Maya was in the bathroom stall listening to music. She was suppose to be in french but she couldn't. She didn't want to be in the class where they gave her sorry looks. She didn't wanted to be in the class to face Zig. She didn't want to be in the class that she first meant Cam too many memories. Then she heard someone come in. She peek to find out it was Tori.

"Maya I know you're in there don't even try to hide from me.," said Tori. "Madame Jean-Aux said if you don't come to class again then she has no choice to suspened you.,"

Maya signed and got out of the bathroom. Tori wraps her arm around her. "Come on he was my friend. You're not the only one who misses him.," Maya smiled at her and put her head on her shoulder as they walk down the hall. Then Maya heard someone called her name.

"Tor, did you hear that?," ask Maya.

"Hear what?," Tori ask all confused.

Maya thought she was just hearing thing because she could have swear that was Cam's voice but he was dead it couldn't be him. Could it?

"Maya help me.," Maya heard it loud and clear. It was Cam and he was crying for help. She couldn't speak. Tori notices the look on her face.

"Maya are you okay?," Tori asked all worried. Maya didn't seem to be paying attention to Tori's question. "Maya.," she shouted. Maya finally looks at her. "What? I'm sorry I just have to do something really quick. I will catch up with you in a sec.," said Maya. Tori was about to debate about her leaving but Maya ran so fast that Tori didn't have time to open her mouth to say something.

Maya followed Cam's voice. She ran through the hallway not knowing where she was going and she bumps into Eli.

"Eli, I'm so sorry but I have to go.," said Maya in a hurry.

"Maya, wait you drop your charm bracelet.," said Eli.

"Thanks.," said Maya and put it on. Maya followed the voice and she ended up in the Greenhouse.

"CAM!," shout Maya. She stayed silent for a while. She heard nothing just the wind. "Cam please come out. I heard you yelled for help I know it's you.,"

She heard nothing again. She was about to cry but instead she bit her lip. She look at the Degrassi Green Space. She can't believe that people would even want this place open. The same people who felt sorry for her. If they really did felt sorry for her then they will ask her if she was okay with the greenhouse opening. Someone died in this place and it hasn't even been a month. How would they feel if it was their boyfriend or if they found the dead body would they want the greenhouse open then. Then Maya stop thinking and got on her knees. She wanted to cry but she promise to herself that she won't cry especially for Campbell. She saw the brick then got even more angry. She grab it and threw it and broke a window of the greenhouse. She look at it but instead of being scared or guilty. She felt happy. She started breaking pots. She step and threw all the vegetables she could get her hands on. She spread all the dirt everywhere. She destroy the garden more. When she finished the bell rang. She saw the garden one last time and thought to herself that she did a better job than the Ice Hounds did.

"Come on Jake we have like about five minutes to water the plants.," Maya heard Katie from a distance. Maya heard footsteps. She decide to go out the other exist. When she arrived to her locker she saw Tori, Tristan, and Zig.

"I thought you said that you will catch up with me?," ask Tori looking all worried

"Yeah I was but there was something very important I had to do.," said Maya. "I guess I'm suspended.,"

"Madame Jean-Aux said that she will let this one side since with all that has happen. Also she said if you want to talk then you can talk to her.," said Tristan. "Also you can talk to us that what friends are for.,"

Maya laugh. "The last thing I want is to talk about this. The only reason I go to the school counselor is because I have to. I have no choice but no matter what she say or does she will never will get me to talk.," yelled Maya that almost everybody walk pass stare at her. "Well counseling isn't a total waste at least I get out of gym.,"

"Maya, I'm sorry for what has happen. I know you miss Cam but you won't admitted it but you have to talk you can't keep your feelings to yourself. It's unhealthy," said Tori with a worried look. "You're not the only one who misses him. There is Dallas, Tristan, Katie, Zig, the Ice Hounds, the teachers, his family, and me.,"

Maya laugh again. "You may say you know people but you don't know me. If you did then you would have know that I don't miss him not one bit. Did you came here to feel sorry for me or what?,"

"We came here to tell you if you want to go to the Dot with us after school?," asked Tristan.

