Well Hello there loves! Nice to see all your happy smiling faces! Just a little info before we start the story! You can call me Cheesy!

I do not own Twilight or any of it's Characters but I will enjoy writing about them. I may own a few OCs throughout the story though. If you have any questions or comments feel free to leave a review!! I would love to know what you think! Anything else can be sent via email or PMs (private messages). I don't bite and I love making new friends! So lets get this shit started aye!!

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With soft, careful footsteps Bella Swan made her way down the stairs in her fathers two story house. Today was the day Edward was coming home from his "Camping Trip" with the rest of his family. It had been 3 days, but to Bella it had felt like an eternity. An eternity without the man she loved so dearly.

She had dreamed of him; of his silky bronze hair and those smoldering topaz eyes that seemed to burn right into her skull and thoughts. Edward said he could not hear her thoughts but she did not always believe him.

Wearing the loose black tee and well fitting blue jeans Bella felt comfortable. She quickly and quietly threw on her enormous parka and sneakers, tossing the thick locks of brown hair out of the collar of her coat. Opening the door as silently as the old house would allow Bella sprinted out into the arms of her waiting love.

His expression did not match her own. While her lips were slightly parted and curved upward into an ecstatic grin, his were tightly closed and the ends seemed to point down toward the ground. Bella ignored this small hiccup and threw her arms around his neck anyways, burying her face in the cool marble curve of his neck. He smelled just as good as she had remembered times a hundred.

The night before he left she had spent a good hour memorizing every curve of his face, every smooth surface of his neck and hands, every glint of color in those dark eyes, but it seemed her memory had dimmed his glamour. He was more brilliant in the growing light of the morning than she had remembered.

Slowly Edward put his arms around her small frame, pressing his pursed lips softly against her head. His hug did not feel right, and Bella sensed it right away. Something about him was wrong, a secret kept poorly hidden from her. "Edward...What's wrong?" Her voice was almost a whisper, maybe to dramatic for the simple question.

He smiled, avoiding her eyes. "Nothing Bella. Everything is wonderful." Her brow furrowed and she attempted to put her face in his line of vision, but his eyes were closed now. He pulled her against himself with ease, not needing to use any strength. Bella struggled only a little but could not deny him. Leaning her face against his shoulder she sighed audibly. "Edward...Your lying to me...I can hear it in your voice. What's wrong?" It was driving her mad. She hated when he kept secrets from her.

"My Bella, so perceptive. Would you like to walk with me?"

Of course she would. What a ridiculous question. Pulling her to his side, Edward led the way across the street and into the the tall trees. The green earth below their feet was bouncy with the coming of Spring and the leaves were growing in thick and dark. Bella loved walking with Edward. It was like a dream, always brighter and more memorable with him. They did not talk for a good 20 minutes as they strolled at an easy pace. She wanted to ask him what was wrong, how his trip was, if he missed her. She knew the answer to the last one, but she loved hearing it from him.

She couldn't bring herself to break the silence. It was to heavy, a little awkward, so unlike them. She tore her gaze from his pale, beautiful face looking instead at the ground. Her arms felt weird against him, she almost wanted to walk a few feet behind him, or not be there at all. It didn't feel right. Bella gasped at the thought, running away from Edward, back to the house and hiding in her room. How could she think of such things.

Pushing away from his cool body Bella lurched a few feet to the side.

"EDWARD! Your scaring me! Tell me please! What's wrong? Why won't you look at me?" Tears stung her eyes and a lump burned in her throat. He grimaced, folding his arms across his chest, still not looking directly at her. "Bella, I told you, It's nothing." Bella clenched her fists and began to tremble in her coat. "Are you cold Bella?" Edward took off his own brown coat, putting it gently onto her shoulders. He brushed a strand of her hair back behind her ear, letting his fingertips graze the line of her jaw when his hand fall back to his side. "Edward...Please...You have to talk to me...You have something on your mind...Please don't shut me out again..." Wincing, he finally looked into her face, his topaz eyes meeting her chocolate brown orbs. Sweeping his arms out and around her he held her for a moment, his lips pressed against her hair.

