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This was what I wanted…. Right?

This is what I've been begging for.

So why is this not the happiest day of my life?

Because he doesn't love you.

I looked down at the pregnancy test in my trembling hands.

"Pregnant," it read.

I threw the stick down in frustration and put my head in my hands. I could feel the tears start fall from my eyes.

This was the fourth test that I took and it's the fourth time I've read the word "pregnant".

I was pregnant with Jacob Black's child. The Jacob Black that imprinted on that demon spawn. The same Jacob Black that is going to marry that spawn when she becomes older. He loves her. He loves the whole damn family. One day he'll have to leave with them.

See what you've done Leah, you've fucked up your life, his life, and probably this kid's life.

I couldn't take him away from his imprint. They were so happy together; they'll be even happier in the future. What if they have kids in the future? Will he love them more? Will he feel obligated to be with me because I'm pregnant? I can't do that to him. But I know what I can do.

I got up from the bathroom floor and walked across the hall to my bedroom. I opened my closet, pulled out an old duffel bag, and began to stuff as many clothes as I could into it.

I, Leah Clearwater, will raise this baby WITHOUT being an angry bitter bitch. I refuse to make anyone else's life miserable. I am determined to make sure that this baby will have a normal life, away from vampires, werewolves, or anything else.

I walked over to my dresser and looked at the photos sprawled across the top. Pictures of my family and the packs made my mind flood with memories. I quickly grabbed all the photos and some cash I had saved over the years. Seth never understood why I would save birthday money and allowances, but here I am today with $1,200. It won't last forever, but hopefully it will last me until I find a job.

I picked up my duffel bag and headed to my door, saying goodbye to the childhood memories left in my room.

I walked down the hall to Seth's room and slowly opened the door. The sound of his snoring filled the room; nothing can wake him up. I tiptoed over to him and kissed him gently on his forehead.

"I'll miss you baby brother." I say before tiptoeing out towards my mother's room.

I kissed her forehead and the picture of my father hanging on the wall.

I went down to kitchen, grabbed a sheet of paper from the grocery notepad, and began to write.

Dear Mom and Seth,

I'm sorry I had to leave you all, especially without a good bye, but I can't stay here any longer. I don't have the strength to stay here unhappy anymore, I hope you understand. I may come back one day, but first I have to start over. I have to start living my life.

I love you so much,

Leah

I grabbed my things and headed out to my old pick up truck. I don't know where I'm heading, but I know that I will find my home.