Maya looks at Zig. "If he gonna be there then I'm not coming.,"

"Maya I said I was sorry but you said it wasn't my fault.," said Zig

"Whatever just because I don't miss Cam doesn't mean I don't support bullying.," Maya glared at Zig.

"Maya, Zig didn't bullied Cam. If it wasn't Zig it would have been someone else. Cam was sick.," said Tristan.

"Whatever if he didn't said that the Cam would have time to see the counselor.," Maya started to yelled again which causes people to stare at her again.

"For someone who said that they don't miss Cam they are sure having a very bad way of showing it said Tristan.

Maya got even more angry. "What are you trying to say.,"

"You know what just forget it you really need time to cool down and I really need to go to class just talk to me when you're ready," said Tristan then walks away to his next class.

"Yeah me too.," said Zig and follows Tristan.

Maya looks at Tori. "Are you going to follow them too.,"

"Didn't you forget we both have cooking together while they have history.," said Tori. "I was thinking we should walk together.

Maya look at her phone. It was 11am. She remember that Talia invited her to smoke with her and her friends. Smoke cigarette with Talia and her friends who won't feel sorry for her or go to cooking with Tori where they will just stare at her and give her sorry looks.

"I'm sorry Tori but I just remember that Ms. Sauve put me in extra section.," lied Maya.

"Okay well see you at the Dot.," responded Tori.

"No you won't because I'm not going.," said Maya and walks away.

Katie and Jake look at the garden. Everything was destroyed the painting that all the kids in the school made was covered in black pants. All the fruits and vegetables were all over the floor step on. Pots and windows were broken.

"Fuck! Not this again. We work so hard to clean up this place and to get it reopen.," said Jake with anger. "Who do you think did this.,"

"The same person who destroyed it the last time. The same person who was against opening it was time.," said Katie

"DALLAS!," said Jake with even more anger.

"With his little Ice Hound gang.," said Katie with anger.

Then they heard the door open. They turn around to see it was Eli.

"Whoa was there a tornado here.," joked Eli.

"Not right now Eli. Dallas and his little gang destroy the garden again.," Katie said while picking up some of the mess.

"Are you sure it was Dallas? I'm not trying to defend him or anything but he doesn't seem like the guy who will plan the same revenge twice.," said Eli. "If he did then he did a better job than last time.,"

Katie and Jake glared at him.

"Just saying.,"

"If you're not going to help then just go.," said Katie in a rude tone.

"Fine, I will help.," responded Eli. As Eli help Katie and Jake the mess. He saw Maya's charm bracelet and smiled. "I just remember that I have to go meet Clare. I have to go.,"

As Maya goes to the girls bathroom and saw Talia.

"Hey, I thought you ditch us.," smiled Talia

"Like I would miss a chance to smoke free cigarettes.," said Maya.

A girl with black hair gave and green eyes gave her a cigarette. "I'm Cassie, did you want me to light it up for you.,"

"Don't worry I got my own lighter.," said Maya while she got her litter out of her bag. She lit it up and started smoking.

"For a freshman she smokes like a pro.," said a girl with read hair and green eyes. "I'm Rose.,"

"Well my music teacher always say that practice makes perfect.," said Maya.

Then a girl with brown hair and brown eyes came. Talia saw her. "Looks who's late.,"

"Hey you will forgive me when I bring this.," said the girl. She got out big bottle of vodka. "I even got a mini bottle for all of us even for the new girl. I'm Christina by the way.,"

"Hi I'm Maya. So my cigarette would taste a lot better with vodka. Come on lets open it my cigarette is running out .,"

"So is mine.," said Cassie. Both Talia and Rose nodded in agreement.

"Who needs cigarettes when you can smoke pot.," smiled Christina.

"Hell yeah.," shouted Talia.

Maya light it up. She was about to smoke. "It just like smoking a cigarette?,"

"Just like it but even better because when I smoke pot I feel like I could be anything I want.," said Talia.