"I am so sorry Bella. I have wronged you in the worst way..." Edward's voice was barely a whisper, she almost missed it. Breathing a little faster she did not return his embrace, she was limp in his arms thinking over what he said. "You...you wronged me? How Edward...what is it? It can't be that bad..." Anything Edward did, surely she could forgive him, it was probably nothing. He was like this, almost over sensitive to her. She knew why though. She was not emotionally tough when it came to him.

"What is it Edward? Please..." He had not spoken for 5 minutes. It was painful waiting for him to speak, but finally he opened his perfect lips. "Bella...I have done something unforgivable...And I fear I will lose you. I think it may be for the best. You deserve so much more than I can give you Bella." She flipped. Her face burned hot and her voice came out in a hoarse rasp. "STOP IT! You are not bad for me Edward! I am so tired of you telling me you are not good enough for me! Just Stop It!" Her voice cracked at the end. The tears came heavily, streaming down her round cheeks. "I can't listen to you say thing like that...You and I are perfect Edward...I used to think I wasn't good enough for you but I have come to realize you and I are destined Edward...I was drawn here for some reason...I made excuses but It was you...I came here because I knew somehow about you....I know it..."

Edward winced again, looking down at the thick moss that covered the forest floor. "Bella your talking crazy. You came here to be with your father and let your mother travel with her husband. You know that. It was an accident that we found each other...We were not destined to be together..."

Bella looked up, angry and hurt. How could he say such things to her!? Did he realize he was talking to HIS Bella? "Edward...do you hear yourself? Do you not love me? Or has this all been an accident?"

He hesitated and her heart dropped down into the region of her stomach, shattered. "You hesitated...you don't love me..." His lips stayed just as motionless as before. It was like the world had lost it's color...Everything was black and white. Edward looked more like a statue now than he ever had before. She couldn't look away from his face, the high cheek bones, the pale lips. She had kissed only those lips. He had been her first kiss. The most wonderful feelings she had ever had where with him. All the good memories included him. Everything before she had him were all blurry and dull. Now, even he was dull, no colors anywhere.

"Edward...What did you do that is so bad?" Her voice and face were blank. Emotions had flown out the window with color. Bella felt so empty now. Hollow.

"Bella...I was not hunting in the mountains this weekend...Rosalie took us all to see Tanya and her sisters. It was just for the night. Tanya came into my room and"...

She had a hard time listening to it, but she could not stop him. She couldn't shout for him to stop, she couldn't cover her ears. She just listened, soaking up the story like a sponge. When he finished, she didn't know what to feel. Striking him would only hurt her...but she did it anyways. She swung her small fists against his stone chest, tears streaming down her red face again. She clenched her teeth, cursing through them at him. She kicked at him wishing more than anything that her blows would hurt more than just herself. He tried to stop her, holding her wrists but she tore them out of his hands. God only knew where those things had been. Shuddering she stubbled backwards, trying to get away from him. Suddenly she felt sick, the thought of waiting like a dog for him to return made her want to vomit. She felt the bile raise in her throat and tried to swallow it back down but she could stop it no more than she could stop the tears. It splattered loud against the ground and she felt herself heave again.

"Bella!" She heard him call her name before she blacked out. 'Oh god let me fall. Don't let him touch me again...'

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That's it for the first chapter!! A little short but mine mostly are. I will update again when I can. The more you review the more likely I am to be inclined to Update *evil grin of evilness*

In all honesty I have no idea where this is going. I do plan to have Bella not take anymore shit from people though. That always bothered me a bit in the story...Anyways! Before I give away to much I shall end this with one last note!!

At the beginning of the next chapters I would like to post some links to some good stories!! So if you have a story email me the link and I will see if it is post worthy xD! So I will see you guys next time!!

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