Disclaimer: I don't own VicTORIous but I so wish I did. This story is for Metal Rider.

Tori couldn't help but to look at the pale skinned girl sitting across the room from her working on her nails. Hearing the door open the Half-Latina sighed knowing that it was Beck walking in and over to Jade before sitting down next to her and kissing her cheek. She could feel a pain in her heart as she watched the couple and then forced herself to look away knowing that it would only lead to more pain. Ever since she had joined Hollywood Arts she had developed feelings for the Gothic play writer but kept it hidden seeing as she didn't want to ruin what little friendship they might have and that she was pretty sure that Jade was straight. Only a couple of people knew that she had a crush on Jade and that was her parents, who merely smiled and told her that as long as she was happy then they were happy.

"Hey Tori," Cat said sitting down next to her, "you wanna go get sushi for lunch?"

"Huh? Oh, sure Cat I would love too," Tori responded looking at the red head.

"Yea I'll go and tell Jade," Cat said running off before Tori could say anything else.

'Great, now I get to spend lunch keeping my hormones in check,' Tori thought as the bell rang releasing them for lunch.

While they were sitting at Nozu waiting for their food to get there, Tori had to work hard in order to keep her eyes off of Jade. She wanted so badly to just kiss her there and hope that she would leave Beck to be with her, but she couldn't do that to her friends. Taking a sip of her tea she then realized that she needed to go to the bathroom and got up excusing herself. After reliving herself, the singer started washing her hands when she realized that she hadn't posted anything on the slap in a while and figured that she could do a post real quick. Pulling out her phone she started typing when a thought came to her mind, she couldn't tell Jade her feelings out right but she could do it over the internet as a secret admirer.

'But I can't just do it over the slap I need a way that people can see it but not be able to figure out it's me,' Tori thought butting her phone up.

Walking out of the bathroom, she watched as a girl flitted over towards where her friends were and sit down on Beck's lap and start flirting with him. Suddenly a very pissed off Jade West, who was at the bar getting a refill on her drink, stormed past Tori and over to the table behind the girl and Beck. Everything after that happened in a blur for Tori, first Jade tapped her on the shoulder the next thing she knew the girl was on the ground with Jade standing over her and Beck and Andre holding her back. Running over to the group Tori saw a look of pure anger in Jade's eye and decided that it was best that the girl get out before she was hurt even more.

"Jade what the hell?" Beck asked looking at his girlfriend.

"She was flirting with you," Jade pointed out glaring at him.

"So what you're my girlfriend not her," Beck retorted, "you can't just get jealous of every girl that flirts with me when I'm with you."

"Guys why don't we just calm down and head back to Hollywood Arts?" Andre suggested with Cat nodding her head in agreement.

"So what I can't be worried that some slut is going to waltz right up and try to take you away from me?" Jade yelled clenching her fist.

"Guys really you're causing a scene," Tori said noticing that people were looking at them now.

"Well maybe I should help you with that problem, we're through," Beck said shocking everyone.

"Wh-WHAT?!" Jade yelled losing her temper, "oh no you're not breaking up with me."

"Uh, I think I just did," Beck said in a matter-of-fact tone.

"Nope cause I'm breaking up with you," Jade retorted in a fit of rage.

The two stormed off and left the others standing there confused, concerned, and in complete and total shock at what just happened. Looking over at her friends, Tori bit down on her lower lip and then looked back at where Jade was before Andre finally spoke up.

"Um…maybe we should go and talk to them?"

"No it's best to just let them cool down before stepping in," Tori muttered as they walked out the door.

"Okay wait, Tori Vega the girl who always want to help people, is saying that we need to wait?" Robbie asked looking at the half Latina.

"Has the world gone mad?" Rex asked dramatically.

"Look I know it's not what I normally do but I think that thinks will work out in the end," Tori said as they got into Andre's car, "now can we just drop the subject and get back to school?"

The rest of the day went by in a blur for the youngest of the Vega girls as she went from class to class without seeing either Beck or Jade in their normal seats. By the time school was over the gang was pretty sure that the two had left and skipped the rest of the day after the whole Nozu insistent. Deciding that if neither of them were at school the next day then she would go and at least talk to Beck knowing that Jade would merely throw stuff at her. Which brought her back to her previous problem of how she was going to do the whole online secret admirer thing online. Thinking about it the whole way home Tori couldn't think of anything so when she walked into the kitchen whilst her mom was making dinner, the older Vega woman knew something was up just by the way she looked.

"Something you want to talk about Tori?" Mrs. Vega asked turning to face her youngest daughter.

"Mom how can I tell Jade I like her without really telling her?" Tori asked sitting down.

"Well why can't you just tell her?" her mother asked smiling.

"It's not that simple mom, Jade isn't the kind of girl that you just go up and say 'hey I like you would you want to go out with me?' especially if a girl and you're certain that she's straight," Tori complained placing her head in her hands.

"Tori you'll never know if you don't try," Holly said rubbing Tori's back, "this is one of those things that you just have to jump feet first into."

"I know mom but…I just want to tell her that I like her without her knowing it's me."

"Well why don't you write her some love notes?"

"Love notes mom, that's so old fashion," Tori said looking up at her mom.

"Maybe but it's how your father got me," Holly remarked with a smile, "and if it's so old fashion then why don't you write a blog about her, that way she won't know it's you and she won't exactly know that it's her."

"Mom that's…brilliant, why didn't I think of that?" Tori asked standing up.

"Because your mom is awesome and actually knows what she's doing," Mrs. Vega replied smugly.

"I love you mom," Tori said hugging her before running up into her room.

'Ok just need to go on to the internet…how to start a blog…and there we go," Tori said as she pulled up Google (a/n: does anyone besides me love and at the same time hate Google?).

After spending a couple of hours getting set up and ready to go, Tori smirked as she looked at her new blog waiting to be used. Sitting there she began to think about what to type when she figured that it would be best to start with an introductory blog. Placing her hands on the keyboard she started to type…

Hey there everyone this is SingsHerHeartOut here glad that you're reading my blog. This blog however isn't about me but about someone that I love who I'm pretty certain would never love me no matter how much I wanted her too. What can I say about her beside the fact that she is just beautiful? I love her long black hair and she has the most captivating eyes that I have ever seen. I could go on for days about why I love her but for this post I'll stick to outer rather than inner beauty. So that's all for now I'll be posting at least once a week so I hope I hear from ya.

Before hitting the post button Tori leaned back and reread her first blog before nodding in satisfaction and posting it. Standing up and stripping out of her clothing so that she could get ready for bed, the half Latina singer hoped that at least someone would read it and that it was remark on her blog.

Author Note: Chapter Uno complete I hope you guys like this story and that I get lots of reviews for it.

Love ya all,

Falling Lillies