Maya started smoking pot. In a few minutes they were all high. As they all pass a bottle of vodka.

"Hey I got an idea when the vodka comes to us lets tell a secret.," Talia whisper loudly. "I heard they do that on sleepovers.,"

"That's so weird I did too.," said Rose. "Where did you heard that from.,"

"From you just now. Don't you remember?," laughed Talia.

"This is getting creepy I heard that from you too.," laugh Rose. They both looking at each other and started laughing even more.

"Maya you're an expert about sleepover. Is it true?," asked Cassie

"You know what it's been like yesterday that I haven't been to a sleepover and I don't even remember but then again yesterday is a really been all long time.," said Maya.

Christina got the first drink of vodka and burp then everybody started laughing. "My secret is that I could burp like a mad.," Everybody high five then she past the bottle to Cassie.

Cassie drank and look at us serious. "Guys this can't leave this room because one time I got drunk in a school field trip and threw up on the teacher.," They all burst out of laughter. "Please don't tell anybody the only people who knows are you guys and Talia, Maya, Rose, Christina , and Cassie.," She pass the bottle to Rose.

"I don't have any secrets because you guys are like sisters to me.," said Rose all calm. "I love you guys so much. Well now that I think about it my secret is that I love you guys so much.," Rose pass the bottle to Talia. She took a drink.

"I don't know if you know this but I'm high right now.," said Talia.

Maya started laughing. "That so weird me too.,"

Talia started laughing. "That's why you will always be my bitch. You know what you're all my bitches. Do I feel like a group hug coming," All the girls hug Talia. She pass the bottle to Maya. She drank.

"I destroy the garden.," laughed Maya and all the girls laugh along with her. "It's just sad because James and Kayla work so hard on it.,"

"That explain why there is blood coming out of you hand.," said Christina. She got up and went into the stalls and came out with toilet paper and gave it to Maya.

"Christina the toilet paper is still coming out of the stall.," said Rose.

"You know what I don't need toilet paper I will go to the nurse and tell her the truth.," said Maya.

"You go girl let the truth set you free.," shouted Talia.

Maya leaves the bathroom all dizzy. She dumps into Eli. Eli gives her a weird look.

"Are you drunk or high?," asked Eli

"Both.," smiled Maya. Maya was about to collapse but Eli caught her.

"Okay you need a cup of coffee a.s.a.p.," said Eli.

Eli and Maya sneak into the teacher lounge. Eli handed her a cup of coffee. In a few minutes later Maya was started to feel less drunk and high and remember who she was. Eli saw her hand.

"I saw first aid kit around here.," said Eli. As Eli looks for it. He finally finds it and took care of Maya's wound.

"I know it was you that trash the garden.," said Eli. "I promise I won't tell because I know what you are going through.,"

"You have no proof that was me who destroy the garden and also how would you know what I'm going through Clare is still alive.," said Maya with anger.

"For one I found your charm bracelet and it also has blood on it and so does your hand.," said Eli.

"Fine it was me but you still have no idea what I'm going through. I hate when people just give me sorry looks or whispers that say there is the girlfriend of the guy who commit suicide.," said Maya.

"Wanna bet. I lost Julia. She was my girlfriend she died before I came to Degrassi. She was my first girlfriend, love, and time. We had so much in common like music and dreams but we weren't perfect. We did argue at times. The last thing she said to me was I hate you then she got hit by a car.,"

"I guess I'm not the only one that knows how it feels.," said Maya. "Do you still miss Julia?,"

"I will always miss Julia but it gets better as long as you don't keep things to yourself.," said Eli

Then Maya got angry."I hate when people tell me I need to talk because it's so unhealthy. Well I'm over Cam's death and Cam himself. I gotta go.,"

Maya left and Eli follows. Then Maya and Eli saw Katie, Jake, Dallas, Luke, Becky,and Mr. Simpson.

"I didn't do it this time neither did the rest of the Ice Hounds.," said Dallas.

