First off if you don't like the idea of Spock/Kirk being together don't read this!
Secondly this is my first story on here so be kind
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Spock walked away from Kirk. He couldn't be around him right now… Especially when he was acting like this…Flirting with anyone that had a
pulse... Except him… Ignored him as if he were a rock... Not that he was irritated being ignored. But did he have to flirt with everyone else. It
caused a flood of emotions to hit him like a wall. It wasn't healthy for a Vulcan to have so much emotion. So he had to leave. But why? Why did he
feel so much emotion at this? Emotions one thing he'd never be able to understand. Logic and reason just made sense. But emotions...Emotions
were unstable, unpredictable, and unsettling. He heard footsteps all of a sudden that were heading in his direction.
"Spock!" yelled Kirk as Spock turned around in response.
"Yes?" Spock asked raising his eyebrow up in annoyance.
Kirk grabbed Spock hand gently then held on like it was life line.
"So you decided its my turn to be played with now?" asked Spock irritated as he tried to get Kirk's hand off of his own. Yet some part of him
wanted to hold on to Kirk's hand and never let go.
"I'm sorry", answered Kirk, "I only wanted to see if you really cared for me."
What was this illogically bullshit he was talking thought Spock as he ask, "What do you mean?"
"The only reason why I was flirting with anyone other than you was I wanted to see if you'd get jealous. I wanted to see if you cared enough
about me to be affected emotionally. So if you were then I would know that you did care for me and I could confess my feelings to you, Spock."
respond Kirk with a puppy dog look in his eyes.
With sincerity in every word he spoke Spock noted. With those beautiful lips… No what he had done was wrong.
"Seems to me you did this the coward's way… Why didn't you just ask me? Why did you do this with no compassion to how I might have felt? How
it would hurt me? I was like a guinea pig in your lab experiment!" Spock yelled in an exasperated voice realizing that he had just lost control of his
emotions. How?! How did this stupid, dumbass bring such extreme emotions out of him like this?! He wasn't himself.
Spock saw Kirk staring at him dumbstruck head fallen down. Then slowly, slowly tears fell down Kirk's cheeks. Upon seeing the tears Spock's angry
melted away as he watched the man before him cry. Spock stepped forward slowly closing the distance between him and Kirk and wrapped his
arms around Kirk's body holding him close. As Kirk cried softly in his arms "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
