Kinda weird destiel … diclaimer: I don't own
Can't you hear them?
The deafening whispers.
How can you be so oblivious?
I'm whispering those words so loudly it feels like I'm yelling, so why can't you hear me?
I'm trying to tell you that I love you.
That I'd do anything for you, give anything for you.
I've already Fallen for you, so what's the harm in falling for you too?
I'm trying to make you understand – I've never felt these emotions before, so I'm a little inexperienced and, dare I say it, a little scared.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do with these feelings, so I'm trying to shout them out, but all I can manage is a whisper.
A deafening whisper, but a whisper nonetheless.
I'm trying to shout it, God help me, I am, but I don't know how.
How am I supposed to tell you that I love you?
That I'd do anything for you, give anything for you?
That I've already Fallen for you, so what's the harm in falling for you too?
I need to find a way, any way, to make you hear.
To make you understand.
But you're so wilfully ignorant that I don't even know how to begin.
And they say ignorance is bliss, so how can I deny you that?
These whispers, these deafening whispers, they're rebounding in my skull, echoing from the cracks and the crevices, and they're deafening me.
I can hardly hear the words you're saying.
What was that?
You … oh.
You need my help again.
'Of course I'll help, just put me to work.'
They're the words that come out of my mouth, but they're thick with an underlying meaning so obvious to me that I honestly can't comprehend why you don't hear it.
The words are coated with 'I love you's and 'I need you's, they're imbued with 'I can't live without you's and 'please say you love me too's.
They're so slick with love that I'm surprised it doesn't drip off onto the floor and form a sticky mess of pooling emotion, useless in the hands of one who can't express it.
Love it? Hate it? Meh? Comments would be great cause I'm really not sure about this one…
xx