"Luke please don't lie.," said Becky.

"I didn't do it this time we almost lost this season because of destroying the garden.," said Luke.

"I still don't believe you.," Katie glared at Luke and Dallas.

"Neither do I.," Jake said with anger.

"If you don't believe us screw you then. Also I'm glad that they did that. Remind me to give them a fruit basket because they really deserve one.," said Dallas

"Mike Dallas stop it now.," said Mr. Simpson all serious

"What?! It's true Cam isn't even buried yet and we are reopening the place where he killed himself.," said Dallas with anger.

Maya walk up to them. Eli was about to stop her but it was too late. "Dallas and Luke are telling the truth they didn't destroy the garden because I did and I have no regrets.,"

"What?," said Katie and Jake all shocked. Mr. Simpson looked shocked too. Then Katie started smelling Maya. "Have you've been drinking and smoking?,"

"Yes I have and what are you going to do about it.," said Maya.

Then Talia, Rose, Christina, and Cassie came out of the bathroom arms around each other and high out of their minds. Then they saw Mr. Simpson.

"Do you think he knows we're high and drunk.," said Cassie loudly

"I don't know but just walk away and maybe nobody will notice.," said Talia loudly.

"Christina, I think you gave me some bad pot because I feel sick.," said Rose. She turn green and ran to the nearby trash can and started puking.

Christina sees her puking. "Yup that was probably bad pot since her stomach could handle alcohol.,"

Mr. Simpson got mad. "You four in my office now.,"

"Sure Mr. S just don't talk so loud my head hurts like crazy.," said Talia.

"Well Ms. Matlin drinking and smoking in school property and destroying the garden. You are suspended from school for 2 weeks.," said Mr. Simpson. "You get your stuff from your locker and ask you teachers for your homework because you suspension starts in 20 minutes.,"

Becky touch Maya's shoulder. "I know why you did it because you miss him. I just wanted to let you know if you ever need to talk my church is always open. We could all pray together.,"

"Becky you could take your prayers and go to hell because I don't miss Cam not now or ever.," said Maya. She walk away to her locker.

Meanwhile Cam and Julia were at the meadow looking at screen where they saw Maya and Eli.

"This is all my fault. I hate myself for this. Maya never in a millions years will hang out with that crowd or drink and smoke in school property. This is all because of me I thought I was doing her a favor.," said Cam

"Don't say that because hating yourself put you in this situation and now the only thing you can do is watch over her. I use to blame myself because how Eli acted cause of my death but now I know it wasn't my fault. Now he's all better. Just give her some time.," said Julia.

"I really hope so.," said Campbell.

Maya was in her room. It was mid-night she couldn't sleep so she went to the club Talia invited her to go. She even got a fake I.D.

She put on min-shirt and a short shirt and sneak out her window. She went to the club. She came there and saw Talia, Rose, Christina, and Cassie. Talia was dancing with a stranger and it turn into a makeout session. Rose was flirting with the bartender to them free drinks. A guy and Cassie were making out in the bathroom. So Maya decide to hang out with Christina.

"So did you found the gift that I left in your bookbag. I thought since you are suspended .," said Christina. "I won't tell you since it's a surprise.," Then Rose came back with drinks for everybody. Maya drank the how cup of beer. She started dancing with Christina then a guy put his arms around her. She turn around and ask him for his name and age. She said his name was Joe and he was 18 years old. She put her hands on his shoulders and started making out with him. The make out session lead to a bathroom.

Campbell was in the bathroom. He tried to grab Maya's arm and tried to stop her but his hand just went through her arm.

"MAYA! You don't know this guy what if he got an STD. What if you get pregnant !," shout Campbell.

Then Julia appear, "Shout all you want but she can't hear you. If only it was that simple Eli won't been bipolar.,"

Maya and Joe went to the bathroom stall. Joe started lifting off her skirt. Maya started unbutton his shirt. Then somebody kick the door. It was Katie.

