Roza and Dimitri
RPOV:
"Truth is Rosemarie, I never loved you."
As she's trying to sleep, these words are just replaying over and over. Did I mean nothing? All the stolen kisses, all the sneaky hugs and glances. The I love you's when they parted ways? And Rosemarie? What the fuck was that all about? She said she wouldn't think about it anymore, a tear slid down her cheek. She felt so empty, she hasn't eaten since he left to guard Tasha 3 weeks ago, she barely sleeps. No one realises just how bad her heart is broken, she acts if nothing is wrong, she goes to the gym to train still but she doesn't train she just sits there and cry, torturing herself. She's angry and heartbroken two emotions that should never be mixed.
She went to her window that overlooks he field that they used to run together, she rolls her eyes because no matter what she does she can't stop thinking about him. She went back and laid down in her bed, her hand came and touched her lips remembering that time they were finishing up a sparring session, she got the upper hand, straddling him hand to his chest "dead" they were both breathing so heavy, they were basically eye fucking. Him watching her chest rise and fall and her watching his mouth, they just look so pink and desirable. Without even realising it she was leaning forwards, his eyes now locked on her lips. Their lips met, and it was instant fire, she let out a gasp, running out if air. His hands wrapped around her body pulling her closer, she started to move her hips, hearing him growl in response made her move faster, "Roza" he said in a husky town, that was honestly the sexiest thing she has ever heard. "Gahhhhhh! Why can't I stop thinking about him, HE LEFT me.." the last words coming out as a sob.
She pulled out her ipod, she needed to go over songs for the school concert tomorrow night, Lissa, Christian, Mia, Eddie, Mason and Natalie started band and they were in it also, she asked if they would be alright if she went solo, and they said of course, so she's going solo.