on my back and presses all the way into me. Using his hands he takes my face and strokes my cheek. "MC….you really are an Angel. I never thought I would meet anyone like you."
"I've never felt this way about anyone," I admit.
The wild spark reignites In Jumin's eyes and he resumes thrusting. He is slower than before insuring to fill me up each time before pulling out. It feels so good. Jumins breath grows louder. I stare up at him, his cheeks are slightly red and some sweat has gathered near his hairline. I moan, enjoying every second of him, every inch of him. I give in again, closing my eyes, giving into my animal like moans. Jumin goes faster again, while still assuring he presses as much of himself into me as possible.
"Jumin!" I scream…"I am going to come!"
He is silent but he is close. His speed shows it. Suddenly I hear a moan come from Jumin and liquid fills me. It makes me tremble and tips me over the edge. My head is spinning. Him spilling into me had pushed me into a climax. It felt so amazing. Different from the time before. Better than than the time before. Satisfaction….. I feel it everywhere. My tounge is even going numb.
"Jumin…" I embrace him, tears come from my eyes. I don't know why I am crying. It must be because I am so happy. I feel so loved.
He embraced me back rubbing my back sensually. "My love," he is slightly out of breath. "Are you alright? Did I hurt you?"
I shake my head rapidly, making me feel even more dizzy. I loose my balance and Jumin grabs me tighter so I do not fall from his arms. "I am so happy…."
"You are crying because you are happy?"
I nod.
"You are so beautiful," He sighed as he lowered me down onto the bed. He moves my body so my back is pressed against him. I can feel he still has an erection. His hands secure themselves under my breasts. I feel so safe. I don't want this moment to end.
"Are you ok?" I ask "You still are erect..."
"Yes my love," he whispered. "I can see you can't take anymore. I said I would be gentle remember? This is your first time with me. I don't want to hurt you. You are so precious to me. I want you to enjoy this and not be in pain tomorrow."
I grab his hands and roll into his chest. I want to please him more. But he is right. It is hard to stay conscious. He had pleased me so fully, I was a mess. "I...want to satisfy you…."
He hushes me and strokes my hair. "My princess you have….so much. Just by coming into my life you have satisfied me beyond words. I really have become cringeworthy," he chuckled. "Do not worry. You keep saying we have time remember? In time you will become accustomed to me, and you will beg me not to stop." I look up at him and he is smiling. "Look forward to it princess."
My chest tightens and I feel excitement and love. This man….I swear...he always knows the right thing to say. My eyes shut and I slowly lose consciousness. Jumin is so kind….I want to be with him forever.