"Maya I followed you here and I found you drunk outta your mind hooking up with some stranger. Come on we're going home.," said Katie with anger. Katie drag Maya out off the club then Maya shouted goodbye to everybody in the club then said goodbye back. Katie brought her back to her room. She was about to give her a lecture but Maya pass out when she landed on her bed.

As Maya woke up from a hangover and saw her clock said 11am. She went to the kitchen found a note from Katie that said that she was in school but when she comes back then will have a big talk about what happen yesterday. She also saw that she forgot her cell phone. Maya got up and decide to watch a little T.V. She watch Little Bear on Noggin. She remembers watching that show when she was like about 3 year. She was young and thought boys. She wish that she still thought that way. Then she wouldn't be as known as the girlfriend of the boy who commit suicide. She was about to cry but told herself her promise she won't cry. She couldn't then she remember what Christina said. She went to her bookbag and saw a mini bottle of vodka, cigarettes, and a box of mints. She open the box and finds pot. She gets her lighter and smokes it. She felt happy, free, and calm

A couple of hours Maya rush to the bathroom and started puking. "I guess Rose wasn't the only one who had bad pot.," she told herself. She went to her bathroom cabin to find some medicine but then her phone rang. She saw who was calling her and it was Campbell. A smile lit to her face because she couldn't be dreaming.

"Hello?," she answered

"Um hi.," said a lady. Maya recognize the voice from the video chats when Cam invited her to meet his family.

"Mrs. Saunders?," asked Maya.

"Hi Maya, I'm using Cam's phone since your number was in his contacts. Well in a couple of days is going be Cam's funeral and since Justin is going to Degrassi to pick up Cam's stuff. He finds it no bother to go to your house and take you to Kapuskasing. Don't worry about the train ticket we will pay for it and you can stay with us if you want to go to the funeral.,"

Tears started rolling down her cheek. She promised herself that she wouldn't cry but she couldn't help it. She could cry a river.

"Maya are you still there?," ask Mrs. Saunders.

"Yes I am.," said Maya.

"Well do you want Justin to pick you up or not?," asked Mrs. Saunders.

Maya looks at the new bottle of tylenol and remember the bottle of vodka. "I'm sorry but I'm going to be busy that day but thanks anyway.,"

"That's okay. Cam really did love you. I don't think there was one time when ever I video chatting with him without mentioning your name.,"

"Well goodbye there is something I have to do.," said Maya.

"Okay bye then.,"

Maya hung up the phone and got the bottle of vodka and open the new bottle. She grabs a handful of pills and swallow them. She grab the bottle of vodka and started drinking. Then she felt dizzy and fell to the ground.

As Katie came in.

"What did you forget this time.," said Jake.

"My phone I left it in the kitchen.," Katie look for her phone but it wasn't in the kitchen. "That's funny I thought I left it here,,"

"Try calling your phone. Hey if you don't mind could I eat something. I'm starving we're missing lunch.," said Jake.

"Yeah sure mom just left Maya two plate one for breakfast and lunch but I'm such you can find some leftovers.," said Katie while calling her cell phone using the house phone.

Jake look in the fridge and saw the two plates. "Are these the plates?,"

Katie look at it all confuse. "It's like 12p.m and Maya hasn't eating at thing again. I'm getting very worried about her. She's been doing drugs, alcohol, hanging out with different people, hooking up with random guys, and not sleeping at all.,"

"She only smokes pot. She only hook up with one guy. So don't stress yourself out.," said Jake trying to cheer Katie up.

"Not just pot she been doing cocaine and MDMA. She almost went to the boiler room with some guy but Tori stop her and who knows how far she will go if it was for Tori. She has gotten really moody.," said Katie. Then she heard her phone was coming from the bathroom. "That's so weird I don't remember being my phone to the bathroom.,"

"Maybe you forgot.," responded Jake.

"Yeah maybe.," said Katie. She went to the bathroom and saw Maya on the floor pass out with a bottle of vodka and pills everywhere. Katie started screaming. Jake ran to see what was and saw Maya on the floor and frose. Katie couldn't move. Jake walk up to Maya and touch her neck.

