Tomorrows
Contrary
That's what I
Am and I've always been
That way.
It's never been a
Choice but I might
Make it if I could.
I won't live in the
Present, because the present
Sucks for me.
I don't want to smell the
Freaking roses
I've already been stabbed by the
Thorns.
I'm not walking a paved
Road. I'm trudging through the
Mud and dirt and pain everyone else
Leaves behind.
I wallow in my regrets;
They're better than anything
I'd see now.
I look ahead and hope and
Ignore my surroundings.
I may very well be dying but I
Won't live for today. I'll live
Waiting for my
Tomorrows.