"She is still alive. Do the same thing you did with Adam to Maya when he got shot. I will call 911.," shouted Jake.

Katie did what she was told then an ambulance came to pick up Maya. A couple of hours Maya woke up and saw she was in a hospital. She also saw Katie and her parents crying.

"Thank god you're still alive.," said Katie with tears and hugs her. "You've would have been dead in 5 minutes if I didn't came and gotten my phone.,"

The doctor told her parents that Maya is going to spent the night.

As Maya came to her house at 8p.m. the next day. She was in her room then she heard somebody knock in her door.

"Come in.," Maya shouted. Then Tori, Tristan, Marisol, and Katie came in with pizza, ice cream, and movies.

"Why are you guys here?," smiled Maya.

"For a sleepover.," said Marisol. "I brought the Hunger Games. So we can all watch and it's your favorite movie.,"

"I bought ice cream and you favorite cookie and cream," smiled Tristan.

"No sleepover will ever be the same without pizza.," smiled Tori. "Also we lost Cam and almost lost you. Life is too short and lets spend enough time that we can.,"

Then Ms. Matlin told them the popcorn was ready.

"Come on lets move this sleepover to the living room because I want to dream peacefully about Josh Hutcherson and for that to happen we have to see the Hunger Games.,"

"I'm 100% behind you.," said Tristan.

"What about Fab and Mo. They might get jealous.," giggled Tori.

"I love Mo but he's no Josh Hutcherson.," said Marisol.

"What she said.," said Tristan.

Maya, Tori, and Katie started to laugh. Then Marisol, Tristan, and Tori went downstairs but Katie and Maya stayed behind. Katie hug Maya again.

"How many times are you going to hug me.," said Maya. "It's getting old.,"

"It will never get old for me. I almost lost my baby sister. If you died then I will only have one sister and one sister isn't enough for me. Brittany almost pass out when she heard the news about you. I need a big sister and a little sister. Also how would we explain to Carson how Aunty Maya died.,"

"I'm sorry.," Maya hug Katie one last time.

"Thank god I forgot my phone but I could have sworn that I left it in the kitchen.," said Katie

Maya gave a confuse look. "You did and I didn't even touch your phone.,"

"That's so weird then maybe it was an angel who move my phone to find you.," said Katie. "Well lets go downstairs and join the rest.,"

Maya remember the called that she got from Mrs. Saunders. "You go a headed I have to make a called.,"

"Okay then bye.," said Katie.

Maya went to the bathroom and saw the pills. A part of her still wishes that she died but the other part of her didn't. She called Mrs. Saunders.

"Hello?," she heard Ms. Saunders answer.

"Hey this is Maya.,"

"Hi Maya.," said Mrs. Saunders

"I was wondering if it isn't too late to change my mind about going to the funeral.," said Maya.

"No of course not. Justin will be in Degrassi during school hours in Friday. Then he will pick you up.," said Mrs. Saunders. "Yesterday I called your parents and said it was okay with them. You will be back by Sunday.,"

"Thanks and bye see later.,"

"Yeah bye.," said Mrs. Saunders

Maya hang up and felt like someone was watching then she heard Cam calling her. Then she remember that it was all in her head because she went to a support group that was open when she was in the hospital. She talk to teens who were in the same shoes as she was. One of the main things they heard was that they heard their dead boyfriend or girlfriend but there was something different about Cam's voice it sounded more real than the last time. She went to her room and left her phone there.

"Maya.,"

Maya turn to see where the voice coming from and it was Cam wearing his Ice Hound hoodie. He still had the red bandana that he wear in Spirit week.

"Cam?," she sounded all confused.

Hey I got this idea from Vampire Diaries from seeing Jeremy/Anna or Bonnie/Jeremy and from Twight. I hope you like it I know I wrote so many maybell fan fiction but this is all we got left of maybell. Please review if you want me to continued.